srijeda, 30.07.2008.

Hard Goodbye

I was sitting in my room, once more reading letters I wrote. My eyes were full of tears and there was nothing I could do about it. First letter was for Max. It was the longest 'cause I needed to explain him.

"First of all, I'm sorry. Sorry for writing you this letter instead of talking to you. But I wouldn't be capable of seeing the look on your face. I'm leaving. Not you, don't worry, you know I couldn't. I'm leaving everybody. There are some things I have to think about and, as much as I love you, I have to think with my head clear. I bought a little place so I won't be sleeping in a hotels. I won't be long. Maybe a month or two. And when I come back you'll be the first person I'll talk to. If you want to send me an answer I'll send you Werana, but if she returns without it, I'll understand.

Honey, I love you with all my heart but I must do this on my own.

See you soon..."

I smiled and put the letter in an envelope. I took my pen and wrote "For Max from Simbellmyne". One tear went down my face. I wiped it with my sleeve. Next letter was not for one person.

"Guys, I'm going.

Actually if you're reading this that means I'm already gone. I found out some things that will change my life. I need to think about them. I know you would go with me, and I love you 'cause of it, but not this time, this time I'm doing it on my own. When you're reading this I'm probably going crazy in my apartment but you'll see me soon. In a month, maybe two. I'll send Werana in case you want to answer me.

And guys, don't worry. I'll be fine. I guess."


This letter was for Aya, Snake and Draco.
The last letter was a bit different.

"I hate you. You should have told me. I deserved to know. Don't expect to hear of me any time soon. Be grateful for this letter. It's more then you should get."

I was angry. My hands were shaking while I was raging. I wrote "For" on the envelope but I wasn't sure what should come next. Finally, after couple moments I wrote "Martin".

I took a deep breath and wiped out my tears. It was time to go. I took my suitcase, my Firebolt and my hat. The room was so quiet. Everyone was sleeping. I slowly got out and put the letters on the table. They'll know what to do. Next thing I know, I was on Firebolt heading for Cardiff.

Znam da je kratak post i znam da je čudan. Ali kad su Aya i Alexis izrazile želju da bude što prije onda sam objavila. Sljedeći post dolazi kad počne školska godina.
I, morala sam pisati na engleskom jer mi pisma na engleskom leže više nego na hrvatskom.
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