I'm not sure anymore
you know,
the princess I was
and the princess I am,
you thought
and you think,
but I dont think you know,
this isn't me
and i am changed,
you think so,
well, I dont,
messed up,
fucked up,
I don't understand,
this crown I'm wearing,
am I wearing it (I am),
this castle I live in,
am I living in it (I am),
I'm not changed,
and this is the same old dress I'm wearing,
it's just sad that you dont...
just that you dont...
see...
"Did you ever look,
did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that
they do these things
and it hurts so much?
So much like choking down
the embers of a great blaze...
It's that moment
when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know
the only reason you are here now is
a reminder of what I'll never have,
I'll never have..."
- From Autumn To Ashes