Pieces of my non-existing kingdom
30.12.2006., subota
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Happy new year! Yeah,I bet it will be so amazingly happy new year, new so fuckin happy begginig of another period of decaying, rottening and bleeding, we'll celebrate it with the firework of tears, toasting with the champagne of our own blood, blood that we have spilled through the passed year, smiling, we'll be all smiling, with perfectly prepared masks which are going to be our faces in next year, in new year, new fuckin happy year... So, happy new year!!  |
29.12.2006., petak
"Thoughts weaken the mind..." How do you kill a ghost before he kills you, when he's always around what can you do? How can you kill a ghost if he gets inside your body, and if his voice says this is how's forever gonna be? So, is it possible to kill the ghost, cos I have prepared my blade, someone, please, tell me the way I can make him forever fade?...  |
28.12.2006., četvrtak
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25.12.2006., ponedjeljak
 It's burning inside and I will never heal, forever, I'll forever stay ill, do you hear a sound of my heart cracking, do you know the reason of my sudden breaking, I've got so much to say, but I cant find right way, so I'm just talking words with no sense at all, hoping no one will see my sudden reasonless fall...  "Will I ever forget to remember??..." |
22.12.2006., petak
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Look at me, lying on the ground, defeated, without my silver crown... Notice me, I fell from my throne, blood-staind dress, flesh torn to the bone... Look at me, princess's on her knees, I would never say that it would come to this... ... You look at me... Dont look at me! Dont look at me! Dont look at me, I did not fall down, dont look at me, lying on the ground... Because I did not lose my silver crown, and I am certainly not lying on the dirty ground...  It's so nice sitting very still in a room where no one else can feel the pain that breaks my heart each day, I'm not ok...   |
21.12.2006., četvrtak
 In my silver diamond box there's a little wooden box, wooden box with things no one will ever see, it's a little music box playing a haunting melody, the one that no one will ever hear, just because it's not for their sensetive ear, it is dangerous, it could make them bleed, and I don't want them to hear what they never even did, so I burried my silver box with the wooden box inside, deep in my still empty grave where it will for some time hide, but when I die and you burry my body, you can open the box and see what used to hurt me, but be very careful, it could hurt you too, so you better think twice, it's dangerous to hear the truth...  |
09.12.2006., subota
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Little dark fairy's on her knees, and I will squash her, only because I love her... She's so pretty right now, I gave her so-badly-wanted red lipstick from her very own blood, and I closed her heavenly blue eyes so she can dream forever, only beacause I love her...  ... Fly now, my little sweet fairy, I gave you fresh new wings, and your lips are red, that's what you wanted,right?... So fly, and take me with you, I can give you my majestic blood whenever your lipstick fades away...  ... Little dark fairy's in the sky now, and I am with her, pouring my blood on her lips...  |
07.12.2006., četvrtak
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"Give me my Romeo, and, when he shall die, take him and cut him out in the little stars and he will make the face of Heaven so fine that all the world will be in love with night."  I want a sweet sorrow (to fill the void in my heart)... I want a bloody candy (to leave a taste in my mouth)... I want a silver grave (to warm my cold skin)... I'm not wishing so much... I only want my Romeo, to dig me a silver grave (where we will lie together), to give me a bloody candy (from his mouth to mine), to give me the sweetest sorrow (I'll be feeling when he's not around)... I want my Romeo... to carry me through life... to hold me in death...  |
05.12.2006., utorak
 "Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost, to put it nicely- I hope you choke!!!" "I've been dreaming about you in a pool of your own blood, with your eyes gouged out by the work of my thumbs, the scent of your insides from under the floorboards, the perfect parfume..." ..................................  My only love... :-))  |
03.12.2006., nedjelja
 As I saw you, my wish to destroy you came out so fast, I cant forget that short past, god, I hate you, I wish I never met you, in a such a short time you managed to destroy me, I see you now without a mask, and you are so ugly, dont even look in my way, because I curse the day, the day that I met you, the day that I let you to come in to my castle, to come behind my walls, you broke my heart as well as my porcelain dolls, you broke everything, everything mine, now that I saw you, I remembered that time, that short time you hurt me, that night you killed me, but as you can see, I have awaken from dead, and I still remember every lie that you said, so I'm realizing it now how much I hate you, and you, my dear soon-dead lover, should realize I'll kill you!  ............... Because I hate you, Everything about you, Because you were a liar, I will be a killer!  |
 I'm not sure anymore you know, the princess I was and the princess I am, you thought and you think, but I dont think you know, this isn't me and i am changed, you think so, well, I dont, messed up, fucked up, I don't understand, this crown I'm wearing, am I wearing it (I am), this castle I live in, am I living in it (I am), I'm not changed, and this is the same old dress I'm wearing, it's just sad that you dont... just that you dont... see...  |
02.12.2006., subota
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I maybe look sweet, but behind my back's a knife, you maybe look nice, but you're the one who almost ruined my life... Maybe I was patient, but now you're gonna pay for it, behind my back's a knife, behind my smile I'm not so sweet... So be very careful, you never know when I'll come, before you even look at me, you'll be already done... So behind my back there wont be knife no more, it will be in your chest while you'll be bleeding on dirty floor...  "You ripped my heart out, you scratched my eyes out, now you're gonna pay... I'll stab you one time, I'll eat your heart out, so you feel my pain... I wanna kill you, I wanna kill you, now I'm insane..."  |
