The Ink Room

Do you want truth?
Do you want pain?
Do you want guilt?
Is this what you want, fame?

Well let me tell you something
Sympathy won't get you anywhere
People have dealt through great losses
And you mock them

We're like dolls attached to string
Dancing up, moving down
You may be the puppeteer
But the show is ours

You won't be in control for very long
We who have dealt through pain, will get our gain
We will get revenge
We will rebel

Do you really want pain?
Do you really want loss?
Maybe we can arrange that
You and me, four o' clock?

There are people with deformations
There are people who starve
And you, in silk dresses, and nice and warm scarves

Don't pretend you know us
Don't pretend you care
Because we all know, on the inside
You're cold, wretched
Not in misery, or despair

Do you think you could've tricked us?
Do you think we were so foolish?
Well you don't need to go that far
Slit wrists, are you a lunatic?

Posers and attention seekers
I guess they're all the same
But in the end, no one knew
That it was all, just a game

Life is like an hourglass,
you have less time than you think,
The devil holds your hourglass,
he decides your fate.

Time is ticking,
sand drains quicker than most,
for you are just a half full hourglass,
life fading every second.

Your never ending fear,
of reaching the end,
sitting and waiting for death,
only the hourglass can tell.

Minutes seem like seconds,
nothing can be done,
for you do not decide,
when your life has run.

I will release you
and I pray that you run
Take your heart and put it away
Cause I will break it if you stay

I am weak in you
Your presence surrounds me
And all I want to do is keep it
All I want to do is need it

Please don't do this
Don't build your house around me
On the ground of my heart
Because a broken house you will have from the start

My eyes hold dreams of you
Dreams I want
Oh go, please before I can't stop
God take my tears, cause that's all I've got

I release you
You owe me nothing
Take your heart and run
Take my heart and run

I'm going insane!
Locked in my rubber room.
Bouncing off the walls,
the walls of doom.

Body being destroyed,
it was never made right.
I know i'll probably go soon,
NOT WITHOUT A FUCKING FIGHT!

I won't let it control me,
I haven't yet.
I can't let it take me,
I haven't yet.

PILLS PILLS PILLS!
Gotta take 'em to be safe.
FIX ME! I BEG YOU!,
I hate living like this!

You don't understand,
you just work on it.
DOCTOR DOCTOR!
Have you ever had it?

You're so innocent,
just doing your job.
Telling me i'm fine,
while I feel trapped in time.

GET IT OUT!
TAKE IT AWAY!
STOP THIS SHIT!
I CAN'T LIVE LIKE THIS!

Bouncing insane,
off these walls.
Fix me now,
please,
before I fall.

How do you say goodbye and hello in the same breath
How do you know what is true and what is a lie
How do you hold on, when you know there's nothing left
How do all the tears that fall feel so dry

Is there ever really an answer you'll accept
Or is this life just a tragic game of chance
And if you roll the dice can you live with what you get
How can you rise above when the world leads the dance

And I’ve been away from myself for so long
The mirror shows a strangers life to me
I may be tough but I know I'm not that strong
When I realize this is all I'll ever be

I long for a forgotten dream that my soul still misses
Forever is so overrated and today is just a waste
Tomorrow is filled with all those false promises
And the grave is in the lips I taste

Now or never or is that a lie too
Will all these years just fade away
Will I ever know exactly what to do
And have all the words I want to say

Tragically forgotten in the mix is my promise to me
And the truth that I swore I would never again hide
Is there ever simplicity in anything we can see
Or are we just that broken and lost inside....

Just like a porcelain doll
White and tall
Made of glass
But perfect at that

Strong until
She falls from the top shelf
Her strong, put together glass
Finally shattered at last

Everyone though she was fine
Until she broke inside
Her rosey cheeks have faded
A broken heart now hated
A girl so perfect
Now so broken
The thing to blame
A dark and dangerous game
With a silver blade
And a little cocaine

I am evil.
I am the devil.
But you can call me Satan,
While wishing you were in heaven.

Cry, Bastard ,
As I burn your flesh.
Scream, Bastard ,
So I can enjoy your death.

You like that?
You like my torture?
GREAT!
This is all that is in your future.

Watch me enjoy you.
Your blood is my ecstasy...
I can see in your eyes
You want a piece of me.

Lets go!
I'll unlock your chains.
I'll even pull you out,
Away from the flames.

Come on.
Bring it on.
Fight me.
Bring it on.

Oops!
I tore off your arm.
Oh, that didn't hurt.
That did me no harm.

Ha Ha!
You thought you could take me.
He He!
Oh, now you see.

I AM HELL!
I AM the One.
You'll never defeat me.
Because of what you have done.