My spiritual exercises
utorak, 07.03.2017.
IS EMILY DICKINSON'S BROTHER ME (FROM PAST INCARNATION)?
I already mentioned that I thought I was American in my 19th century incarnation. I underwent some kind of non-hypnotic regression, with a group of others in 1992. My conviction was that I lived somewhere in Eastern Texas, near Mississippi border. But, on recent look onto the photographs of famous poet Emily Dickinson (if you remember, I made musical adaptation to two of her poems), I'm not so sure anymore. Maybe I just WAS her brother.
At first look of William Dickinson (interesting fact – middle name Austin = Texas capitol) I spoted some peculiar features, that we two share. At first look of the photographs of his wife Susan, and his mistress Mabel Loomis Todd I didn't recognize in them significant women of my present incarnation. But, on the second look, something began to emerge – the uncanny resemblance of two of my significant loves from 90s and 00 years. First I fell in love with my (presumable) mistress from the past, Andrea Latinović, who was journalist of 'Vjesnik' newspapers (and later editor-in-chief). The other woman, Mia Kovačić was TV host, in some showbiz and fashion broadcasts. Although I seen her only on TV, the attraction was very strong. It is possible, I guess, that we were really husband and wife in our 19th century American incarnation.
But, who is incarnation of Emily Dickinson? My present sister? No – she bears resemblence more to Afdera Franchetti, the fourth wife of Henry Fonda. I think that incarnation of Emily Dickinson could be an American young woman, whom I sent a message on Myspace, some 7-8 years ago. I saw her photograph, and wrote that she reminds of me at that age, more than my sister did. Unfortunatelly, she didn't respond, and also unfortunatelly I've forgotten her name, which I regret. Maybe she was really my sister in 19th century, and incarnation of Emily Dickinson.
