srijeda, 19.01.2011.
Lullaby Dreams
" With these treasured memories,
sweet dreams of you shall come to me.
The way you laugh, the way you smile,
my heart, it skips, it leaps a mile.
Your gentle breath, your tender touch,
I long for you, so very much.
Your lips so soft, your eyes so bright,
I need you on this lonely night.
Let me feel you, smell your scent,
taste your mouth, you're heaven sent.
Close me in your warm embrace,
and make my heart begin to race.
Pull me ever closer, near,
tell me what I need to hear.
Fulfill my every earthly desire,
until my passion roars like fire. "
- 12:40 -
Želim
Ja želim nebu poletjeti
Da vidim usnule zvijezde.
Trčati prema svjetlu,
jahati na vjetru.
Sanjati svoj život i
živjeti ga dvaput.
- 12:32 -
I'm Too Big To Cry
I never stopped to realize
How lonely I would be
I never thought the day would come
When you'd grow tired of me
Your voice was never sweeter
Than the day you said goodbye
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
If I knew then what I know now
You'd still be kissing me
Instead there's someone else's lips
Where mine used to be
I say hello and wish you well
Each time I pass you by
But you'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
You never looked so wonderful
As the day you walked away
I used to say, "I love you"
But that I could not say
I can't forget you darlin'
No matter how much I try
You'll never know how much it hurt
Because I'm too big to cry
- 12:32 -
Ode To My True Friend
The day I met you
I found a friend -
And a friendship that
I pray will never end.
Your smile - so sweet
And so bright -
Kept me going
When day was as dark as night.
You never ever judged me,
You understood my sorrow.
Then you told me it needn't be that way
And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow.
You were always there for me,
I knew I could count on you.
You gave me advice and encouragement
Whenever I didn't know what to do.
You helped me learn to love myself
You made life seem so good.
You said I can do anything I put my mind to
And suddenly I knew I could.
There were times when we didn't see eye to eye
And there were days when both of us cried.
But even so we made it through:
Our friendship hasn't yet died.
Circumstances have pulled us apart,
We are separated by many miles.
Truly, the only thing that keeps me going
Is my treasured memory of your smile.
This friendship we share
Is so precious to me,
I hope it grows and flourishes
And lasts unto infinity.
You are so extra-special to me
And so this to you I really must tell:
You are my one true friend,
My Guardian Angel.
Our friendship is one-in-a-million
So let's hold on to it and each other.
We cannot let this chance of pure bliss fly away
For there will never be another.
I love you.
I will always love you.
- 11:29 -
Following stream
After the rain the Sun shines upon me
to give me courage to speak my mind.
After the dark comes the light
to speak of wisdom in endless rime.
After tears your smile shines
and I hear angels cry.
- 11:29 -
What is the truth what a deceit?
Angel of light angel of darkness
What is the truth what a deceit?
I leave my body shattered and numb
My mind a loop a catatonic hell
Lost in the melancholic womb
The sins of temptation
Fade my hart and
Take my soul to the other side
I fear the Heaven and
I fear the Hell
Of my hart
I fear what I could find
So I leave my body
shattered and numb
and my mind in a loop
I feel the divinian deceit fall
And new crumbling towers arising
Transiting towers of sudden change collapsing
Embracing the inevitable
Restless and reluctant
Full of fear
Fear of deceit
Fear of darkness
Fear of unknown
Fear of my tears
Fear of merriness
Beckoning change
Of destruction
A new understanding emerges
Death of the old self
Transformation
A new consciousness
emerging out of this catatonic hell
- 11:29 -
A vibrating “string”
In short, let us start from the beginning.
"We may therefore regard matter as being constituted by the regions of space
in which the field is extremely intense...There is no place in this new kind of
physics for the field and matter, for the field is the only reality."
~ Albert Einstein ~
Einstein, with his general theory of relativity and mystical realities, opened the doors of science. He theorized that space and time are intertwined and that matter is inseparable from quantum energy field therefore that "is" the sole reality underlying all appearances. This theory challenged the basic assumptions about the universe and what it contained.
"I believe a leaf of grass is no less than the journey work of the stars"
also "I am large, I contain multitudes."
~ Walt Whitman ~
Physicists found that the most basic atomic particles in the cosmos comprise the very fabric of the material universe. An electron, for example, can be shown to be both a wave and a particle depending on the observer's perspective.
When we have a narrow perception of reality it creates illusionary lines of separation. This separation transverses from personal, societal, cultural and expanding into the world. The interconnectedness of the parts of the whole allows us to realize our oneness with all things.
The Kaluza - Klein Theory was the first theory of higher dimensions. It states the gravity in which light could be explained as 5th dimensional vibrations. This evolved into "Supergravity Theory" which then led physicists to the "Superstring Theory" ( which originates from theoretical physics, by which scientists describe nature and whose father was Newton ) - it postulates that all matter consists of vibrating strings. This theory raised the standards and levels of mathematical science because it seems to explain all the fundamental laws of nature.
"The symmetries of the subatomic realm are but remnants of the symmetries
of higher dimensional space."
~ Michio Kaku ~
Michio Kaku says in "Hyperspace", "physicists...are now seriously studying multiply connected worlds as a practical model of our universe." Multiply connected spaces mean that spaces are not retractable and cannot be shrunk, as in the example of wormholes. Theoretical physicists demonstrate parallel universes by two parallel planes connected by a tube/wormhole which has time/space travel implications. Superstring theory also assumes there are an infinite and alternate series of parallel universes that exist. This can be thought of a layers of pages in a ream of paper, each layer connected by a dimensional "tube".
Recent theories of physics have proposed that the “thing” or element at the center of all matter is a vibrating “string”. At this fundamental level, then, We are vibration.
Therefore our senses and perceptions are designed and evolved in a way that lets us interact with each other and with the Universe in a manner that gives us the experience of the material world.
“Someday we’ll understand the whole thing as one single marvelous vision that
will seem so overwhelmingly simple and beautiful that we may say to each
other; ‘Oh, how could we have been so stupid for so long? How could it have
been otherwise!’"
~ J. A. Wheeler ~
In addition: http://www.universaltheory.org/ConciousnessReign.html
- 11:29 -
The Darkest Hour is before Dawn
Having left the tree from where he hung,
the Jester moves carefully through a fallow field,
head still clearing from visions.
The air is cold and wintry, the trees bare.
Before him, he sees, rising with the sun, a skeleton in black armor mounted on a white horse.
He recognizes it as Death.
As it stops before him, he humbly asks: "Have I died?"
He feels, in fact, rather empty and desolate.
And the Grim Reaper answers:
"Yes, in a way. You sacrificed your old world, your old self. Both are gone, dead."
The Jester reflects on that: "How sad."
Grim Reaper acknowledges this with a nod:
"Yes, but it is the only way to be reborn.
A new Sun is rising, and it is, for YOU, a time of great transformation."
As Grim Reaper rides away, the Jester can feel the truth in those words.
He, too, feels like a skeleton, all that he was stripped away.
This, he understands, is how rebirth and all great transformations start,
by stripping things to the bone, and building fresh upon the bare foundations. "
"The flower dies to reveal the fruit, the fruit dies to reveal the seed,
the seed dies to reveal the plant.
The plant grows to make the flower, the flower dies to reveal the fruit ad finium."
- 11:29 -
Drifting
I sometimes find I'm drifting
Through this life without effect;
I often wonder if I'm truly
Worth what I've been blessed.
I search through days that have been hard,
To try to understand,
The many trials that I have known,
The life that I have had.
You see me in my daily grind,
So confident and strong;
Yet when I am alone, I question
Just where I belong.
I often try too hard I find,
To analyze and guess,
To scrutinize, investigate
My life I will confess.
For somewhere deeper, there must be
Some meaning to this life,
Some way to make a difference,
Give a reason for this strife.
Is there some hidden meaning?
Some agenda to be found?
A greater purpose waiting
If I care to hang around?
It teases and it taunts me,
Always slightly out of sight;
A hazy vision out of reach,
Where darkness hides the light.
I struggle to bring clarity
To what awaits me there,
And yet this weak illusion
Always fades before my stare.
It seems the harder that I try,
To focus through the haze,
Just serves to add more questions,
Through my endless, tired gaze.
Perhaps I'm trying just too hard,
To understand it all,
For can we ever truly know
Just what we have in store?
Each incident, each moment passed,
Just adds upon the next,
But in the end, will I find truth ...
Or will I be perplexed?
Perhaps I make it harder
Than it has to be sometimes,
But will my searching bring to me
My meaning over time?
Or will it leave me broken,
And confused as I feel now,
While questions bring no solitude,
To this, my wrinkled brow.
- 11:29 -
Pozivajuća
Morala sam ti prići i poljubiti te usne putene, pozivajuće, tako grešne i slatke.
Utopiti se u poljupcima tvojim i izgorjeti na rukama tvojim.
Bilo bi tako lako zaljubiti se u te i tako loše ..
ali ne mogu si pomoći
jer probuđuješ poeziju u meni stoga vičem: „Uzmi me! Otmi me! Obljubi me!
Ispuni me zvijezdama i crnilom dok treperim zarivajući se u te i obgrljujući te nogama.“
Voli me kao nikoga do sada. Prepusti se. Opusti se. Razdiri me. Otkači se. Vrišti. Grizi.
Voli me na sve načine i spavaj pokraj mene da osjetim težinu tvoju
te slatkoću tvoga daha i mog okusa na njemu.
A kada jutro svane i cvrčci nas probude ... nasmiješi se i ponovi .. i ponovi sve ..
prvo nježnije pa žešće dok ne nestanemo u noći.
- 11:29 -
Kraj
Dok Sunce tuče krošnje,
listići šišarke polako padaju označujući
moj spori kraj.
Zadnjim snagama pokušavam viknuti
dok me Sunce na momente zasljepljuje
ne znajući da li je java ili vječni san.
I dok se krošnje igraju a djeca ciču
moj glas zamire a sjaj nestaje.
Polako se gubi u tihom kriku.
I očaj me obuzme
Da nitko saznati neće
pa šapnem vjetru štoriju cijelu.
S osmjehom odahnem i
zadnji dah udahnem dok
dječji plač u daljini ne zamre.
- 11:29 -
Doomed Lovers
The night falls as if slain by the sun,
while we wonder in the cold woods of despair
calling and screaming for each other in silence.
Alone are we.
Alone and lost, the emotion for which you may not pray
but did accept as your only truth, out of fear.
Your flare of life and hope sparks once, then dies,
devoured by guilt.
As you believe all hope must surely perish
your heart turned to ice and beats no more.
You failed to believe and hope.
How could you fail to believe?
How could you fail to hear the angels
surround us, singing to us, crying
in cold void of our hearts.
Trying to save us.
- 11:29 -
One kiss
One kiss to sweep me away
One kiss to keep my sorrows away
One to rule me
One to bound me
One to set me free
One kiss is all I need
To be with you for eternity
- 11:29 -
Ode to lost lovers
This is the Ode to all lovers, to lost lovers.
This is a memory of the past and prediction of the future.
A song for the foolish and confused.
A hope for better tomorrow ... for love.
I apply to you all
Love, make love and laugh!
Know your needs and the ones of your lover.
Respect. Be there. Hold and hug. Be true
and you'll find your way, your STAR among the star sky
and lost no longer will you be.
This is the Ode, the warning, the song, an apply
to all .. to lovers .. to lost souls .. to lost lovers
- 11:29 -
Would you
What if in the blink of an eye, the world as you know it changed?
Would you as swiftly step up?
Would you step up at all?
If your old beliefs were shattered, proving some were lies
but you could not distinct which ones
Would you try to search for the truth?
If suddenly you felt remorse after you’ve seen the light
Would you try to fix it giving it a second chance or peace?
Do you believe in the unknown?
Do you believe in Shangri-la, ghosts, brave divinities,
pixies, mermaids and golden fireflies?
Fairytales and miracles and rainbow space dust?
What would be your answer?
Mine is simple. Yes.
Yes I would and yes I do believe in dreamer’s dreams.
- 11:29 -
Irish Wishes For You
May the road rise to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face.
And rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the hollow of His hand.
Walls for the wind,
And a roof for the rain,
And drinks beside the fire -
Laughter to cheer you
And those you love near you,
And all that your heart may desire!
Always remember to forget
The things that made you sad.
But never forget to remember
The things that made you glad.
Always remember to forget
The friends that proved untrue.
But never forget to remember
Those that have stuck by you.
Always remember to forget
The troubles that passed away.
But never forget to remember
The blessings that come each day.
- 11:29 -
Zakon vremena
Učenje Zakona vremena
“Kao što je zrak atmosfera tijela,
tako je vrijeme atmosfera uma;
Ako se vrijeme u kojem živimo sastoji od nepravilnih dana i mjeseci,
regulirano mehaniziranim minutama i satima,
naša svijest se pretvara u
mehaniziranu nepravilnost.
Budući da sve potječe od uma, ne treba se začuditi
što je atmosfera u kojoj živimo svakim danom sve zagađenija,
dok se istovremeno svi žale da nemaju dovoljno vremena.
Tko posjeduje tvoje vrijeme - posjeduje tvoj um.
Posjeduj svoje vlastito vrijeme i upoznat ćeš svoj vlastiti um!.”
José Argüelles,
Valum Votan, onaj koji zatvara ciklus
- 11:29 -
Uber NjaNja
In a galaxy very, very, very, very, far away
there lived a ruthless race of beings known as... UberAniMatoRi.
The evil leaders of Planet AniMaTori,
having foolishly squandered their precious workers,
have devised a secret plan to take every breath of air and swet away
from their peace-loving neighbor, Planet NjanjaMinaivni.
- 11:29 -
The legend of Osiris ( and Isis )
One of the legends i feel strongly connected to since my early childhood.
From the beginning ...
THE LORD OF THE EARTH IS BORN.
In the beginning, there was the mighty god Ra and his wife Nut. Nut was in love with the god Geb. When Ra found out about this union he was furious. In his rage, he forbid Nut to have children on any of the 360 days that currently made up the year. Nut was very sad. She called on her friend, Thoth, to help her. He knew that Ra's curse must be fulfilled, but he had an idea. Thoth engaged the moon goddess, Silene, in a wager. At the time, Silene's light (the moon) rivaled the light of Ra (the sun). Thoth was victorious, he was rewarded with one seventh of Silene's light. This is why the moon now wanes each month. Thoth took this light and added five days to the calender, bringing the year from 360 days to 365. This gave Nut 5 days on which she could have children, while at the same time obeying Ra's commandment. On the first of these days, Nut gave birth to Osiris. On the second day Horus was born, Seth on the third, Isis the fourth, and Nephthys on the fifth day. At the time of Osiris' birth, a loud voice was heard all over the world, saying, "The lord of all the earth is born."
OSIRIS ( king of the dead ) THE MIGHTY KING.
Osiris grew and became a mighty king. He went about the job of civilizing his people. He taught them agriculture and animal husbandry. He gave them a code of laws to live by and showed them the proper ways in which to worship the gods. Egypt became a mighty land under his kind and gentle rule. His subjects gladly worshiped the ground on which he walked. When Egypt was civilized, Osiris left to bring his teachings to other lands. While Osiris was away, he left his wife, Isis, in charge. She ruled the country in the same fashion. But Osiris had an enemy, his bitter and jealous brother Seth.
SETH ( the brother ) PLOTS AGAINST THE KING.
Seth began scheming against the great king. He aligned himself with Aso, the queen of Ethiopia, and 72 other conspirators. But nothing could be done while Isis ruled the country, Her authority was unquestionable. Upon Osiris' return, an evil plot was put into motion. Seth secretly acquired the measurements of Osiris and began having a wonderfully decorated box built to fit those measurements. When the box was finished, Seth had a great feast to which he invited Osiris and the 72 conspirators. Having absolutely no evil in him, Osiris suspected nothing. When the feasting was done, Seth had the box brought out. He offered it as a gift to anyone whom the box fit. One at a time they tried to fit into the box until it was Osiris' turn. He layed in the box suspecting nothing. The conspirators slammed the lid, nailed it closed, and poured molten lead in the seam to seal his fate. They threw the great chest into the Nile river. Osiris was never seen again, walking in the land of the living.
ISIS ( sister and wife ) GRIEVES FOR OSIRIS.
This news reached Isis and she was grief stricken. She put on her dress of mourning and set about trying to find the body of her husband. She knew well, the dead could not rest until they have had a proper funeral. Isis searched long, but found nothing. She asked every man and every woman if they had seen the giant box that contained her husband, but no one had. Finally, Isis asked some children who were playing by the Nile. They told her where Seth and the conspirators had thrown the chest into the river. After further investigation, and consultation with some demons, Isis learns that the chest had floated out to sea, to the land of Byblos and become lodged in a tamarisk bush. As if by magic the bush shot up and became a magnificent tree. The towering tree enclosed the ornate box within its huge trunk. The king of Byblos admired the great tree so much that he had it cut down and made into a giant pillar to support the roof of his palace.
ISIS IN THE LAND OF BYBLOS.
Meanwhile, Isis makes her way to the land of Byblos to recover the body of her husband. In Byblos Isis sits by a fountain and talks to no one, except the queen of Byblos' maidens. To these maidens she is quite pleasant, she braids their hair and breaths on them a wonderful perfume sweeter then the most fragrant flowers. Upon their return to the palace, the queen asks them, how they came by such wonderful perfume. They told her of the beautiful stranger they had met. The queen requested that Isis be brought to the palace where she was treated most graciously. She was appointed to be the nurse of one of the young princes.
Isis fed the young prince by giving him her finger to suck. Each night when the palace had retired Isis piled logs on a great fire, into which she would thrust the child. Then she would change into a swallow and flutter about mournfully chirping for her dead husband. Word of these strange happenings reached the queen. She could not believe these tales, so she decided to see for herself. That night, she hid herself, and sure enough, Isis built a fire and thrust the child in it. The queen squealed in terror and scrambled to save the child. Isis turned on the queen and rebuking her sternly, revealed her true identity. Explaining to the queen that with her magic she was tempering the child to be a god. But now his immortality was lost. Isis explained to the queen why she had made the journey to Byblos and her desire to have the giant pillar in which her husband was encased. The queen granted her wish.
ISIS RETURNS TO EGYPT.
The pillar was taken down, cut open, and the great box was revealed. Isis took the chest and returned to Egypt but the mighty pillar remained in Byblos and was worshiped from that day forward. When she arrived, she opened the box and wept over her dead husband. She was joined by her sister, Nephthys in her sorrow. The sisters turn into Kites and circle the chest screeching in mournful tones. But Isis' thoughts soon turned to her infant son, Harpocrates, Horus the younger. She had left him in Buto and now had to retrieve him. She hid the box in a secret place, and went after her son.
SETH'S EVIL REVISED.
That night, while hunting by the light of the moon, Seth stumbled upon the finely decorated box. He was blinded with rage at the sight of his brother. He ripped Osiris into fourteen pieces and scattered them throughout Egypt. Isis learns of this new crime, and her grief is renewed. She once again sets out to find her husbands remains. She used a boat made out of papyrus reeds to conduct her search. It was believed that, because of this, a crocodile would never attack a papyrus boat, fearing that it might contain the mighty goddess. Where ever she finds a piece of Osiris, she buries it, and builds a shrine in that place. This is the reason that Osiris has so many tombs in Egypt.
THE REVENGE OF HORUS ( brother ).
In the meantime, Harpocrates has grown to manhood, and he is called Horus. Osiris has been resurrected as the king of the dead in the underworld. One day, Osiris appears to Horus in the land of the living. He convinces Horus to avenge the wrongs that have been committed by Seth. So, Horus tracks down Seth and a huge battle begins. Victory is elusive and the battle turns first to one side, then to the other. It is said that this battle of good verses evil still rages, but some day, Horus will be victorious and on that day, Osiris will return to rule the world.
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Development and Mystery
As a life-death-rebirth deity, Horus/Osiris became a reflection of the annual cycle of crop harvesting as well as reflecting people's desires for a successful afterlife, and so the legend became extremely important, outstripping all others. The legend's ventures into both life and afterlife meant that religious rites associated with the legend eventually began to take on aspects of a mystery religion, where initiates were said to be able to partake in Horus/Osiris' resurrection, purging themselves of past ills, and entering a new life.
In Greece, the Demeter-Persephone death-resurrection cult at Eleusis, had a similar nature, and began at an extremely similar time. Many centuries later this led to interest in the Egyptian cult by the Greeks, including Plato. Eventually, a derived form of the Egyptian cult, having been infused with Platonism, spread to areas of Greek influence, particularly during the Hellenistic era of control over Egypt. As the cult referred to foreign gods, the forms of the cult in Greek nations were adopted to describe suitable local deities and merged and expanded to include elements from the local cultures. This produced a collection of closely related versions of the cult, whose central deities had been deformed to be similar to the Egyptian cult, and were by the 1st century BC collectively known as Osiris-Dionysus.
- 11:29 -
Reconcilliation with the Universe
Lower than grass
My light began,
Into the heavens
Soon it ran:
Here between Earth
And space I shine,
My fallen dust
The twin to thine-
Star that I was,
Star that I am,
Star I shall be
My name is "Human."
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All things come to those who wait by Violet Fane
'Ah, all things come to those who wait,'
(I say these words to make me glad),
But something answers soft and sad,
'They come, but often come too late.'
~ Violet Fane (1843-1905)˙ ~
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Let's do the dance of Death/Rebirth
Come!
Let's do the dance of DEATH
Let's go to the forbidden depth to find ourselves alive
We'll give the birth to UNIVERSE
And hold it in our hands
We'll watch it grow filling the space with happenings
And we'll see how it can be better
You squeeze your palm and shrink world into diamond dust...
And we'll make the love again, this time with different taste...
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Fortuna (Tycho Tyche Tykhę ) Roman Goddess of Luck
The Roman goddess Fortuna (Greek goddess Tyche) is the goddess of luck -- hopefully of good luck. She stands holding a large cornucopia from which spills forth an abundance of coins. We hope the coins represent good fortune for us. But her blindfolded eyes suggest that luck is capricious and ever changing. Modern depictions of the Blind Justice Lady embraced by lawyers and judges borrow this symbolism.
As the goddess or spirit of fortune, chance, providence and fate, se was usually honored in a more favorable light as Eutykhia, goddess of good fortune, luck, success and prosperity.
Represented with different attributes; holding a rudder, she was conceived as the divinity guiding and conducting the affairs of the world, and in this respect she was called one of the Moirai (Fates); with a ball she represented the varying unsteadiness of fortune--unsteady and capable of rolling in any direction; with Ploutos or the horn of Amalthea, she was the symbol of the plentiful gifts of fortune.
Nemesis (Fair Distribution) was cautiously regarded as the downside of Tykhe, one who provided a check on extravagant favors conferred by fortune. The pair were often depicted as companions in Greek vase painting. In the vase (right) Nemesis (Indignation) with her arm around Tykhe (Fortune) points an accusing fingure at Helene, who Aphrodite has persuaded to elope with Paris.
Widely worshiped as the guardian spirit of a city's good fortune. As such she was usually depicted crowned with the turrets of a city-wall and holding a cornucopia (horn of plenty) brimming with the fruits of the earth.
In most of her representations she is barely distinguishable from Demeter: the crown, cornucopia and Ploutos-child being common attributes of both goddesses. Indeed Tykhe (Lady Fortune) often appears to be merely an aspect of the goddess Demeter.
http://www.theoi.com/Cult/TykheCult.html
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Cvjetovi
Cvjetovi moji bujajte!
Plešite na vjetru
Pjevajte cijelom svijetu,
O sreći, o ljubavi, o miru.
Veselite stare
Volite mlade.
Pričajte o ljepotama
Pišite o strahotama.
Neka ljudi zapamte
Neka savijest raste.
Da vas paze
Da vas maze.
Cvjetovi moji bujajte, bujajte!
Isprepličite se uzajamno i
načinite oblake meke ko' san
tanke ko' lan.
Plešite, pjevajte, volite
Poskakujte i amo i tamo i ljevo i desno
Rastite svugdje.
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Happy Misery
Happy Misery, I call out loud your name to keep my sorrows away
as you've been my companion for to long in this life.
I lived with fear, with everlasting sadness
of what could have been.
If I've done different I wouldn't have met you.
If I'd been brave I wouldn't have heard your cold whisper.
If I'd been merry and opened you wouldn't be ruling.
Happy Misery, bless my heart
from falling apart as i am rebelling.
I feel foolishly brave as David and strong as Hercules.
So keep my sorrows away and be warned
As i am rebelling!
- 11:29 -
Awakening
In this night of voluptuous subtlety,
a song of sorrow was created while wolves vent their pain.
Coming forth barefoot and unclothed
bathed by the silvery moonlight rays
the thirsting one awakens.
Curling wisps of death
shrouds her gaunt translucent shadow
imbued by an eternal desire for life.
Her black rubies hair
cascade over sheer ivory shoulders,
and her succulent sanguine lips slightly part
to taste the life streaming
from the red pale flesh beneath her.
As she smiles vaguely
the night becomes everlasting.
As night becomes ecstasy,
she smiles joyous and frantically.
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Thoughts on pain
pain .. what is pain?
an emotion
an illusion
a teardrop
the hour of separation
the scream of the heart
desperation of taught
coldness of ones smile
scattering the one who is beloved
so maddening
so endless
delusional and
uncontrolled
or is it a somewhat beclouded emotion
much darker than we can imagine
the one
jet to be discovered?
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Green Man quatrain
I dream of my Green Man
And awake with a smile.
Than I make a divine plan
Wondering if it's worthwhile.
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Desiderata by Max Ehrman
Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others,
even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter,
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble;
it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs,
for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is;
many persons strive for high ideals,
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love;
for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment
it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune.
But do not distress yourself with dark imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here. And whether or not it is clear to you,
no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations,
in the noisy confusion of life, keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams,
it is still a beautiful world.
Be cheerful. Strive to be happy.
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I Wonder
A thought of something close and shiny has appeared
A thought born out of a miniature atom, out of thin air
A feeling of something warm and bright
A feeling full of smiles
Is it wondrous or delusional?
Unearthly or dreamy?
I wonder
I wonder
As something already known is approaching
Getting bigger and bigger
Warmer and brighter
An unexpected turn of events with a breeze of the returning past
I'm intrigued now what it will manifest in this World
What it will bring
I wonder
I wonder
And I smile in between
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Spirit - the Elemental Us
Spirit and Love are one and the same.
This Love is not romantic love although romantic love contains Love.
Neither is it the love we mean when we say we 'love' chocolate ice-cream or the color purple, although this sort of liking also contains Love. The Love of the Fifth Element is the Love we share with the Dreamer and with All that Is Dreamed. It is the current of ether energy that passes through all things and fills the spaces between all things and connects all things together in one great web of being.
Soul and Spirit are one and the same and are the animating, life-giving principle moving throughout all worlds, flowing into all worlds, communicating and learning.
Some call the Fifth Element Spirit. Others call it Life.
Spirit and Life are one and same. The very word Spirit is derived from the Latin "spěritus" which means breath. No flesh lives unless it breathes. When we cease to breathe we cease to live. Breath is far more than the Air Element, it is Life or Spirit which lives in us and allows us to utilize the Air Element along with the Elements of Fire, Water and Earth. No matter how well these are combined within us, without Spirit or the Breath of Life we would cease to be living souls and be immediately resolved back into the other four elements which have no material life of their own in this world without Spirit.
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God and Dysfunctio Cerebri
How do you do?
The writer feels it would be a little unkind to present this note without just a word of friendly warning.
The writer is about to unfold the story of Octarine,
the story of science that sought to create an image of undiscribable
and without reckoning upon God and Dysfunctio Cerebri.
It is one of the strangest tale...
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Through love by Jalal ad-Din Rumi
Through love all that is bitter will sweet
Through Love all that is copper will be gold.
Through Love all dregs will turn to purest wine
Through Love all pain will turn to medicine.
Through Love the dead will all become alive.
Through Love the king will turn into a slave!
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.”
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The Dark Tree of Death
Death crumbles a tree while
Darkness whispers to the leaves
Here comes the dark tree of Death
Subdue yourself or live not
Listen to the whispers
or be lost in eternity
Obey or be gone
Desmodontinae shifts across the darkened sky
smelling vibrations and fear
Will they hear
will they obey
or will they be lost forever
Death crumbles a tree while
Darkness dresses it and whispers
Here came the dark tree of Death
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Game
all is good all is sad
a little blue a little red
a little antsy
a little blessed
somewhat jumpy
somewhat gay
in this ever changing game
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Mabon
Leaves fall,
The days grow cold.
The Goddess pulls her mantle of Earth around Her
As You, O Great Sun God, sail toward the West
To the land of eternal enchantment,
Wrapped in the coolness of night.
Fruits ripen,
Seeds drip,
The hours of day and night are balanced.
Chill winds blow in from the North wailing laments.
In this seeming extinction of nature's power, O Blessed
Goddess, I know that life continues.
For spring is impossible without the second harvest,
As surely as life is impossible without death.
Blessings upon you, O Fallen God, as you journey into
The lands f winter and into the Goddess' loving arms.
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Let's do the dance of Death/Rebirth
Come!
Let's do the dance of DEATH
Let's go to the forbidden depth to find ourselves alive
We'll give the birth to UNIVERSE
And hold it in our hands
We'll watch it grow filling the space with happenings
And we'll see how it can be better
You squeeze your palm and shrink world into diamond dust...
And we'll make the love again, this time with different taste...
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A dream
I dream of Angels
with children's smile.
I dream of Angels with watery blue eyes
big as shining star.
Hands soft as new born baby
and long fingers on their guitar.
I dream of Angels
singing of love
I dream of Angels
and their song
Deep as Ocean blue as sky
they sing to me.
I dream of Angels and their song
And every night and every heavenly dream
I smile and dance.
I dream of Angels that showed me heaven,
that showed me laughter and eternity.
I play and laugh and dance and sing
with my Angels for Eternity.
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Just a poem
The words slide off your tempting lips
Like a blue butterfly
as he flutters its wings
But the moment fades away
as i feel your voice as lovely
gliding in the wind away
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The Dark Soul of the Demon of the Fall
Slowly plunging shallow beds
of the corners of the eye
with scarlet green claws.
Crawling its way through eyelashes
wickedly laughing and silently screaming:
" I am free ! "
( for Marti )
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In the Night
In the night when we touch and sleep
my emotions stir so deep within.
My dreams are filled with love that is given
and my heart is renewed.
Have I been living
before there was you?
Before you entered in me
and gave unto me the joy and passion
we both desired?
I awake and am moved
by the sight of your shape
of your beauty under the light.
The moon shines on you and I shiver from loves delight.
Move me, renew me,
bring me new songs to sing.
My feelings grow strong as i am enlightened
with a thought
Soon ... you will be sleeping in my arms, again.
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Green Eyed Butterfly
I dream of a butterfly,
big emerald green eyed butterfly.
Shining eyes as supernova
as looking into my eyes.
I dream of a butterfly
with vibrant wings of delicate black lace,
gliding thru the air as a breeze,
all around me.
I dream of a butterfly
singing happy with his wings .
Dancing a faerie dance
as he smiles and touches softly my face.
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