The Ink Room

her eyes are dark
she sees not what damage she does
she already knows
her face is pale
she looks like a ghost
shes turning into one
this girl used to smile at strangers
and give to the homeless
but now she is terror
people fear her because
she comes from the moonlight
this is the girl that was alone

when my reason in life leaves me
alone in a dark cold world
a world where anybody cannot see me
only you my beautiful vampire
we're hiding from anyone else
and I like it cause you're with me
cause you're every thing to me

we were running and playing here and there in
the old town in the dark under the moonlight
making everyone scared from your evil laughs
now it's too dark to see cause you're not here with me
why you play games with this old heart
with every bite I look to the moon .... and I scream where is he ?!
why are you keeping me alone ?
why are you making me suffering?
this time I live alone without you
like years ... long cold years
how can I live years without you ??
sometimes I wanna show myself to the sun.. to end my suffering
I'm now living in the darkest era in my life
my suffering when I remember you
my suffering when I think you will not come back
( my love I'm dying )
every full moon night I'm standing alone in my castle tower
screaming ... screaming your name …. from the pain
sad screams are making my cemetery crows fly away
watching the candles how he get to the end ..
but we are immortals my love ?!?
how can I live like this ... without you
and the monster inside me wanna come out
cause the one who was keeping him satisfied now is gone ...
my love I'm hiding only in the daylight
now I'm hiding alone even in the dark nights
my love do you feel like I do now ?
do you miss me ?
I wanna know cause if you don't .... I will show this skin
a skin of a monster to the sun to end my suffering.

A place I often think about
In the stillness of the night
While stars seemingly twinkle
While the sun shines brilliantly
Birds dance in the sky
Singing melodic speak to one another
A place that has its history
Scorched and chipped into
On walls of stone
If one cares to look
They will find little mysteries
Of life, and love and mortality
Interesting to think about
Such a place as this
Tucked neatly away
From frequent perusal
A secret place only a few know
And even then they do not speak
Little stories told upon the ancient rock
A name is there, and what a name it is
Amongst all the stories and figurines
It is death himself personified
Immortalised in stone

The rain slowly caresses the enmity tears that flow from my darkened eyes.
The hate of pain, the hate of you seeing me wounded will not wash away.
Each drop, each tear takes with it a piece of me and washes down the gutter.
Dissolving my sensitive skin
and evaporating into the ground.
The pieces that have drowned away from me, can never hold in place again
The me I was before you stole into my heart.
Like an unseen shadow, it touches you, chills your heart and is gone.
You have destroyed the me I was
and left nothing in it's place.
Nothing but pain, pain that can not be forgotten nor healed.
What now are your intentions?

Dreams holding us
Nightmares scream our names
Falling down here to reality
Where we go insane

Polluting the population
With the lies and the games
Teaching the congregation
That it's meant to be this way

Preaching to the heavens
And the cowards all the same
Yelling out the answers
At the end of our short days

Truth to the perverted meanings
Then the bastards get their way
Keep all your pity
From the violated prey

Dreams holding us
Nightmares scream our names
Falling down here to reality
Where we go insane

can a shadow move
across the sky
while the sun is bright
and rising high?
I dare not contemplate
the dark of the light
the love in my hate
the fear that I fight
if I come to aknowledge
all that is bad
must I forget all that's good
the innocence I had?
both dark and light
can corrupt my soul
but it's what I belive in
that can never be stolen

A Broken Mirror
A Distorted Face
A Shattered Heart
A Clear Distaste

A Fallen Tear
A Reddened Eye
A Downturned Mouth
A Year Gone By

A Loaded Gun
A Finished Fear
A Bloodied Wall
A Broken Mirror

Where to go.
where to turn
all around i see, nothing.
Nothing.

I never see anything.
All i wanna see is
you
You with your arms out
Out calling my name.

calling out to me
save me.
for i am scared
scared of me
scared of myself.
I'm in fear that i will
i will hurt
hurt myself.

I'll hurt you..
Save me.
same me from..
save me from myself.