Kristov poslanik
My honey-boney
It`s evident that I don`t know what I was saying(upsy-dasy writting).
I can`t love somebody if I don`t know him well. I have a huge crush in J., my darling... He know`s that and he is a little bit guilty because he hadn`t wanted that. He kissed me on saturday, ok, we were kissing for an hour...but only kissing in mouth, cheek, neck.
It felt wonderfull, it was wonderfull, amazing...
The thing is that I want to be loved, I want that someone has crush on me, I have a crush in my honey-boney. Has he crush on me I don`t know, but he told me that he doesn`t know what to feel, he doesn`t know how to listen his heart. I can understand him sort of...
Is he going to be mine, or not doesn`t matter, I want him to be happy, but for cryin out loud if he luckily was mine I would be the gladlyest person alive!!!