Užasno mi je mrsko pitanje: „Koju muziku slušaš?“ Još više mi je mrzak odgovor koji i ja uvijek dajem: „Ovisi o raspoloženju“. Ali, to je jedina istina. Ovisi kako sam raspoložena, otvaram folder s muzikom i biram one melodije i stihove koji će me ponijeti do mojih snova...
I pada mi na pamet situacija zbog koje mi je neka pjesma postala posebno draga, ili mi jednostavno vraća neke uspomene, ili mi je jednog tmurnog dana donijela osmjeh na lice, ili mi je primila suze s lica, zagrlila me, utješila, vratila snagu...
Uvijek će mi biti teško odgovoriti na to pitanje o muzici. Ljudi mi se čude kada im odgovaram da ja muziku ne slušam, već ja muziku osjećam. Zbilja ju osjećam. Slušajući je, stvaram slike, živim stihove, lebdim na melodiji, plešem u ritmu, tugujem i radujem se s likovima u pjesmama. Takvu muziku slušam. Onu koju mogu osjetiti, vidjeti kada zatvorim oči, pronaći sebe u priči koja je ispričana, pronaći neku (ne)dragu osobu u priči koja je opjevana i pokloniti joj je...
Večeras imam potrebu ovu pjesmu pokloniti Daleko od očiju i okrenuti potpuno novu stranicu u životu... prema nekome...
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been livin in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I Don't Feel Safe Oohhh
Left broken empty in despair
Wanna breathe can't find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more I have to say
Help me find a way
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I'll tell you
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray
Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday you might understand
There's not much more to say
But I hope you find a way
Still I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I'll tell you
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not okay I don't feel safe
I need to pray
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
Moje pjesme, moji snovi
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