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Opis bloga
Soul love...this love wont let me go
So long...angel of harlem
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame
You say
One love
One life
When its one need
In the night
Its one love
We get to share it
It leaves you baby
If you dont care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well its too late
Tonight
To drag tha past out
Into the light
Were one
But were not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I cant be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
Im just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company
Youve got to get yourself together
Youve got stuck in a moment
And now you cant get out of it
Dont say that later will be better
Now youre stuck in a moment
And you cant get out of it
Love comes to town Im gonna jump that train
When love comes to town Im gonna catch that flame
Maybe I was wrong to ever let you down
But I did what I did before love came to town
"All Good Things Come To An End"
Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
Irreplacable
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch)
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I’ll have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
Supergirl
You can tell by the way, she walks that she's my girl
You can tell by the way, she talks that she rules the world.
You can see in her eyes that no one is her chain.
She's my girl, my supergirl.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home late tast night,
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd say that nothing can go wrong.
When you're in love, what can go wrong?
And then she'd laugh the nightime into day
pushing her fear further long.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home, late last night
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd shout down the line tell me she's got no more time
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls don't hide.
And then she'd scream in my face, tell me that leave, leave this place
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls just fly
Yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl,
she's sewing seeds, she's burning trees
She's sewing seeds, she's burning trees,
yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl, a supergirl, my supergirl..
"I Go Crazy"
Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
Piece of my heart
Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man, well yeah,
An' didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby, (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah. (have a..)
Hey! Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
You know you got it if it makes you feel good,
Oh yes indeed.
You're out on the streets looking good, and baby,
Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.
Baby, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, (come on…)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
Well, You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good
Single
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
Yeah
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cause I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want
Doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up
You either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cause I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Everything in it's right time everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way, it's my way
I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
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"All Good Things Come To An End"
Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
Irreplacable
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch)
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I’ll have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
Supergirl
You can tell by the way, she walks that she's my girl
You can tell by the way, she talks that she rules the world.
You can see in her eyes that no one is her chain.
She's my girl, my supergirl.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home late tast night,
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd say that nothing can go wrong.
When you're in love, what can go wrong?
And then she'd laugh the nightime into day
pushing her fear further long.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home, late last night
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd shout down the line tell me she's got no more time
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls don't hide.
And then she'd scream in my face, tell me that leave, leave this place
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls just fly
Yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl,
she's sewing seeds, she's burning trees
She's sewing seeds, she's burning trees,
yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl, a supergirl, my supergirl..
"I Go Crazy"
Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
Piece of my heart
Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man, well yeah,
An' didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby, (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah. (have a..)
Hey! Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
You know you got it if it makes you feel good,
Oh yes indeed.
You're out on the streets looking good, and baby,
Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.
Baby, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, (come on…)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
Well, You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good
Single
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
Yeah
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cause I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want
Doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up
You either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cause I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Everything in it's right time everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way, it's my way
I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
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Čitam vaše postove, svi ste već počeli sa čestitkama i dobrim željama za Novu godinu...što me navelo na razmišljanje o protekloj godini. Je li bila dobra, osrednja ili loša? Loša nije bila nikako. Možda jest bilo nekih stvari koje nisu tako divne, ali ništa nije tako loše zbog čega bih mogla proglasiti cijelu godinu lošom. Bar meni nikad nije tako loše :)
Pa, da rezimiramo: iza mene su brojna zanimljiva iskustva, dani smijeha, zabave, lijepa i nezaboravna putovanja, zanimljivo ljeto, nova poznanstva, prijateljstva, neki uspjesi i ostvarenja želja koje sam već neko vrijeme priželjkivala... I samo to pokazuje da možemo ostvariti ono što želimo, bez obzira na sve...Sami smo kovači svoje sreće, a nju čine one male stvari koje nam uljepšavaju, sate, dane, i na kraju – godine.
Naravno, bilo je i lošijih dana. Suza, živciranja i nekih neuspjeha, no ni to nije razlog da cijela godina bude loša. Skoro cijela godina mi je bila obilježena još nečim, što, prema mom sadašnjem razmišljanju nije bilo vrijedno toga, ali baš zbog toga nečega je bilo i dobrih i loših dana, i smijeha i suza. Možda je moglo biti drugačije, možda toga uopće nije trebalo biti, ali kao što sam napisala u jednom od mojih prijašnjih postova – post nubilla phoebus – i to sunce mi sad sija i nadam se da će sjati i nakon nove godine.
Dogodila mi se jedna velika promjena u obitelji, no i to se nije pokazalo tako loše kao što sam mislila da će biti. Ipak nas ni to ne može rastaviti. :)
Na kraju zaključujem da se sve događa s razlogom (pozdrav osobi koja mi je to stalno govorila!) i svaki pad je razlog više za još veći i bolji uspon.
I zato vam svima želim što više uspona u novoj godini: svi padovi koje ste doživjeli u prošloj, neka se u novoj pretvore u veliki uspon, suze u smijeh, dosada u zabavu, neka vam se sve želje ostvare pa i više od toga! Osim svega toga, želim vam još jednu (ne samo jednu, ali ajmo polako :)) godinu bloganja, puno lijepih postova, još puno prijateljstava stvorenih preko bloga! Sretna vam nova 2007. godina!
Sad me ispričajte...idem obući crvene gaćice i krenuti s lickanjem za najluđu noć :) Dobar provod želim svima!
Jedna osoba me potaknula na razmišljanje o ovoj temi. Nedavno sam se na neko vrijeme rastala s jednim «društvom», a kako je bilo predblagdansko vrijeme, poželjeli smo si sve najbolje, ali bez pusa, zagrljaja i sličnoga. Znači, nešto u stilu: «Sretan Božić, sve najbolje, mah-mah iz daljine». I tad sam se zapitala: gdje je nestala prisnost među nama? Ne samo između mene i tih osoba, već općenito prisnost među ljudima? Koliko puta sam bila svjedok tome da netko vidi u gradu nekoga kog zna, ali spušta pogled ili prelazi na drugu stranu ulice zato da ne bi morao pozdraviti tu osobu, ili čak izmijeniti riječ-dvije s njom. Jednom sam čak vidjela da se dvije «prijateljice» pozdravljaju, jedna hoće zagrljaj, a druga se počne smijati tome. Zar nije normalno, ako si dobar s nekim, povremeno onda to i izraziti nekom gestom? Zašto nam je (pre)često neugodno zagrliti prijatelja? Takav zagrljaj puno znači, često i puno više nego što mi to mislimo. Pa čega se bojimo? Reakcije trećih osoba? Toga da ćemo biti drugačiji nego neki drugi? Pa što onda?! Donedavno sam mislila da se ne treba izdvajati iz gomile. Pa što ako smo drugaiji? To je ono što nas čini posebnima! Zbog takvih i tko zna kakvih još razloga nestaje prisnost među nama...
S druge strane, smiješna mi je ona lažna prisnost. Situacija: napadno lažno ljubljenje i grljenje dvije osobe koje se vide svaki dan. Osmijeh i lijepa riječ u lice, ogovaranje i zloba iza. Kad bolje razmislim, takva prisnost mi i nije potrebna. S onim ljudima do kojih mi je stvarno stalo sam u odličnim odnosima i mogu im uvijek reći što mislim, bez obzira na sve. Lažni osmjesi tu nisu potrebni, a kamoli lažni zagrljaji. Te ljude mogu zagrliti bez obzira na okolnosti, bez nekog prevelikog povoda, tek zato što mi je drago što su tu. A ako toga i nema, nije potrebno pokazivati to pred drugima jer ionako znamo kakva je situacija. Lažna prisnost je u takvim odnosima potpuno nepotrebna i isključena.
I zato sam osobi s početka priče htjela sve to reći, reći mu da je to mahanje uz «lijepe želje» najviše što se postiže s nekim osobama. Tužno, ali istinito. I na kraju svega, poželjela sam nekoga zagrliti. Sva sreća da ima takvih. Hvala vam što ste tu. :)
Badnjak... Jedan od meni najdražih dana u godini. Oduvijek sam obožavala to raspoloženje: miris bora, sjaj kuglica, dragi ljudi na okupu, božićne pjesme, pa čak i božićni filmovi na TV-u. Pokloni, naravno :) Nisu mi toliko važni zbog samih poklona, već samo kao tradicija, neka sitnica za svakoga, tek zbog ugođaja i lijepe geste.
Pa, dragi moji, želim vam svima da Božić provedete u što ljepšem raspoloženju, uživajte u atmosferi, a blagdani neka vam budu najlijepši dosad!
Vaša Selene...
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Once bitten and twice shy,
I keep my distance,
But you still catch my eye.
Tell me baby,
Do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
(Happy Christmas)
I wrapped it up and sent it.
With a note saying "I love you" --
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been.
But if you kissed me now,
I know you'd fool me again.
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away.
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special.
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.
U ovo Božićno vrijeme pala mi je na pamet još jedna prigodna tema… Neki dan sam dobila letak s mnogo podataka o anđelima: općenito o njima, njihovoj podjeli I o tome što svaki anđeo posebno štiti itd. Inače me anđeli kao anđeli fasciniraju i u umjetnosti, i naravno, kao nešto što postoji (ili možda za neke ne postoji) pa sam našla jedan super link o tome i prenosim neke zanimljive informacije…
Riječ anđeo vuče korijene iz grčke riječi «aggelos», što znači poslanik, vjesnik ili glasnik. Javljaju se u Bibliji kao bića koja prenose Božje poruke, objavljuju njegovu volju, javljaju se u snu ili slave boga na nebesima. Oni su posrednici između Boga i čovjeka.
Anđeli su nematerijalna bića, bespolna ali u muškoj ili ženskoj energiji, savršena jer gledaju lice Božje i služe mu na nebeskom dvoru. Svoju poruku prenose u prvom licu, ukazujući se kao direktno Božansko očitovanje.
Postoji anđeoska hijerarhija, prema kojoj u prvi red spadaju serafini, kerubini i prijestolja, u drugi red gospodstva, sile i vlasti, a u treći red poglavarstva, arhanđeli i anđeli – zaštitnici ljudi i naši anđeli čuvari.
Premda možda zvuči malo apstraktno, ali uvijek sam vjerovala da postoje negdje ti neki anđeli, neka bića koja nas štite i čuvaju, jedan za svakoga od nas, koji je uvijek tu negdje. Kao mala sam uvijek zamišljala da jedan nevidljivi anđeo uvijek stoji iza mene i ide kud god i ja idem. I sad vjerujem da negdje postoji jedan MOJ anđeo, koji me pozna kao što ja poznam samu sebe, možda još i bolje, koji uskoči u pomoć kad je to potrebno i moguće. Samo, razlika je u tome što ne mislim da je to svaki put neko nevidljivo I nepojmljivo biće. Sad mislim da anđeo može biti bilo tko, neka osoba iz mog svakodnevnog života, koja ipak nema krila, ali je sigurno tu s razlogom. Možda ne osoba koju ja dobro poznajem, možda netko tko će uletjeti u nekoj kriznoj situaciji, razveseliti me osmijehom, ispričati mi poticajnu priču, slučajno mi stati na put…I sigurna sam da ja takve situacije nikad ne prepoznam otprve nego tek nakon nekog vremena shvatim da je taj čovjek ili žena nešto posebno I da je došla tad kad mi je bila najpotrebnija. Možda je netko od nas nekome anđeo?
Zato obožavam razne slike anđela…
U počecima slikanja anđela prikazivani su kao mladići u bijelim haljinama, bez krila, ali u četvrtom stoljeću «dobivaju» krila, najprije bijela a zatim šarena i zlatna.
Renesansa je uvela uz anđele i male putte – gole dječaćiće i anđelke, kao direktni uzor na antičke amore i kupide. Karakteristični za to doba su i anđeli svirači.
Barok je u povijesti umjetnosti najviše volio anđele, koji je u njima vidio sponu neba i zemlje, uostalom kao i u svecima.
Nikada prije ili poslije nije bilo toliko razigranih anđela i to ne samo na slikama ili oltarima nego i na štukaturama, freskama, liturgijskom posuđu, odjeći, ogradama…
Danas se ponovno javlja interes za prikazivanjem anđela i to u svim stilovima koji se danas koriste.
Od realizma do apstrakcije u svim mogućim nijansama slikarstva svih svjetskih stilova prikazuju se anđeli koji više nemaju zadane forme stilova nego nastaju kako ih slikari kanaliziraju u svojim vizijama. Ali ipak svi posjeduju nešto zajedničko a to je onaj osjećaj, vibracija koju osjetimo kad vidimo sliku anđela pa pomislimo ili glasno kažemo anđeo, a kažu da je dovoljno samo prizvati…
Gdje je nestao Djed Mraz?
Čitam, gledam, čujem o tome kako ukidaju, doslovno zabranjuju Djeda Mraza...
Predstavnici kampanje protiv Djeda Božićnjaka tvrde da je njega izmislila Coca Cola te da Djed samo uništava božićnu atmosferu. U trgovačkom centru koji je pokrenuo akciju može se pronaći sve vezano uz Božić osim Djeda Božićnjaka. Jedan od uvjeta da se dobije prostor u centru je da dućani ne smiju upotrebljavati lik Djeda Božićnjaka, pa je tako jedina njegova fotografija naljepnica na kojoj piše "Zabranite Djeda Božićnjaka".
"Djed Božićnjak je izmišljotina, svi koji ga žele vidjeti trebaju ići u Ameriku. Coca Cola bi sigurno bila oduševljena time." poručuju predstavnici kampanje.
I što sad? Je li sve to posljedica našeg općepoznatog pretjerivanja? Komercijalizacije Božića (kao uostalom I svih drugih blagdana) i gubljenje onog prvotnog smisla i značenja Božića ( za one koji su zaboravili, to je ipak još uvijek kršćanski blagdan kojeg slavimo kao dan Isusova rođenja)? Da, to je posljedica toga. Ali opet ništa. Iz pretjerivanja u pretjerivanje. Nikad na zelenu granu. Kamo vodi ukidanje Djedice? Osvrnuh se malo na post drage mi blogerice Kulerice, pa u skladu s tim mogu reći da je Djed Mraz, bio on u komercijalne svrhe ili ne, bio on već izlizan i isfuran ili ne, u svakom slučaju je symbol Božića, ono što vežemo uz Božić kao najnormalniju stvar i bez čega je taj blagdan ipak nezamisliv.
Osobno jako volim to božićno raspoloženje,o čemu ću pisati u jednom od slijedećih postova, ali kao što sam već rekla, sve je to postalo previše u komercijalne svrhe. Počnimo od ukrašavanja izloga trgovina, božićnih akcija raznih dućana, telefonskih kompanija, sve u svrhe da se što više zaradi. Trgovine doslovno ganjaju kupce oglašavajući da je Božić počeo, svuda se ore oni već iritantni zvukovi lampica koje sviraju zvončiće i slične pjesme, u gradu se stvara neviđena gužva, svi nekamo trče...Dakle, počela je luda potrošačka groznica! Bombardiraju nas reklamama za sve i svašta što bi se moglo kupiti, na TV-u po x-ti put puštaju iste stare filmove koje već znamo napamet, ali opet iznova ih gledamo radi ugođaja, ili, što je vjerojatnije, radi nedostatka imalo prihvatljivog programa na ostalim kanalima. I što ljudima preostaje u svemu tome? Stopili smo se s masom, i postajemo dio toga, ne preostaje nam ništa drugo nego da i sami krenemo u kupovinu, potrošimo zadnju kunu, narintamo se spremajući po kući, pekući kolače, kupujući neograničene količine hrane, kao da nećemo jesti slijedeća tri mjeseca...
Koliko god ja obožavala božićno raspoloženje i koliko god ja svake godine išla u Christmas shopping (pozdrav popsy), i dalje vidim Božić kao kršćanski blagdan na koji se cijela obitelj okupi i uživa u atmosferi. A u tu cjelokupnu atmosferu spada Djed Mraz. Da, pripada tu. Možda nema veze s izvornim smislom Božića, ali njegov je neizostavni dio. Čini veselje djeci (pa i onoj malo većoj djeci kao što sam ja :)) i nikako ne mislim da bi ga se trebalo zabraniti/ukinuti. Kompanije zarađuju na njemu, da, ali ukine li se Djed Mraz, još brže će se stvoriti neki novi simbol, nešto drugo na čemu će se masovno zarađivati, ali i trošiti.
I zato pokušajte stvoriti SVOJ Božić i stvarno uživati u njemu kakav god on za vas bio.
"Noćas te nisam sanjala
Noćas te nisam ljubila
Noćas kad nastane ova pjesma za tebe
Znaj da sam preboljela..."
Došlo je vrijeme za promjenu. Dugoročnu ili kratkoročnu, to ćemo tek vidjeti, ali promjena se u svakom slučaju događa. Napokon.
«Još se lecne kad ga vidi. Odavno zna da nije niti te sitnice vrijedan, a pogotovo svega što je bilo prije. Je li ga zaista preboljela? Ne zna ni sama, ali ono što zna je to da se više ne želi vraćati u fazu kad ga nije htjela preboljeti. Moving on. Prema nečemu možda boljem, možda ljepšem...Možda i ne. To još ne zna, ali uživa u trenucima. Trenucima koji joj uljepšavaju ove dane u kojima sve prolazi tako brzo, sve osim onoga što bi trebalo brzo proći.
Ovo je pravo vrijeme. Mora biti.Zato što ona čvrsto vjeruje da nakon kiše dolazi sunce, a kišno razdoblje ne može predugo trajati. Jednom mora prestati. Ona misli da je prestalo.»
Post nubilla phoebus. :)
