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Opis bloga
Soul love...this love wont let me go
So long...angel of harlem
Is it getting better
Or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you
Now you got someone to blame
You say
One love
One life
When its one need
In the night
Its one love
We get to share it
It leaves you baby
If you dont care for it
Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without
Well its too late
Tonight
To drag tha past out
Into the light
Were one
But were not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter
But then you make me crawl
And I cant be holding on
To what you got
When all you got is hurt
Im just trying to find a decent melody
A song that I can sing in my own company
Youve got to get yourself together
Youve got stuck in a moment
And now you cant get out of it
Dont say that later will be better
Now youre stuck in a moment
And you cant get out of it
Love comes to town Im gonna jump that train
When love comes to town Im gonna catch that flame
Maybe I was wrong to ever let you down
But I did what I did before love came to town
"All Good Things Come To An End"
Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
Irreplacable
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch)
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I’ll have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
Supergirl
You can tell by the way, she walks that she's my girl
You can tell by the way, she talks that she rules the world.
You can see in her eyes that no one is her chain.
She's my girl, my supergirl.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home late tast night,
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd say that nothing can go wrong.
When you're in love, what can go wrong?
And then she'd laugh the nightime into day
pushing her fear further long.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home, late last night
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd shout down the line tell me she's got no more time
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls don't hide.
And then she'd scream in my face, tell me that leave, leave this place
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls just fly
Yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl,
she's sewing seeds, she's burning trees
She's sewing seeds, she's burning trees,
yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl, a supergirl, my supergirl..
"I Go Crazy"
Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
Piece of my heart
Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man, well yeah,
An' didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby, (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah. (have a..)
Hey! Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
You know you got it if it makes you feel good,
Oh yes indeed.
You're out on the streets looking good, and baby,
Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.
Baby, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, (come on…)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
Well, You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good
Single
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
Yeah
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cause I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want
Doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up
You either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cause I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Everything in it's right time everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way, it's my way
I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
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"All Good Things Come To An End"
Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?
Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day 'til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.
Irreplacable
To the left
To the left
Mmmm to the left
Everything you own in the box to the left
In the closet, thats my stuff
Yes, if I bought it, then please don’t touch (don’t touch)
And keep talking that mess, thats fine
Could you walk and talk, at the same time?
And its my name thats on that jag
So go move your bags, let me call you a cab
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
So go ahead and get gone
Call up that chick, and see if shes home
Oops I bet you thought, that I didn’t know
What did you think
I was putting you out for?
Because you was untrue
Rolling her around in the car that I bought you
Baby, drop them keys
Hurry up, before your taxi leaves
Standing in the front yard, telling me
How I’m such a fool, talking ’bout
How I’ll never ever find a man like you
You got me twisted
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact, he’ll be here in a minute (baby)
You must not know ’bout me
You must not know ’bout me
I’ll have another you by tomorrow
So don’t you ever for a second get to thinkin’
You’re irreplaceable
Supergirl
You can tell by the way, she walks that she's my girl
You can tell by the way, she talks that she rules the world.
You can see in her eyes that no one is her chain.
She's my girl, my supergirl.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home late tast night,
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd say that nothing can go wrong.
When you're in love, what can go wrong?
And then she'd laugh the nightime into day
pushing her fear further long.
And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.
And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home, late last night
but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.
And then she'd shout down the line tell me she's got no more time
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls don't hide.
And then she'd scream in my face, tell me that leave, leave this place
'cause she's a supergirl, and supergirls just fly
Yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl,
she's sewing seeds, she's burning trees
She's sewing seeds, she's burning trees,
yes, she's a supergirl, a supergirl, a supergirl, my supergirl..
"I Go Crazy"
Hello boy it's been a while
Guess you'll be glad to know
That I've learned how to laugh and smile
Getting over you was slow
They say old lovers can be good friends
But I never thought I'd really see you
I'd really see you again
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
No my heart just can't hide that old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby you know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
You say she satisfies your mind
Tells you all of her dreams
I know how much that means to you
I realize that I was blind
Just when I thought I was over you
I see your face and it just ain't true
No it just ain't true
I go crazy
When I look in your eyes
I still go crazy
That old flame comes alive
It's starts burning inside
Way deep down inside
Oh baby
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
No my heart just can't hide
That old feeling inside
Way deep down inside
I go crazy
You know when I look in your eyes
I go crazy
Piece of my heart
Didn't I make you feel like you were the only man, well yeah,
An' didn't I give you nearly everything that a woman possibly can ?
Honey, you know I did!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I think I've had enough,
But I'm gonna show you, baby, that a woman can be tough.
I want you to come on, come on, come on, come on and take it,
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby, (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah. (have a..)
Hey! Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
You know you got it if it makes you feel good,
Oh yes indeed.
You're out on the streets looking good, and baby,
Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.
Baby, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, (come on…)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
Well, You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good
Single
Ah yeah that's right
All you single people out there
This is for you
Yeah
I'm not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cause I'm happy where I am)
Don't depend on a guy to validate me
I don't need to be anyone's baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I don't need another half to make me whole
Make your move if you want
Doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up
You either got it or you don't
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Don't need to be on somebody's arm to look good
(I like who I am)
I'm not saying I don't wanna fall in love 'cause I would
I'm not gonna get hooked up just 'cause you say I should
(Can't romance on demand)
I'm gonna wait so I'm sorry if you misunderstood
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
I'm single
(Right now)
That's how I wanna be
Everything in it's right time everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way, it's my way
I like it this way
Make your move if you want doesn't mean I will or won't
I'm free to make my mind up you either got it or you don't
'Til then I'm single
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
This is my current single status
My declaration of independence
There's no way I'm tradin' places
Right now a star's in the ascendant
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Veliki višak slobodnog vremena. Problem? Nikad 
Ukoliko ga možete iskoristiti onako kako ste zamislili. Ja ne mogu. Trenutno sam u «kućnom zatvoru» zbog bolesti. Dva tjedna. 
Prvi tjedan sam izgurala, tj. on je izgurao mene uz pomoć temperature i groznice.
I sad kad je temperatura pala, a ja i dalje ne smijem van, pa čak ni u svrhu obrazovanja iliti edukacije, kamoli zabave, javlja se problem: što raditi?
Sve materijale za obrazovanje tj. edukaciju sam već proučila (što ne znači i naučila).
Istelefonirala sam sa svim živim i neživim osobama. O telefonskim računima, a posebno računima za mobitel ćemo nekom drugom prilikom. Nije uopće bitna činjenica da ja imam 4 bijedne kune na računu, a toliko poruka koje bih htjela poslati. Neka. Ima fiksni telefon.
Napisala sam tone (dugih) mailova ali odgovore još ne dobih. To mi je zato što ni ja ne odgovaram odmah. Nedostatak vremena. Sve se vraća, sve se plaća. Tako mi i treba.
Pročitala sam tone šitnih časopisa. Ukratko, gluposti. Do I care ako se Ecija Ojdanić prepucava s mužem preko žute štampe, ako je Nives Celzijus opet trudna, ako je netko od kvazizvijezda kupio nove čizme, napravio nove sise, prdnuo...? 
Do I care? No! Ali, davno sam to rekla i onda nakon nekog vremena shvatila da više ne znam ništa od tih informacija. Povremeno je ipak potrebno pranje mozga sličnim materijalima. 
Gledam TV više nego ikad. Zapravo, u posljednjih nekoliko dana pregledala sam sve redom, što god se nudilo. Što iz razloga da prikratm vrijeme, što iz razloga jer se nisam mogla dići s kauča :) Dobro je to kad se uživite i pustite mozak na pašu :)
Pišem što stignem, kad stignem. Razmišljam sto na sat, tako da se možda to sve odrazi na učestalost mojih postova.
Slušam U2 po tko zna koji put. Ne može mi dosaditi njihova One. 
Spavam, spavam, spavam. Ujutro, popodne, navečer, po noći...
I to će dobro doći za sve prošle i buduće neprospavane noći, a njih će biti.
A sad se ispričavam...idem spavati =) *laku noć!* 
Netko je jednom rekao:
Radite kao da vam novac nije potreban.
Volite kao da vam nitko nikad nije nanio bol.
Plešite kao da vas nitko ne gleda.
Pjevajte kao da vas nitko ne čuje.
Živite kao da je Raj na Zemlji.
Radite kao da van novac nije potreban. Krasna rečenica – utopijska. Bilo bi to prekrasno kad bi svi radili nešto samo zato što to vole, kad bi radili samo onda kada to sami žele, a ne iz potrebe. Koliko god mi to ne želimo priznati, novac JE važan i potreban, što znači da moramo raditi kao da nam je potreban. Ali ako se voli to što se radi, onda se ne radi samo zbog novca. :)
Volite kao da vam nitko nije nanio bol. To je teško, ali bilo bi lijepo tako voljeti, jer neka treća osoba nije kriva za bolnu prošlost, a to je možda osoba koja neće nanijeti bol. Jer, kakvog smisla ima voljeti uopće ako stalno mislim na nekoga tko mi je nanio bol? Ta osoba nije toga ni vrijedna, i zato se s ovim slažem. :)
Plešite kao da vas nitko ne gleda. I da i ne. :) Kad mi se pleše, plešem i uživam u tome maksimalno. I onda vrijedi ovo “Pleši kao da te nitko ne gleda”. No, znate i same da je nekad baš gušt plesati kad vas netko gleda. :)
Isto vrijedi i za “Pjevajte kao da vas nitko ne čuje”.
Živite kao da je raj na Zemlji. You wish! I to bi bilo lijepo, živjeti kao da problemi ne postoje, a postoje na svakom koraku, kao da prepreka nema, kao da je sve divno i krasno. Samo, o nama ovisi koliki će ti problemi biti i s kolikom lakoćom preskačemo prepreke. Možda je onda i moguće tako živjeti. :) U svakom slučaju, uživati u trenutku (neki već znaju) je moj životni moto, pa se i on može ukomponirati u ovu rečenicu.
Kada mi je LaRamie ovo proslijedila, trebalo mi je par minuta da uopće skužim o čemu se radi. A kad mi se upalila lampica, i kad sam skužila da to nije neki lanac sreće (puj, puj, puj!), prošvrljala sam po blogovima ostalih koji su dobili taj zadatak i shvatila da je to jedan od načina za bolje upoznati neke blogere, a osim toga, i zanimljiva tema za post =)
Pa evo...
5 things about me...(koje možda niste znali...a oni koji me znaju, jesu, ali nema veze =)
- Moji sapuni. Moje pranje ruku. Što u vezi s tim? Čudno je. =) Nakon nekog vremena, novi sapun kojim perem ruke postane potpuno izobličen. Ne smanjuje se kao kod svih normalnih ljudi, već poprimi neki čudan oblik i postane neupotrebljiv, iako nije potrošen. Valjda odmah na početku istisnem svu pjenu iz njega tako da nakon nekog vremena postane čista plastika. Kako to moja mama voli zvati, ja pretvorim sapun u šljunak. :)
- Bube, bubice, kukci i slična stvorenja. Mrzim ih. Ne podnosim. Šizim na samu pomisao, a posebno susret s istima. Jedini razlog nervoze ljeti jer inače obožavam to godišnje doba. Ne mogu zaspati ako mi je u sobi muha, komarac, pauk, skakavac ili bilo što slično.
- Volim povrće. Meso jedem, onako, usput, uz krumpir ili neko drugo povrće, i to samo ono meso koje volim. Za razliku od većine ljudi kojima je meso glavno jelo, ja ga jedem kao prilog. I volim mrkvice, keljčiće, mahune, brokule i ostalo što dosta ljudi mrzi. Ali NE volim grah =)
- Gledam srcedrapajuće filmove, padam na romantične komedije i pjesme «za rezat´ žile». Bez obzira na to jesam li baš ja trenutno u tom raspoloženju ili ne, volim pogledati neki filmić te tematike, poslušati žalopojku :) i fino se rasplakati. Mazohist sam, što se može =)
- Rjetko kad znam djelovati u pravom trenutku. Koliko puta sam doživjela nešto nakon čega bi nekome trebalo sasuti u lice sve što ga/ju ide, ali ja kažem nešto što i nije takvo da bi osoba shvatila moju namjeru, a onda se redovito sjetim da sam toj osobi trebala reći baš to, to i to (i obično se sjetim predobrih stvari pa se sama sebi divim), ali tad već bude prekasno. Trebala bi djelovati na vrijeme. Hm...I to se uči s vremenom :) Osim toga, rijetko kad priznam da sam u krivu. Ne znam zašto, nekad mi teško pada reći da sam pogriješila, da nije onako kako sam ja to zamislila i ispričati se, iako se onda grizem zato što sam strašno emotivna, ali to zadržim za sebe. Grozno...
Sad bih ja trebala ovo proslijediti, jel´ ? Razmišljala sam trebam li to ili ne, hoće li neki od vas to shvatiti kao lanac sreće, hoće li se uvrijediti...Nakon toga sam mislila da bi bilo zgodno ostaviti otvoreno vama koji me čitate: tko želi, neka napiše ovakav post: pet stvari koje ne znamo o vama. I onda me obavijestite kad napišete :)
Love you...
Selene
Nedavno sam sa nekoliko ljudi razgovarala o ovoj temi, a ovim putem zahvaljujem i dragoj frendici koja mi je poslala ovaj tekst. Možda malo previše filozofiranja, ali tome nikad kraja. =)
ŽIVOT POSLIJE ROĐENJA
Razgovaraju blizanci u maternici:
- Da li vjerujem u život poslije rođenja?
- Naravno, sigurno postoji nešto nakon rođenja. Možda smo ovdje baš zato da se
pripremimo na život poslije rođenja.
- To je glupost. Nema života poslije rođenja. Kako bi taj život uopće izgledao?
- Ne znam točno, ali uvjeren sam da će biti više svjetla i da ćemo moći hodati i jesti
svojim ustima.
- To je potpuna glupost. Znaš da je nemoguće hodati. I jesti svojim ustima, pa zato
imamo pupčanu vrpcu. Kažem ti, poslije rođenja nema života.
- Pupčana vrpca je prekratka. Uvjeren sam da postoji nešto poslije rođenja. Nešto
posve drugačije nego ovo što živimo sada.
- Ali nitko se nije vratio od tamo. Život se poslije rođenja završava. Osim toga život nije
ništa drugo nego postojanje u uskoj i mračnoj okolini.
- Pa ne znam baš točno kako izgleda život poslije rođenja, ali ćemo u svakom slučaju
sresti našu mamu. Ona će zatim brinuti za nas.
- Mama?!? Ti vjeruješ u mamu? Pa gdje bi po tvome ta mama bila?
- Svuda oko nas, naravno. Zahvaljujući njoj smo živi, bez nje ne bismo uopće postojali.
- Ne vjerujem! Mamu nisam nikada vidio, zato je jasno da ne postoji.
- Da moguće, ali ponekad, kada smo potpuno mirni, možemo je čuti kako pjeva i
miluje naš svijet. Znaš uvjeren sam da život poslije rođenja zapravo tek započinje....
Tekst me na neki način oduševio čim sam ga pročitala i naveo na razmišljanje o tome što stvarno postoji za nas a što ne, što možda propuštamo zato što ne znamo za to, a što možda uopće ne postoji, ali mislimo da negdje postoji.
Ovo je lijepa metafora za cijeli život. Razgovor dvoje ljudi o tome postoji li nešto nakon ovoga što se događa sada. Postoji li? Ima li smisla vjerovati u to?
Ja mislim da ima. Možda je to zbog mog vječnog optimizma i mišljenja da nije kraj ako taj kraj nije lijep i onakav kakav bi trebao biti, ali ipak vjerujem. Postoji li život nakon rođenja? Mi znamo da postoji, ali još ne znamo što postoji nakon tog života. I tu nam preostaje samo vjerovati da postoji nešto ili apsolutno ništa. Kako nikad ono što zamišljamo ne ispadne točno tako kako smo zamišljali, onda I ovo što nam možda slijedi nakon ovog života sigurno nije takvo kakvim ga zamišljamo. Ljudima je općenito teško u nešto povjerovati ako to ne vide vlastitim očima ili se ne uvjere na neki drugi način. Pa ipak, toliko ljudi vjeruje. Zašto? Zato što je tako lakše živjeti dalje, iskoristiti svaki dan i znati da nam slijedeći dani donose nešto novo.
Kako dva blizanca iz priče nisu znala što se točno događa nakon njihovog rođenja ali mi znamo, ali ne znamo što se događa nakon ovog života. Možda je on samo priprema za nešto drugo, a možda ničeg drugog nema? To ne znamo, ali vjerujem da možda postoji netko ili nešto tko to zna. Jer, možda je ovaj naš svemir dio nekog još većeg svemira u kojem smo mi nešto sasvim nebitno, malo, jedva zamjetno? Tko zna kako mi izgledamo bićima iz tog većeg sustava, ako on postoji? Zanimljivo bi bilo to vidjeti :)
U svakom slučaju, dok ne saznamo neke dijelove onoga što se pitamo, iskoristimo ono što znamo i imamo, stvorite svoj privatni svemir, uživajte u trenutku (sad se jedna od vas smije ovoj mojoj uzrečici) i dajte najbolje od sebe, ali i tražite najbolje za sebe :)
