četvrtak, 21.02.2008.
7 months
Nemogu vjerovati, mali moj, da je proslo 7 mjeseci bez Tebe...
Neznam, gubim se, rijeci gube smisao, ostaju samo pjesme, a ono kaj je u meni ostati ce samo moje,nikada nece nestati jer nemoguce je da bol nestane...
Posebno za osobom poput tebe...
I s vremenom shvacam sve vise da ne samo da nemogu naci osobu poput tebe,nego nemogu upoznati osobu koja je samo 1% od onoga kaj si ti bio...
Volim te,prijatelju dragi...
As I walk this last trail
And come to the last high pass
I step to the other side
Into the sunshine glow
Waiting there to greet me
Are all the ones I know
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Numberless colors in the careless heaven
Are dancing in front of my eyes
To take all the sorrow from you
To take all the pain, absolve you from sin to make you a saint
My sky turns into grey I lose my angel
I see an angel with a knife in its heart bleeding
I see an angel fallen from sky to be free
Grief will be my bride with the hands and the eyes of yours
I'll make her a ring from your tears to witness our love
I'll give you the pain so you did to me
I'll turn your sky into grey so as you did to mine
I see an angel with a knife in its heart bleeding
I see an angel fallen from sky to be free
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From inside I'm freezing
Oh, lonely I die
Without love that you're keeping
To give it all in one sigh
One thousand miles away from you
I'm loosing you
I pray God to beam me
To heaven you'll be there
Waiting to keep me all alive
One thousand miles away from you
I'm loosing you
<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3<3
četvrtak, 14.02.2008.
THE FOREVER FRIEND
On my own, but mostly the savannah,
Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die,
Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals,
The glistering waters of the high seas
Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam.
I looked around but you weren't anywhere...
You used to say that you would never die,
But I took the wrong meaning into my heart.
Now the sea is wild with despair,
Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue,
Where all children of God rest in eternal peace.
I saw you at the end,
You and I, brother and sister of nature,
Brother and sister of heaven and earth,
Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears,
Bitterly falling one after one into a river,
Then the river of life turned red in blood.
My eyes watched in horror.
Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned,
You disappeared without saying good-bye,
Not a word came out of your mouth.
You became like desolation in its grave.
When once the skies were a realm of stars
And the sun shone brightly in summer skies,
You were there to share the calmness;
But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass
And only the savannah remains.
Tako mi nedostajes, prijatelju... Neznam koju rijec upotrijebiti, jer kako vrijeme prolazi sve rijeci gube smisao, nestaje ono misljenje da ako koristim sve te gomile rijeci jedna izraziti moje osjecaje, jer ona bol u tvojim prijateljima, obitelji, ljudima koji su te voljeli nemoze se izraziti rijecima, sve je u njima/nama, i bol ne nestaje, samo postaje dio surove svakodnevice, a ovaj blog je jedini ventil sada, tj. polako postaje jedini...
Tu imam osjecaj da sam ti blizu,da me cujes,i da te usrecujem sa blogom,i sa komentarima ljudi kojima je stalo, imam takav osjecaj...
Dala bih sve na svijetu da te vratim makar na tren ovdje,da se oprostis sa svima...
Neznam,Bracko moj,neznam kaj da pisem,sve je nekako besmisleno..
Danas je eto, Valentinovo, dan zaljubljenih, ti ga neces ''slaviti''...
Zasto? Zato jer nisi na ovome svijetu...
Neznam, sve rijeci se cine glupima,pa ti dajem samo slikicu...
Miss you, forever more...
Dear friend....
subota, 02.02.2008.
Nema rijeci...
With night fading fast
Let us walk to keep the time away
My heart is so cold
I know what is right
What to do when all has passed away
Will you still stay strong?
Steadfast when will has gone?
As here we stand hand in hand
In this funeral night
Can't I see that we both will fall
Can't you see my dry tears
On this skin so cold
Even now the Reaper comes
Though you are here I am afraid
I am afraid, my love
With night fading fast
Warmth is but a memory of youth
As our day grows old
I can't bear to part
With so many things I hold so dear
But all things must fall
How well I know the grave
We must stand strong
And face our fears until the end
'Til the time when truth is found,
When at last we can rest
Ovo su sve...
