nedjelja, 21.10.2007.
3 months since you left us
My dear Bracko...Tak falis,neopisivo...Tek sam sad smogla snage za napisati nekaj...Nadam se da si na boljem mjestu,ali da sada cuvas rodicu...Pazi da ne umre...Znam da neces dopustit...
I sekunde se gomilaju,minute,sati,dani,mjeseci...A tebe nema...
I nikako da nam se vratis...I to vise boli...Polako se sve vraca u normalu,ali sa ogromnom tugom,boli i rupom u srcu...Tesko je maknuti se bilo gdje,i vidjeti da te nema...I znati-nikad vise te ni nece biti...
Nemogu pisati vise,nemogu...
Sklizu prsti,tipke su mokre od suza...Molim te,sacuvaj rodicu,i nek joj bude dobro,cuvaj sebe i svoje...
A ako ti ostane vremena,malo pricuvaj i mene nekad...
Znaj-volim te,prijatelju najdrazi...
Friends forever...Eternaly blood brothers...
Rest in Peace!!!
When you smiled the sun shone
And when you frowned the rain came.
I felt like a queen, top of the world
walking beside you and
all the rainbows did gleam.
Now there's an empty space,
where you once did pace...
I'll always love you -
never forget you.
God bless you and hold you as dear as
you were once to me....
So let it be!
Take me away
To a distant land
It doesn't matter
If it exists
Take me away
To a wonderful place
As only seen in books
Cause I don't want to stay
Take me away
No matter the cost
I would rather die
Than remain
Take me away
Before I am gone
I'll lose my soul
And be nothing
Take me away
Body and soul
No worries
Only away
Take me away
Before I drown
I died long ago
I don't belong here
Take me away
Before I disappear
I'm halfway there
There is no fear
I just need to be taken away
To a far away place
Where picky things don't matter
And happiness is key
Take me away
Before I die
Please.
Cross the mountain, cross the sea
In the moment left by thee
Midnight a-sleeping past the clock
And the graveyard is on its watch
Friends of many and many allure
The dead never lives more;
Sleeping, unaware of the past
The world lives by so vast
Uncontrollable, in their graves
Locked up like a cave
To hide in deep all away from the now
Many visiting; none of vow
With and through, in the graveyard still
The only movement on that hill
Was the sound of human, the sound of wind
The memories on when it begins
Many more to come and many until
All standing upon the same hill
They enter themselves, silent as stone
To see the light which brightly shone
Watching, they are, you never know
Whether they see you, until you go below
The darkness itself, in light appear
Up, in the living, its all tear
We aren’t immortal, we don’t last
Pain and emptiness are often cast
Upon the lovers, upon the friends
To go through many times again
The undead lives on and on
Past the living, and we all were wrong
Wrong about the future, wrong about the past
Wrong about what will forever last
In the graveyard, there are two worlds
And both the lands unfurl
Into the living, into then not,
Into the hopes of life unsought
Is there an end after this end
Can we again see our friends
Are you off, away to descend
And are we paranoid enough to pretend
Cross the mountain, cross the sea
In the moment left by thee
Midnight a-sleeping past the clock
And the graveyard is on its watch
subota, 20.10.2007.
†...IF TEARS COULD BUILD A STAIRWAY..AND MEMORIES WERE A LANE..WE WOULD WALK RIGHT UP TO HEAVEN..AND BRING YOU BACK AGAIN...†
Sutra,3 mjeseca...
3mjeseca pakla...
I svaki put kad pomislim da depresija prolazi,da postaje lakse zbog svega ovoga...Nove tragedije se dogode,i dodje 21....
Miss you,out eternal Angel 
subota, 13.10.2007.
Sta drugo nego pjesmica
All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places - worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere - going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression - no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow - no tommorow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday - Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen - sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me - no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me - look right through me
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very Mad World
Day by day...Sorrow never minimises...
How can I escape all those memories?
I know you are happyer now,but you were my bets friend...
Najbolji prijatelj ikada,Bracko moj...
Jos malo pa cu doci na TVOJ grobic...
I necu se micati...
Prijatelju,may the Angels be with you...
R.I.P
utorak, 09.10.2007.
Jos jedna pjesmica za Bracka :(
An angelface smiles to me
Under a headline of tragedy
That smile used to give me warmth
Farewell - no words to say
beside the cross on your grave
and those forever burning candles
Needed elsewhere
to remind us of the shortness of our time
Tears laid for them
Tears of love, tears of fear
Bury my dreams, dig up my sorrows
Oh, Lord why
the angels fall first
Not relieved by thougts of Shangri-La
Nor enlightened by lessons of Christ
I´ll never understand the meaning of the right
Ignorance lead me into the light
(Repeat chorus)
Sing me a song
of your beauty
of your kingdom
Let the melodies of your harps
caress those whom we still need
Yesterday we shook hands
My friend
Today a moonbeam lightens my path
My guardian
Pocivaj u Miru...
Forever with us...
In our hearts and thoughts...
You will never be forgoten...
Miss you my dear friend...
utorak, 02.10.2007.
Pjesmica za tebe...
UTJEHA KOSE
Gledao sam te sinoć. U snu. Tuznu. Mrtvu.
U dvorani kobnoj, u idili cvijeca,
Na visokom odru, u agoniji svijeca,
Gotov da ti predam zivot kao zrtvu.
Nisam plako. Nisam. Zapanjen sam stao
U dvorani kobnoj, punoj smrti krasne,
Sumnjajući da su tamne oci jasne
Odakle mi nekad bolji zivot sjao.
Sve bas, sve je mrtvo: oci, dah i ruke,
Sve što ocajanjem htjedoh da ozivim
U slijepoj stravi i u strasti muke,
U dvorani kobnoj, mislima u sivim.
Samo kosa tvoja jos je bila ziva,
Pa mi rece: Miruj! U smrti se sniva.
Bio si premlad, ipak....
Pocivao u miru!
Falis mi Bracko...
Nadam se da ti je dusa sretna i odmorna gore...
Nadam se da nas nisi zaboravio...
Ma znam da nisi...
Vrijeme prolazi, sve se mjenja,samo se ne mjenja bolna spoznaja,odvratna istina kak te vise nema...
Ali sada si sa svojima...
Tatom i Andjelima...
Znam da pazis na nas...
I da odmaras svoju umornu dusu,na boljem,ljepsem mjestu...
Mjestu za Andjele...
Tamo gdje je sve mirno,sretno,nema tuge,nema brige ni boli...
...I know you are an Angel now, together we'll be someday...
