nije velika zemlja,
za dan je prelete leptiri....
O.Š. pjesmica iz osamdesetih
Zmotana sa.
Smotana.
Imam poriv pisati
I dekoncentraciju tri put veću od poriva
Jučer se primirilo sve.
Vjetar je stao,
Okupala sam se
(Samo umočila ,
Ledeno je,
Ipak je bura bila vijorila pun četiri dana....)
Noć je bila zvjezdana i blaga.
Tiha.
Ovaj puta ostajemo zaista dugo,
Duže nego brojnih zadnjih godina,
Al priznajem da samo snatrim da bih najradije - natrag.
Doma.
Sad je gužva, al to će se mijenjati.
No moj bijeg natrag ne bi bio vezan uz ljude,
Nego uz taj neki osjećaj rastrojenosti.
Razumijem da (samo)ustrojavanje nema veze s mjestom i vanjskim okolnostima.
Nastojim, nastojim, nastojim,
Razgovaram s Bogom,
Puštam,
Nastojim
I ne događa se ništa
Potpuno sam pogubljena i bezsmjerna.
Možda je to privid, ta bezsmjernost,
Možda se u pozadini i nesvhesno puno toga vrti,
Ne znam,
Pa ne dajem otpor.
Samo tako bivam
- Tortilje, paprike, Pelinkovac Badel vs Maraßka,
japanke, sunce i druge zvijezde
Veliko slovo u svakom novom redu
I sreća u nesreći.
Sreća.
Hvala.
Ne znam.
Hvala.
:)
EDIT:
'Selinska, najveća
Mila Gera najveća sam ja-ha-ha!'
Okupala sam se, tj, osim umakanja bilo je i zaplivavanja. (Malo, ne treba pretjerivati) Još sutra da umočim i kosu, to bude maksimum doživljaja.
Volim te uvijek
i kada se budiš
i kad na licu šminke nemaš
i kad si ljuta
i kad se čudiš
i kad bez mene na ples se spremaš
uvijek te volim, hoću da znaš
volim te ne znam kako da odolim
u svakom slučaju te volim.
Volim te kad si blijeda i sjetna
i kada bore imaš na licu
volim te kad si divlja i sretna
i kad u ruci držiš pticu
kad nista nećeš da mi daš
volim te ne znam kako da odolim
u svakom slučaju te volim.
Volim te uvijek
i kada sanjaš
kad ne pišeš mi
kad te nema
i kad od mene stalno se sklanjaš
volim te kad si posve nijema
kada šutis, poput ribe baš
volim te ne znam kako da odolim
u svakom slučaju te volim.
Volim te uvijek, čak i tada
kad ne volim te, kad si sama
kad večer pada iznad grada
volim te kad se praviš dama
kad ne voliš me kao sada
u tome i jeste život naš
u svakom slučaju te volim....
Još ovaj ples
u zagrljaju tvom
da snu se prepustimo tom
i obraz tvoj
da osjetim na svom
moja draga.
Slušam tvoj glas
u večerima tim
tvoj smijeh
kroz muziku i dim
i ti si tu
u poljupcima svim
moja draga.
Sa lica mog, i ti
možda želju čitaš tu
i znaš, zar ne
kako dugo skrivam nju.
Bar jedna noć
u zagrljaju tvom
da sve zaboravim u tom
da samo ti
u srcu budeš mom
moja draga.
Na mojoj zastavi je je riječ život
a moje srce viče, zbogom
na mojoj zastavi je riječ nada
u mojoj duši piše, nikada
A onda prođeš ti
i sve se promijeni
ulica otvara prozore
oči tvoje zovu me
evo me, evo me
Daj mi da budem tvoj vjerni vojnik
reci samo riječ, daj mi komandu
i sve dok budem mogao da hodam
ići ću za tobom do kraja
I sve dok budem imao ruke
pisat' ću tvoje ime
na zidove ovoga grada
i vikat' ću sa krovova
Ti, zračiš zrake kroz zrak
ti, zračiš zrake kroz zrak
srebrene zrake u moje srce
pogođen sam i idem dalje
ti, zračis zrake kroz zrak
Kad prođes ti
sve se promijeni
ulica otvara prozore
oči tvoje zovu me
evo me, evo me
Na mojoj zastavi je riječ život
u mojoj duši piše, zauvijek
na mojoj zastavi je tvoje ime
a moje srce viče, evo me
I sve dok budem imao ruke
pisat' ću tvoje ime
na zidove ovoga grada
i vikat' ću sa krovova
Ti, zračiš zrake kroz zrak
ti, zračiš zrake kroz zrak
srebrene zrake u moje srce
pogođen sam i idem dalje
ti, zračiš zrake kroz zrak
Every breath you take
Every move you make
Every bond you break
Every step you take
I'll be watching you
Every single day
Every word you say
Every game you play
Every night you stay
I'll be watching you
Oh can't you see
You belong to me
My poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Since you've gone I been lost without a trace
I dream at night I can only see your face
I look around but it's you I can't replace
I feel so cold and I long for your embrace
I keep crying baby, baby, please
Oh can't you see
You belong to me
My poor heart aches
With every step you take
Every move you make
Every vow you break
Every smile you fake
Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Every move you make
Every step you take
I'll be watching you
I'll be watching you
(Every breath you take, every move you make, every bond you break, every step you take)
I'll be watching you
(Every single day, every word you say, every game you play, every night you stay)
I'll be watching you
(Every move you make, every vow you break, every smile you fake, every claim you stake)
I'll be watching you
(Every single day, every word you say, every game you play, every night you stay)
I'll be watching you
(Every breath you take, every move you make, every bond you break, every step you take)
I'll be watching you
(Every single day, every word you say, every game you play, every night you stay)
I'll be watching you˙
When your day is long
And the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough
Of this life
Well hang on
Don't let yourself go
'Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts sometimes
Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone (hold on)
(Hold on) if you feel like letting go (hold on)
If you think you've had too much
Of this life
Well, hang on
'Cause everybody hurts
Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts
Don't throw your hand
Oh, no
Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you're not alone
If you're on your own
In this life
The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on
Well, everybody hurts sometimes
Everybody cries
And everybody hurts sometimes
And everybody hurts sometimes
So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Everybody hurts
You are not alone
I've heard people say that
Too much of anything is not good for you, baby
(Oh no) but I don't know about that
There's many times that we've loved
We've shared love and made love
It doesn't seem to me like it's enough
There's just not enough of it
There's just not enough
Oh oh, babe
My darling I, can't get enough of your love babe
Girl, I don't know, I don't know why
I can't get enough of your love babe
Oh, some things I can't get used to
No matter how I try
Just like the more you give, the more I want
And baby, that's no lie
Oh no, babe
Tell me, what can I say?
What am I gonna do?
How should I feel when everything is you?
What kind of love is this that you're givin' me?
Is it in your kiss or just because you're sweet?
Girl, all I know is every time you're here
I feel the change
Something moves
I scream your name
Do what you got to do
Darling, I, can't get enough of your love babe
Girl, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
I can't get enough of your love babe
Oh no, babe
Girl, if only I could make you see
And make you understand
Girl, your love for me is all I need
And more than I can stand
Oh well, babe
How can I explain all the things I feel?
You've given me so much
Girl, you're so unreal
Still I keep loving you
More and more each time
Girl, what am I gonna do
Because you blow my mind
I get the same old feeling every time you're here
I feel the change
Something moves
I scream your name
Do what you got to do
Darling, I, can't get enough of your love babe
Oh no, babe
Baby, it didn't take all of my life to find you
But you can believe it's gonna take the rest of my life to keep you
Oh no, babe
I can't get enough of your love babe
Yeah, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know why
Can't get enough of your love babe
Oh my darling I, can't get enough of your love babe
Oh babe
Girl, I don't know, I don't know why
I can't get enough of your love babe
Oh darling I can't get enough of your love babe
