Pieces of my non-existing kingdom
15.04.2009., srijeda
Where words fail, music speaks...
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"And this is how it feels when I ignore the words you spoke to me, and this where I lose myself when I keep crying away from you, and this is who I am when, when I don't know myself any more, And this is what I choose when it's all that's left of me... And this is how it looks when I am standing on the edge, and this is how I break apart when I finally hit the ground, and this is how it hurts when I pretend I don't feel any pain, and this is how I dissapear when I throw myself away..."  „And I don't know what's wrong with me, I wanted to be all the things you need, all the things you need, and now I'm standing here alone, I'm waitnig here for all to come and go, all to come and go, maybe I just have to let it go… Maybe you just have to let me know…“  „Cut through the skin with knives of words, I'm still bleeding out questions of nerve… What will it take to sort this out, it's still lodging, it's blade in my heart… Silence hurts more than the worst sound, now it's too late to call, say I'm wrong and throw the first round, I'm still falling down… This is the way we've learned to cope, insecurities take over hope…“  „Call this a mask, call me strong, call me a mess, call me wrong, cos sick hearts do fine with wasting their time… There's so much left to see, but I'd rather shut my eyes, I don't know what's come over me, but I'd rather shut my eyes, there's so much that I could see but I'd rather shut my eyes…“  „This is the last thing left to do, and if there's one things I have learned, you can only lie to yourself for so long until it becomes truth… I wish I could not make it hurt so bad… Don't be surprised, I gonna let you run away, don't turn around, I'm gonna walk the other way, I'm not going to chase you down the street, I won't chase you, I won't chase you… The rain will fall and wash it all away…“  |
