On je bio u šumi. Vraćajući se kući, začu' mjauk negdje ispod sica. Čim je ušao u dvorište, dograbio je mače, koje se instinktivno iskoprcalo iz njegovih ruku, puhanjem, frktanjem, grebanjem, čim god, što ga je natjeralo da ga ispusti. Zavuklo se ispod auta i mjaukalo (plakalo). Bila je noć. Uzela sam bateriju da vidim o čemu se radi. Bilo je malo, bijelo, mršavo, zmazano, očičkano i preplašeno mače. Pokušala sam ga dohvatit, no čim bi mu se ruka približila, dizalo je ispruženu šapicu i frktalo, a onda bi pobjeglo na drugi kraj di ga ne mogu dohvatit. Gurkala sam ga baterijom nebi li ga nekako privukla, no bezuspješno. Ono mjauče kontinuirano i dalje... Mjauknula sam! Zašutilo je i osluškivalo... hm... mjauknula sam opet... odazvalo se. Mjauknula i treći put i ono mi je dotrčalo i sklupčalo se tik do moje noge. Lagano sam ga pogladila i podigla... umirilo se iako mu je srce kucalo 100/h. Nije više mjaukalo. Nevjerojatno! Kroz komunikaciju je steklo povjerenje i sigurnost u mene koju je moglo odma imat, ali nije to znalo dok mu valjda to nisam rekla. Slučajno sam potrefila pravi jezik. Pitam se, treba li tako možda i s ljudima komunicirat!?! Često se pitam zašto me neki krivo protumače, drugi me uopće ne čuju ili ne žele čut... možda samo trebam pronaći pravi jezik ili način kako bi razumjeli što im to želim reć...

A good way to "test" yourself is to answer the following:
Are you always searching for your greater purpose in life but feel like the world isn't set up for your kind?
Do you sometimes feel wise beyond your years?
Do you have trouble conforming to the ways of society?
Do you feel out of place in today's world?
Do you perceive the world very differently than most people around you?
Do you have strong intuition about certain things that most others do not?
Do you often feel misunderstood when you try to talk to people about what's real?
Are you a truth seeker?
Do you feel like you were born to accomplish a special mission in life?
Do you feel isolated and alone in your beliefs?
Misunderstood by family?
Do you feel anti-social unless you are with people of like mind?
Are you emotionally sensitive?
Did you have a difficult childhood?
Do you often feel disempowered by too much authority?

If you can answer yes to many of these questions, then you are most likely an Indigo.

Well, blessings to you, Beloved Ones! You have traveled many different planes (of existence) and many existences in your Earth and beyond your Earth. You are like a little time traveler. You are one to be honored and one to be cherished. For you are a divine child of God. And yet living on the Earth is not always easy for you. But then you chose this. You asked to be present on the Earth at this time. And you asked to be able to bring a certain focus that may be slightly different. In other words, the focus on the Earth and the perspective of many who live there, what is expected of you by many and what is desired of you by some, is NOT your focus. Is that so? You have a different gift to bring to the Earth. And you are an Indigo Child. You may not be an indigo child like some; you are a variation, for they are not all the same. Perhaps you have brought in the indigo heart and the indigo need for truth and the need for beauty. Perhaps you have brought in the indigo sensitivity that only wants to be about love. It wants to circulate love and create love. Maybe you have brought in the artistic perception of an Indigo. Or even the Grand Intelligence and Deep Scientific Calculations of an Indigo who is at home with computers and devices of intricacy.

There are things for you to learn and there are things for you to teach

This does not make you better than anyone else. Nor is anyone else better than you are. All are of GOD. It is like a grand garden. There are many flowers that grow in this garden. The seed that sprouted your particular flower has come from a long, way away. And yet it has seeded in the garden of the Earth. So know that you are in your right place for now because you are here. You need to be here. There are things for you to learn and there are things for you to teach. You need to be here. So do not waste your time dreaming of leaving. Because in your dreams and in your visions and those that are forthcoming, you may see and catch glimpses of other worlds. They are worlds that you have lived in. But it does not mean that there is any mistake that you have come here. For you have come here to open the heart. Even if it is in a rather unique way, as seen from the perspective of some on the Earth.

And I shall not tell to you all the things that you will do. For you are a flower that grows upon a vine. And what does that mean? It means that you grow intertwined with others. And there are others that shall come and they will join you. And you shall grow together. And you shall find the others that are like you. And then you will not feel so alone.

For you have come to build a new society.

Deep inside of you you know why you have come, for your heart knows. And you have come to seed a New Kind of Being. And it does go against the grain of your society. For you have come to build a new society. You have come to become a builder of a new focus and a new society. And it is as if there is a prism and you have come to polish one of the colors on the prism. But I say to you in order to accomplish that which you have come to do – your job – your gift – it is important for you to honor the other colors in the prism. And it is important that you achieve a certain amount of balance in your world, so that others might listen to you. So that you might learn about many things. So that THEN you can bring your own gift, and others will listen to you. For they will not always understand you, but when you understand them, by dabbling, you might say, a little bit in all of the things that are important to them, then you shall bring them to you, endear them to you. And then they will not be afraid of you. And they will not be put off by you. And they will come closer to you. And then they will be able to see your gift. And those things that you create, you will then be able to share with them, because you have not separated yourself from them.

It is important that you learn something about everybody. That is why you are in school.

And it is not that you should separate yourself from any other, but that you would bring the Gift of Unity and Oneness. Perhaps you are a golden thread. But then there are threads that are silver and threads that are white and there are threads that are green and gray. And you have come to take a needle and unite all of the threads. And not to be superior and not to be inferior. And not to stop listening to your own heart either. But in order to gain the heart and the ear, so that others will see your works and listen to you, it is important that you learn something about everybody. That is why you are in school.

You have already come with a gift and you have a purpose. It is to restore beauty on the Earth. To restore the heart. And to hold a focus of the Divine Feminine. And the Divine Feminine comes forth from you like a fountain. Much beauty and much flow of harmony, for you are all about harmony and love. And where there is no harmony, you do not understand it. And where there is no love, you do not want to be there. And where it does not make sense to your heart, your mind wants to leave and not be there. And that is why the dreams are so strong within you. And that is why the force of love is so strong within you. But in order to grow and strengthen your stem and build your leaves and branches as the bright flower are, it is important, since you are planted in the soil of the Earth, to understand something of the Earth. And that is why you are in school. To understand something of things that you may not choose to be with for very long. But go through the learning of it. And learn something about it. Why? So you can speak with many people. So you can love many people. So you can share your gifts with them and learn from their gifts. And it doesn’t mean that you will lose the wondrous gift that you bring.

You are different but you are also the same.

You are different but you are also the same. Because everything is united. That which created Everything. Every flower, every bird, every planet, every universe, every little dog and every little human and every little angel. The Creator of All put a thread of Unity through all so that everything moves altogether. On your Earth, it is not so easy to see the threads. They look invisible, but they are not. Everything is united.

So please, Beloved Indigo Child, please honor and love yourself.

So please, Beloved Indigo Child, please honor and love yourself and know that you are honored in Heaven, even as you shall be honored on Earth. And there is unity there as well! Heaven and Earth are really one. Everything is really connected. This you will see before too long, if you do not already see it.
Earth is a little bit of a school itself. You may not like school and you may not like Earth at times. But please honor Her. Know that She is alive. She isn’t just a big ball that you walk on. She is alive. Every little part of Her. Even as you walk on Her Big Body, She is conscious and She is growing. And She is, in one sense, in Her own school of development, of expansion. She is spinning through space and doing many things. And She shelters you. And She is one of your mothers, for She nourishes you. Her elements are in your physical body and Her soils, although depleted by Humanity, give you food to eat. Her waters give you drink.

So, please, Beloved One, honor your heart for it is full. And honor your mind as well. For it is full. They go together. The mind follows the heart; let the mind keep pace with the heart.

Nedavno sam proširila malo repertoar pjesama koje slušam... znala sam za „drugu struju“, no zbilja se šokirala nad „trećom“! Zar nas zbilja truju sa svih strana? Počinjem mislit kako je danas teško, gotovo nemoguće ostati ispravan... Uvijek će biti ovih i onih i onih trećih... Jedni pjevaju o ljubavi, drugi o patnji zbog neuzvraćene ljubavi, mržnji, treći pak o izopaćenosti onih koji vole... koji kurac! Vi treći... pa jeste normalni!?! Izvrćete svjesno dobro, blatite pozitivno, uzdižete se lažnim opravdanjima... wtf!?! Vi ste zapravo ti koji rade sranja i potičete sveopći kolaps! Pomutilo vam se poimanje i razlikovanje dobra i zla... dobro preispitajte svoja uvjerenja! Nešto vam opako ne štima!

Problem je samo što je danas izvrnut „common sense“! Jednom kad progutaš otrov, teško da ćeš ga se kasnije rješit! Stoga, nemoj ga piti!

Every mistake in our lives takes a little piece of our soul. But, some mistakes were not chosen by us, we were pushed into it by significant others... Don't be the pusher... It's not right! Pushers are usual judgers; judging leads to becoming the pusher!

Jesam li luda ako tvrdim da nema nepremostivih mostova, da nema situacija koje se ne mogu izgladiti, ispraviti, ako je postojala barem neka doza razumjevanja i suosjećanja, pažnje i ljubavi... Pozitivno treba poticati; kočeći logičan, ispravan slijed potičemo loše... lošem se može stati na kraj, no ne na način ignorancije nikako! Trebamo se naučiti prazniti, jer tek kad ispraznimo čašu, možemo ju ponovo puniti... Ljudska je tendencija biti sretan, čovjekovo najprirodnije stanje kojem nesvjesno teži... ponekad izabere krivi način, ponekad ne vidi pred nosom, ponekad se izgubi... naša uloga ovdje nije da sudimo, da nekoga učimo pameti, naša je uloga da praštamo... jer svakim oprostom potakli smo dobro i postidjeli zlo. Da ne bude zabune, mislim na nepoželjne, povremene i nesvjesne odlike našeg karaktera koje ponekad neželjeno izbiju na površinu.

Differences might become unnegligible if we don't have apprehension!
The growth of an uncrossable bridges depends on the misunderstandingness of ours!

Desilo mi se eto, ništavilo... nit me je briga za svijet nit je svijeta briga za jednog izgubljenog pojedinca... Želim se izgubiti u nekom životnom putu, a koče me tipične nepotrebne muke svakidašnjeg modernog, urbanističkog čovjeka naučenog da ga se gladi po guzici... i vlastita volja se okrenula protiv, živim ko da i ne živim... beznačajno, beznadno... udaljavam se, tjeram ljude od sebe, napadam, režim, zahtjevam, trgam konce, koji mi je k..?!? Plačem unutra negdje u nekoj tami, čučim u nekom kutu, ne želim van... zašto? Tonem, ne vidim svjetlo, nemam cilj... ne hranim se dovoljno, ponestaje mi mane...

Ne vjerujem u filozofiju koju propagira "Secret", mada bi bilo lijepo da tako stvari funkcioniraju... to mi se čini kao filozofija onih koji su imali sreće u životu da im se sve posložilo kako treba... ima i takvih, da, ali ima i onih koje se rode pod manje sretnom zvijezdom pa se muče kroz život kako bi nešto postigli i ostvarili... činjenica je da ne ostvare svi svoje sne ma koliko se trudili i vjerovali u njih!
"Samoispunjujuće proročanstvo".. eh to me malo više zaokupilo u zadnje vrijeme... još sam u neizvjesnosti dali da to prihvatim kao činjenicu koja sama sebe proziva ili kao naklapanja da opet ne treba gledati sa sumnjom prema naprijed... ali zašto se ta sumnja ne pojavljuje uvijek, nego samo nekad... brijem da tu igra intuicija koja bi nam trebala pomoći pri izboru...
Sve se više okrećem sebi i vlastitom nahođenju, pokušavam bit svjesnija svijeta oko sebe, možda sam se počela furat na ono "SADA!", da, to mi se nekak jedino čini prihvatljivim od svih ovdašnjih tlapnji...

Vjerujem da svojom interakcijom možemo širiti pozitivu oko sebe, da pojedinac može pokrenuti promjenu, da čineči dobro drugome možemo proširiti svijest ostalih, vjerujem da svijet može biti bolji, ali da je velika uloga na nama samima...