Pull the knife from my back...

Daklem...Kao i uvijek čitanje lektire sam izbjegavala cijeli mjesec i sad moram pročitati 573 stranice do sutra
No kakve veze ima lektira i komarac?
E pa ovako-dok sam se ja mučila pokušavajući pročitati i nedaj Bože slučajno zapamtiti poneki dio knjige, i dok je mrga od mog mačka bezbrižno spavala u mom krilu (nije da ima samo 6 kg. ), mali komarac je letio oko moje glave. Prvo sam bila začuđena što opet vidim tu iritantnu pojavu ali sam pokušala ne misliti još i na to. Mislim da bi trebala naglasiti ono 'pokušala'. Prokleti i dosadni krvopija je neprestano letio oko moje glave i još pri tome proizvodio onaj sablasni zvuk.
Uzela sam prvu stvar koja mi je došla pod ruke (a to je nažalost bio moj i ovako sjebani mob) i bacila ga na njega. Ne samo da ga nisam pogodila, nego mi je još i mob riknuo. Živim u nadi da ću ga uspijet upalit nakon punjena....
Da se ja vratim (ne)čitanju...Moji (ne)obzirni starci su uključili radio i još ga pojačali tako da ja sasvim uredno čujem to što i oni slušaju. Osim u nedostatku koncentracije i želje za čitanjem stvar je i u ovome: 1.pjesma-The unforgiven
2.pjesma-Highway to Hell
3.pjesma-Leave me alone (neki pjesmuljak s čak i oke lyricsima)
I tako ja sad sjedim pred kompom, pričam s ljudima na msn-u i pišem ovaj post umjesto da čitam Dostojevskog

Have you ever felt the future is the past, but you don't know how...?
A reflected dream of a captured time, is it really now, is it really happening?

Don't know why I feel this way, have I dreamt this time, this place?
Something vivid comes again into my mind
And I think I've seen your face, seen this room, been in this place
Something vivid comes again into my mind

All my hopes and expectations, looking for an explanation
Have I found my destination? I just can't take no more

The dream is true, the dream is true
The dream is true, the dream is true

Think I've heard your voice before, think I've said these words before
Something makes me feel I just might lose my mind
Am I still inside my dream? Is this a new reality
Something makes me feel that I have lost my mind

All my hopes and expectations, looking for an explanation
Coming to the realization that I can't see for sure

I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, to save me from myself
I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, please save me from myself

The dream is true, the dream is true
The dream is true, the dream is true

I get up put on the light, dreading the oncoming night
Scared to fall asleep and dream the dream again
Nothing that I contemplate, nothing that I can compare
To letting loose the demons deep inside my head

Dread to think what might be stirring, that my dream is reoccurring
Got to keep away from drifting, saving me from myself

I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, to save me from myself
I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, to save me from myself

Lost in a dream of mirrors, lost in a paradox
Lost and time is spinning, lost a nightmare I retrace
Lost a hell that I revisit, lost another time and place
Lost a parallel existence, lost a nightmare I retrace

I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, to save me from myself
I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, to save me from myself

I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, to save me from myself
I only dream in black and white, I only dream cause I'm alive
I only dream in black and white, to save me from myself

The dream is true, the dream is true
The dream is true, the dream is true


Eto...Na nečijem blogu sam pročitala da je teško komentirati postove u kojima su napisane samo riječi neke pjesme i sad bih ja trebala napisati nešto što će ovaj post učiniti imalo smislenim...
Zapravo, danas ništa ni nema smisao pa čemu ga tražiti ovdje?

Don't know why I feel this way, have I dreamt this time, this place?

Mogu li se snovi ostvariti? Što učiniti kada nisi siguran u ono što osjećaš? Kada si zbunjen zbog svega? Kada znaš da češ jednom odlukom promijeniti svoj i uništiti drugi život?