srijeda, 25.04.2007.
Devoted 2 U
DM: Better Days
What are you hiding from
You are part of the sum
What has been going on
Your confidence has gone
You have seen better days
You have lived better ways
What are you waiting for
Answers that question more
Unexpected they will come
Are you expecting some
You have seen better days
You have lived better ways
Only time will tell
What will come of you
Only crime could sell
What you're trying to
Where are you heading to
What plans will you pull through
With trouble in the wings
Will you risk anything
You have seen better days
You have lived better ways
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Opet taj prokleto odvratan osjećaj praznine.
Nesavršenosti.
Nepotpunosti.
Ispunjava me bijesom, nevjerojatnim bijesom koji razara sve pred sobom. Totalna destrukcija svega postojećeg. Samo obično funkcioniranje po dobro ustaljenoj rutini i to je to.
Nedostaju mi jutra, ona prekrasna jutra kada mi je lice bilo obasjano suncem a uz kavu sam imala pogled na ono što volim.
Nedostaje mi onaj pogled kada se nebo i more spajaju u jednu cjelinu, onako pred oluju kada je sve preliveno tamnosivo plavom bojom.
Nedostaje mi ona savršena lakoća postojanja.
Foolish girl. Everything counts in large amounts, aint it?
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Sjedila sam danas u contu na terasi. Sunce je pržilo a lagani povjetarac mrsio mi kosu.
Neću više ništa reći. Vrijeme me je vratilo u trenutak koji je postao povijest.
The end.
