Kovači sudbine - The smiths of destiny
02.11.2023., četvrtak
One Touch
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One Touch (Written 11.8.2023 - 02.11.2023) --- --- --- -- Ain't It Strange? When One Enjoys Another Suffers Life Is Strange Life Is So Strange --- --- --- -- ... ... ... .. Yes "I Am Blind" Is that what you want? ***Open-Minded Understanding*** Is that what you need? *** Love To Feel Really Really Really Strong *** You Very Well Know You'll Do *Whatever You'll Choose To Do* But Princess I Just Want You To Know *I Will Be Devoted All To You* Let us both always believe "We Are Doing Just Fine" But... Anyway... If She'll ever end up Intoxicated by opportunity Feeling dreamy Compelled to Charm and disarm Drip and fall asleep Knackered Could you ever reassure me If you'd try really hard? ...Can you please teach me How to live with it? How to not look behind Maybe... You would hint To me afterwards When you come back home 'Who Am I - Really To You' 'What You Want Me To Do' Or something else... ...You'd be spinning on your mind I don't know Sorry... ... I Simply Wander Hypothetically 'As If It Almost May Be True' Right there While soothing me With your lovely eyes Would you feel at least A bit of... Repentance - inside? Would You? Oh - Will You? Oh... It's Too Late Suggestive Gesticulations And Sounds Hurt Me So Gently Too Badly Now *** There Is 'No Help' This Huge Unknown Is Driving Me Crazy For Too Long *** Clearly I Deserved It And I Am So Sorry For What I Did I Really Am But... Will You Please Ever Forgive Me? Will You?? ... ... ... Can't you read All What's Occupying My Mind? In all sincerity I doubt anything good Can ever come From listening And succumbing To a song Which openly celebrates... 'Desensitization toward Debauchery and filth' While at the same time Ridicules and kills true love Not before... Not later... But deliberately on Saint Valentine's Day Could you agree with me? *** Tell me... Honestly What do you think... Could we not seriously impair Or even worse Lose our Ability For Pure Bonding With Our Soulmate Due to - too much foolin' around? Or could those who play around Who are living it steamy 'yolo' For whatever their reasons Might be - 'Positive or negative' Perhaps still achieve *** Sacred Pure Bond With Someone Special? *** Equally or... Maybe even... More successfully Than those chaste? And Why And How... And Why... And How... Do Tell me... ... ... ... Have You Ever Daydreamed Of Being *Everything* To Someone? *** ... ... ... Certain things you say and do Concern and sadden my heart Through and through Thus alas - I sit and ponder In disbelief But... I don't blame you How could I? *** I can only be Who 'I' want to be You can only be Who 'You' want to be *** We alone decide How we exist And treat each other Who We Are Comes From The Inside You did it so Politely Profoundly Bitter - Sweet Almost lessening my guilt Making your point It Aches So Gently But So Deeply Oh So So Deeply ... ... Not trying to excuse me in any way But... *** Did You Really Not Feel It... Back Then? *** ##### The First Time Ever I Saw 'Your Carefree Smiling Face' Which Would Easily Outshine All The Wembley Lights And 'Oh Those Legs' I flew away... Like Daft 'For the fear (?) ***...That I - Mustn't...*** ##### ... ... ... 'Stupid fears' Should be absolutely off-limits I know But Honesty Always Seemed Crucial To Naive Me ... ... After giving it much of a thought *** ***Only Now I'm Beginning To Understand*** *** Heavenly Plans Must Have Brought You For Me To Notice You ***That Day*** After All The Pain And Suffering I Had To Go Through *** *** All My Life Paths And Signs Have Led Me 'Like Desperately Thirsty To The Undying Well' - Straight To You - *** *** And Then... After I Fleeted Away... From The Sweetest First Sight Of Perfection ##### Quite Some Time Later You Started Your Cry So Crystal With A Voice Simply Irresistible To My Body And Mind Across The Whole Universe You Touched Straight Into My Soul I Swear! *** With Gentlest Yet Most Determined Eyes *** And... You Roared... And Yearned... *** 'You Are Coming' 'Flying To Me' (!!!???) *** ##### *** *** Why??? *** *** ((...Crying...)) Oh... How Can That Be??? How Can't You See? Why I'm Running So Scared Feeling Eternally Unprepared ((...Crying...)) Oh My God... This Simply Can't Be Normal It Cannot Possibly Be!!! Don't you get it? This Is Better Than I Have Ever Dreamed Or Imagined You Are So Supernaturally Special *** ***That Is How I Know*** *** I just scare myself To death With... Great White... Great White... (??) ... Fears "What if..." "What if..." "What if..." I know You'd never Intentionally do me Intolerable harm Would you? You can tease me all you want Be whatever you need to be See whoever you itch to see Chip me each time... You arouse another What can I say? *** If That's How It Has To Be Let It Be *** Much Stronger This Is Than Me I'd Hug You Anyways I'll Hug You Always You Shall Always Be A Princess For Me I Just Want To Reach You Just Want To Feel You For A Start But At The Moment I Am Somehow Again Fallin' Apart And... Wasn't That Precisely Your Most Intimate Desire? To See It Written All Over My Face How Greatly It Wounded Me How Fast Do I Bleed How Much I Care Or Are You Really Leaving? Leaving... :'( *** *** I Hope - You Love This So I Hope - You Will Happily Sob Embracing It Every Time You'll Have Any Doubts *** *** *** I Wish... If There's Anything Wrong You'd Want To Change In Your Own Life That You Change It ...Change It... With My Help And Support I Wish! *** I hope you'll see me For who I really - truly am Once Again And what you are doing to me Once Again What You Are Doing To Me... Greatest Chance Is... Everything Here Is Just As It Is Destined To Be Every Our Escapade ***All Our Beetles*** All Our Tears All Our Fears ***Each Of Our Threads*** I'm Aware It's Unbelievably Weird So Hold Your Breath Now Hold It! ... ... ... Because... *** *** The Truth Is It Is Impossible I Simply Can't Resist You *** *** *** *** It Won't Let Me! *** *** You Are So Perfectly Gentle & Sweet I Want You To Be Really Happy I Really Do But Greenie... Could You Really Be Happy While I'll Be Losing My Mind Restlessly Waiting For Your Return? I dunno *** ...Can We Compromise? Or You'll Test My Limits Again? Is Your Love Easygoing? Or You Enjoy It More When I'm In Pain? *** *** 'Even Though We Both Know Your Course Might Not Be Right' I Cannot But Cherish You 'Even If Something Else Really Makes You So Peachy' I Cannot But Forgive You Because I Care I Care... I Care... I Care... *** Inexperienced Could assume "Criminally too low" But - is it Is it really? Have they ever experienced 'The Thing Called Life'? Can we ever teach another 'How To Cry' Or 'How To Love'? Only You Can Try To Influence Her On Your Side It's Always Similar Nothing Is Completely New Under The Stars We Are All Troubled By Our Own Demons But People Can Change... People Can Learn... And Unlearn... Strange Paintings Can Disappear From The Walls And mind *** *** I'll Endure Build Love Up You'll Intuit Everything Happening In Me ***You'll Distinguish The Two*** ***Unmistakably*** Each Time You'll Immerse Into My Ocean Little Deeper Anew *** *** You see... Life Is Full Of Us Balancers On The Wires Like Circus Is Up High In The Sky Hop Hop - hop Freestyle Anystyle Trust Me I'll Be Strictly My Own Judge Now From The Place Where 'I'm' Standing *** *** Why Would I Lie Down With Anyone Else After The Fantastic Strawberry Day? After All Of This? How Could I Now Do That To You? Or To Myself? It Would Break Me Irreparably It Just Wouldn't Make Any Sense Any Sense At All Not To Me This Is How I Feel *** *** I Can't Be Sure About You All I Know Is You Feel It Your Own Way Struggling With A Pole Or Not With My Heart Secretly Hidden In Your Shallow Back Pocket I Know You Don't Want To Deep Down You Are Reliable So Kind You Don't Mean... To Lose The Balance Playful As A Child As You Are But I'm So Afraid So So Afraid Under Excessive Temptations Away And Solo 'You'll All Absorbed Drop My Heart' 'From Heavens' Each Time You'll Give In Impulsively Come Undone And Have Too Much Fun You'll Forget All About Me Again And Again And Again ... They Won't Ever Leave You Alone Because You Are Too Hot You Are Too Hot You Are Waaay Too Hot! Like... Volcanic Hot!!! That's What Terrifies Me! ... ... ... Oh I'm Begging You... Convince Me I Am Exaggerating I'm Such A Fool I Know... "I Must Be Making An Elephant Out Of The Fly" Yesterday... My Im Im Imagination Was On The Moon Today Already Heading To Mars (?) It Makes No Sense To Doubt What Universe Has Connected Together So Why Am I Dead Worried? Why Can't I Sleep Now? Could You Not At Least Somehow Promise You'll Vigorously Resist But Even If You'll Have To Surrender ... Could You Not Promise Me Once That We'll Still Be Okay No Matter What That You Will Always Keep It Safe... (?) *** *** The Heart... Greenie The Heart! *** *** This Is So Crazy Oh... Just... Do Something! Ease My Agony This Is Killing Me! It's Killing Me!! *** My Dearest *** I Cannot Explain To You This Flaming Feeling Growing Constantly Bigger And Bigger Consuming Me Entirely For So Long... Strangest I've Ever Had In My Whole Life *** *** This Love Is - Unconditional *** *** Yes "I Am Blind" Because You Are So Precious To Me I Can't Lose You If You Won't Lose Me I'm All Batty Flapping Around Fretting Over 'Where Do You Sleep?' 'Are You Safe?' 'Will Anything Bad Happen To The Yummy One I Can't Live Without?' ... Now Look... What You Have Done!!!??? You Left Me In Dark Blue In Wondering 'What Is True?' 'Maybe After All You Really Shouldn't Have Done That?' 'Maybe You Misunderstood' ... ... *** How Should've I Felt With so many Each One Beautiful In It's Own Way But Me Not Knowing In Which One - Is It? *** Seemingly Uncertainty Gave Your Body An Excuse Alcohol & Company Never helps you either But Hasn't Soul Always Knew The Truth? You can try to escape it A thousand times You can try to shun it For a ten thousand times Where Else Do We Belong? To Whom Else Then Do We Belong? ... ... ... .. Wait...! Is Your Heart By Any Chance Already Unstoppably Bursting!? Is This... Is This... What You Were Always For As Long As You Can Remember Secretly Lusting For!? 'A Clues Of An Inevitable Man' To Whom Only You Can Bring Comfort One You Could Move To Tears Keep Him Almost Warm Warm By The Fire Made Only For Each Other ... ... Ah... Incomprehensible From Their Pasts Still Stays Oh my my... Oh my my... ... ... ... .. ...Someone Who Will Suffer For As Long As It Takes Like A Dog Chained Left In The Cold And Rain Even If You Can't Help It... Even If You Stumble... Even If It's Just The Way You Are The One To Lick All Your Scars & Wounds Is that Submission or Love? Weakness or Strength? Madness or Kindness? Rushing through my veins *** *** Someone Who Shall Wait And Wait And Wait... And Wait... Just For You To Helplessly Let Them Finally Escape Filled With *** The Most Precious Of This World *** *** And Drop Them Straight Into His Kneeling Eyes *** *** *** ***That Is All I Need!!!*** *** The Sweetest Most Honest Bond Like Dip With 'D' ***Sacred*** That's All I Ever Wanted Is It You? Do You Seek The Same? Do You Want Us To Tame Our Monsters Together? Am I Hoping For Impossible? Am I Ruining Everything? I know... You Don't Owe Me Anything You Can Easily Disappear Act Like It Didn't Happen It's just... I Feel I'm In Love Like I've Never Ever Loved Anyone Before (!?) *** This Warmth! This Sheer Madness!!! *** Like... ***SpellBound*** (!?) This Is How I Feel! This Is How I Feel! This Is How I Feel! Oh... I Want You Sooo Much I'm Dying For Your... ***One Touch*** <3 ... ... ... .. _____ _____ After long pause... 11 Repetitions Towards The Sleep State... Each more and more quiet whispers... 'Til fade _____ _____ *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** Baby... Won't You Dream Away With Me? Holding Me Close Just The Two Of Us Forever *** --- --- --- -- xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx (C) All rights reserved - The smiths of destiny (C) Sva prava pridržana - Kovači sudbine xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx comment: *** Alen Islamovic - "Slijepac" Depeche Mode - "In Chains" Sladjana Milosevic & Dado Topic - "Princeza" Simply Red - "You Make Me Feel Brand New" (Official Video) *** *** Alcohol, drugs & substances won't help you... Please avoid them at all costs *** *** !!! MAGIC SONG !!! THIS SONG / TEXT NEEDS MORE TIME! For extra polishing! Possibly some changes too! It really isn't easy to get it all To the perfect point Since it is a big one! This took me sooo many hours! :O ### I dedicate it Right Here for my 'Unfortunately already gone' (lol) Virgo Birthday As my little gift to you! :') ### Huh... It is simply another try... After too many tries... It connects also bits & pieces Of older thoughts in my head And in my writings... Which Are Crucial! (This text down - in between ///// was written On 11th of August - but today this song is waay, waaay better!) ///// I think: "This is very good!?" :') Who knows... What I'll think tomorrow Or the day after, though... But... Since now it is 11th... :') Oh I really Love It...now... It strikes right in the Middle! ///// PS. *** Art and feelings Can't be pushed or forced... So...do not try! It takes time for it and ***Time Has To Be Ripe!*** *** Even though I haven't had a clue About what you'll say... Did you see how Gore & I In my previous work - nailed it To the last tiny bit? Did you see that??? That's because Sneaky Maestro Has a 'secret wire' Over which he 'listens' All Other Rocknrollas... (Shhh!!! Ter 'Ce' Spot!!!) How else do you think He could ever be *Nonstop at the very top* Of all key Rock events!? :D --- --- And for the end of this Fireworks... Speaking of brave women... I find this very inspiring Hm... It seems as if I've already seen this Sometime before... (??) Like... Universe prepares me for years And years and years already... For...? Something Big? Annie Oakley Quote: "I ain't afraid to love a man. I ain't afraid to shoot him either" https://www.azquotes.com/quote/705927 ...Just to be fire sure! :)) You did not hear this wisdom from me! Okay!? Okaay!!?? *** *** ----------------------------- link: https://thesmithsofdestiny.blogspot.com/2023/11/one-touch.html |