Sayonara... All the beauty I thought I knew
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Pluta... Dodiruje dno, hladno kao led, ali kao da pluta, omamljena, gledajući vječnost iznad sebe.
Još jednom, izgubljena u nikad obujmljenom prostoru. Na podu od crnog mramora, koji se proteže daleko... Iza neshvatljivoga. Ne može se pomaknuti, dići s poda, ići dalje. Jednostavno lebdi. Ne da se dalekom zovu života.
Je li odustala?
Has she given up yet?
Tiho... Šulja se... Polagano se primiče... Tanka sjena. Lagano, bez zvuka, klekne pored mrvog, naočigled mrtvog tijela, ruku bačenih iznad glave, mrtvih, suhih očiju.
Polagano, tiho, sjena digne desnu ruku, ruku od paučine, i prođe njezinim licem, mekim i hladnim, nježno...
"...Itoshigo..." Lagane zelene oči duha koji kleči, ljudske prikaze, omekšaju, dok izgovori malenu riječ privrženosti.
Iznenada, njezine se mrtve oči napune suzama. Prsa se polagano dižu i spuštaju, suhe usne puštaju dah, malen i topao.
"Doushite..." Prošapće umorno biće. "Doushite, Haruka..." Riječi su joj zaglušene plačem, suzama, jecajima koji ne žele posustati.
"Shh..."
The tall shadow slips her hands on the girl's back, pulling her tightly in her arms.
"You have been so brave... So hurt so many times... So cold... So tired... Always open for people to pick in your insides mercilessly... And yet... You manage to smile." The shadow's bangs cover her eyes as she whispers into the girl's neck. "And so many beautiful dreams inside. You could soar widely in the sky, in the sun, you know. Always... imagining so many pretty things..."
"I cannot smile anymore," her weak voice echoes through the infinity. Her body is held tightly, and she grasps the shadow's clothes, not wanting to let her go.
"Drive her away," she whispers poisonously, gripping the shadow even more. "I cannot bear it... Any longer... Deceiving me... Hurting me... Lashing out on me... After... After promising me everything I ever desired..." Her body begins to shiver vehemently.
She slowly raises her head to look at the shadow's bright green eyes.
"Haruka..."
The shadow simply looked back at her, raising her hand to wipe the tears off of the pale face of the girl.
"You are the only one... Who has ever loved me. Who has ever cared. Who has comforted me when I was hurt the most... Held my hand... Took my burden when I needed it... Walked with me in peace of the snow... Danced with me..."
"It hurts to see you like this."
Silence took over. The girl let her head fall on the shadow's chest.
"I am all alone. It hurts to be alone. It hurts to be dying in the rain alone. I am a child. All I need... Is someone who loves me. And I love back. Nothing else. Nothing else to be happy...."
"Be alone." The shadow whispers sharply. "Be alone. Don't let anyone in. Only I know you. Don't let anyone else in. You won't be hurt, I promise. I'll drive everyone away. I'll protect your heart."
A little gasp escaped the girl's lips.
"Reality is calling you... Do not wait, Hime-chan. Give me your dreams. Give me your love. And I will lead them to paradise. Everything you've ever dreamed of, I'll take them there. And it will be now until eternity. Give yourself to me. Do it.... And then go back. Live as you should... And I will live your dreams, live your love. Give me your heart, and no one shall ever touch it. I will not let anyone near... Especially..." Her breath trailed on.
The shadow slowly stood up, and looked the girl on the floor, sitting and watching in fear.
"Do not be frightened, Kaihi-chan... You shall be protected. By the one who truly loves you. From the ones that don't."
The shadow offered her white hand to the girl on the floor.
Boku to odorou yo...
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Slowly, the girl put her hand in the shadow's, and the shadow pulled. The girl felt pulled off the floor, but yet stayed down... And what she saw next was beauty... An image of her, glistening... With eyes that shone magnificence, hair that danced around her face in unknown wind, body light as a feather and feet that danced with every move...
An image of herself... Beautified in every sense.
"Kimi no yume. Kimi no shiawase. Kimi no ai no subete."
Slowly from behind, the shadow slipped her arms around her. "I love you, Kaihi-chan. Go now... To the reality."
"But... How can I...! Without your only comfort! And my dreams..."
"Your dreams are safe. Go... And be... one of many. "
She sat on and watched the shadow as it got in a convertible, at the driver's seat. Next to her was the fairy, the goddess that was her dreams and love. And they drove of in the night, on a road leading to nowhere, with the wind playing with their hair, silence between them telling everything.
And she understood.
Maybe tonight, we'll fly so far away. We'll be lost before the dawn...
13.01.2008. u 19:01
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Snovi (stvarni ili nestvarni):
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- biti sretna
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ANIME:
SHOUJO KAKUMEI UTENA!!!
Air
Basilisk
Fruits basket
Sailor Moon
Kimi Ga Nozomu Eien
Super Gals (dijelom)
Koi Kaze
Aa Megami Sama
Reservoir Chronicle Tsubasa (dijelom)
Pokemon (da xDD)
Digimon (još veći da xDDD)
Digimon Tamers (što reći?)
Candy Candy
Dragon Ball (dijelom... xDDD)
Nadam se da će ova lista narasti veelika... :D
MANGA
Mei-chan No Shitsuji
Princess Ai
Tokyo Mew Mew (arigatou, Onee-chan and Dunja-hime!)
Tsubasa Chronicle (dijelom)
Namida Nochi Happi- Endo (Happy End After the Tears)
Shuffle (dijelom)
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MUZIKA
All time favorites:
~*~
Ogata Megumi-sama
Evanescence
Anime OP&ED
Jean Michel Jarre
The Phantom of the Opera
~*~
Lijep stil i/ili slušam ponekad:
Velvet Underground
Johnny Cash
Nick Cave
Darko Rundek
Vaya Con Dios
Sinead O'Connor
Om
Pink Floyd
I sve što mi zapne za uho...
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I *ahem* to je to :D
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C'est le malaise du moment
L'épidémie qui s'étend
La fęte est finie on descend
Les pensées qui glacent la raison
Paupičres baissées, visage gris
Surgissent les fantomes de notre lit
On ouvre le loquet de la grille
Du taudit qu'on appelle maison
Protect me from what I want
Protect me from what I want
Protect me from what I want
Protect me
Protect me
Protčge-moi, protčge-moi
Sommes nous les jouets du destin
Souviens toi des moments divins
Planants, éclatés au matin
Et maintenant nous sommes tout seuls
Perdus les reves de s'aimer
Les temps oů on avait rien fait
Il nous reste toute une vie pour pleurer
Et maintenant nous sommes tout seuls
Protect me from what I want
Protect me from what I want
Protect me from what I want
Protect me
Protect me
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“There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it.”
Oscar Wilde
“Illusion is the first of all pleasures.”
Oscar Wilde
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I am stretched on your grave and will lie there forever
If your hands were in mine I'd be sure we'd not sever
My apple tree my brightness, it's time we were together
For I smell of the earth and I'm worn by the weather
When my family thinks that I'm safe in my bed
From night until morning I am stretched at your head
Calling out to the earth with tears hot and wild
My grief for the girl that I loved as a child
Do you remember the night we were lost
In the shade of the blackthorn and the chill of the frost
Oh thanks be to Jesus we did what was right
And your maidenhead still is your pillar of light
The priests and the friars, approach me with dread
Because I still love you, my life and youre dead
I still will be your shelter through rain and through storm
And with you in your cold grave I cannot sleep warm
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“I shall go the way of the open sea, To the lands I knew before you came, And the cool ocean breezes shall blow from me, The memory of your name”
Laurence Hope
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Hisashiburi no kaisei IEROO BODI wa D.I.Y.
Haru no shippo tsukamaeru jyunbi wa OK sa
Yousho ni HANHOKKU ano mori wo mezashiteta hazu ga
"KAANABI" nante ME jyanai! ...mune hattetano wa dare dayo?
Koi nuno youna "GOMEN" no hitomi ni kousansa
Umibe de asonderu RETORIBAA no PORISU ni kikou ka?
AM RAJIO GOKIGEN na sunday yakusoku shite kureteru
Hajikeru youna namishibuki ga bokura no SAUNDO
Shuuni ichido no DEETO sae mama naranu youna futari no
Kiseki no youna kyuujitsu nonbiri kaze makase
Hamabe de shiosai no hizamakura nante no ma ii yo ne
POTTO ni tsumeta koucha wo sarige ni susumeru egao ga
Moshikashitara ichiban haru iro hansoku sa
Umibe de jyarete iru RETORIBAA wo minaratte bokuramo!
MAIPEESU na SHIISAIDO ga HAIUEI tobasu yori niatteru
Masshiro na vacation map kowaki ni kakaete
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A boom boom bâ
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou
A boom boom bâ
Can you hear my heart beat in this world?
A boom boom bâ
Do you know that behind all these words
A boom boom bâ
Lies a deep desire Kamélé hé?
A boom boom bâ
Mé kouman mé fora y bamę
Are my dreams to be all I can do?
Lay o lay above, lay o lay below
And he said Annie will show them a new way
Mé kouman mé fora y bamę
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou
A boom boom bâ
Can you hear my heart beat in this world?
A boom boom bâ
Do you know that behind all these words
A boom boom bâ
Lies a deep desire Kamélé hé?
A boom boom bâ
Mé kouman mé fora y bamę
Are my dreams to be all I can do?
Lay o lay above, lay o lay below
And he said Annie will show them a new way
Mé kouman mé fora y bamę
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou
A boom boom bâ
Can you hear my heart beat in this world?
A boom boom bâ
Do you know that behind all these words
A boom boom bâ
Lies a deep desire Kamélé hé?
A boom boom bâ
Mé kouman mé fora y bamę
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou
A boom boom bâ
Aligna donguiri ma digné
A boom boom bâ
Mé kouman mé for a y bâmę
A boom boom bâ
Aligna donguiri ma digné hé !
A boom boom bâ
Mé kouman mé for a y bâmę
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou
Can you hear my heart beat in this world?
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou
Can you hear my heart beat in this world?
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou
Can you hear my heart beat in this world?
Kélé, filla, saba, nani, norou …
