I uvijek nosi svoje lice
{that's how you make me feel}
Tek pokoji obećavajući pogled nebesko plavih očiju
volim tu sliku
Tek pokoje mutno sjećanje na pokoji poljubac u obraz i zagrljaj
trenutak duži od prijateljskog
Tek pokoji nervozni smješak pod jarkim svjetlima šetnice
osjećam to
Tek pokoji meki poljubac u ovoj prozirnoj noći
svaki kao da je prvi
Tek pokoji ovjekovječeni trenutak spojenih usana praćen nesigurnim pogledima
tako si mi blizu
Slobodni smo
Take my hand and lead me to the promised lands of our grey city…you’re not going home anyway. Keep my smile on. Save the hug for just a few more moments…don’t let go. Show me the unseen moments and the lights that burn when all other fade. Show that life of yours that I don’t understand. Show me your dark side. Open your so called good and innocent soul. We’re too young to waste words and hours on meaningless conversations surrounded by cheap pleasures. I know you can do better. Show me the night.
Jer im se malo dubljim pogledom kroz oči vidi duša.
I ne daj da se sutra ne vidimo
Ti si premlada
A ja sam prestar za čekanje
Miris u zraku mekan je
Otkada tvoje sreo sam oći
San ove noći
Počinje
Apokalipso sviraju
Crni i znojni anđeli
S cvjetom u kosi
Ritam te nosi
Dobit ću sve što zaželim
Sad uzmi mi ruku i vodi me
Pred nama nisu godine
Al mogu biti najdulji sati
Rado te pratim
Vodi me
Anđeli nek se odmore
A u nebeske ponore
Mi ćemo skupa
Padati znati
Otvori širom prozore
Ti si ta koju sanjam
Ja sam taj kojeg oduvijek znaš
Više nemamo želja
Jer sad plovimo do beskraja
by : BEBACH {no time to dream} 30.08.2008. u 11:19 | 12 Komentara | Print | # | ^
No more rising
Ponovno…gubim tvoj glas. Sjedeći pored tebe, glazba u mojim ušima postaje sve glasnija, a pokreti tvojih usana prazni. Gubim te…kako najviše boli. Gubim te svakim danom, sa svakim zagrljajem…sa svakim pogledom koji moram isponova proživljavati. Sa svakom suzom koju ne mogu zaustaviti. Gubim tvoju ljubav…iako se trudimo i ja i ti da ostane. Gubim te sasvim tiho…sa svakom tabletom i sa svakom “prvom injekcijom”. Da mogu, vezala bih te da se ne otrgneš…no sasvim tiho…kliziš mi iz prstiju. Jesam li zadnja koja te drži? Ne mogu ići dovoljno duboko da te ovaj put izvučem. Svaki udah nevinog mirisa tvoje kose kao da je zadnji. Svaki put kad te vidim opraštam se s tobom…samo čekajući koji će put stvarno biti zadnji. Samo mirno čekam na stolici pored tebe da riječi potpuno izblijede…a usne se prestanu micati.
They’re just smoke
Come and go as the hours go by
But sister, you and me…we are forever
It’s pure fear
When you don’t know what to expect from tomorrow
When there’s no choice
But to stand there and watch
Cause I don’t want to leave you
But I don’t know am I strong enough for this
It’s pure fear
When you know you’re losing
But you can’t give up
It’s worse then death
To question your every word
The fear of finding something new
I don’t wanna listen
But I can’t live in a lie
Remember when we used to look how sun sets far away?
And how you said: "This is never over"
I believed your every word and I guess you did too
But now you're saying : "Hey, let's think this over"
You take my hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling you don't have the words
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back 'cause I am crying...
I remember little things you hardly ever do
Tell me why
I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me
You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes and hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?
Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over, oo-ooh...
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be... heaven
I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don´t even dare to say you hi, still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feelings still alive, still alive
I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand
Tallulah, It´s easier to live alone than fear the time it´s over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me ,oh, Tallulah,
This could be...
Tallulah, It´s easier to live alone than fear the time it´s over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me ,oh, Tallulah,
This could be...
.
by : bebach {I never seem to understand} 25.08.2008. u 14:35 | 3 Komentara | Print | # | ^
descipi non censetur, qui scit se descipi
Izabrana
A opet sama
Hodam cestom
Pogleda uperenog u pod
Kao da hodam prema ponoru
Svakim korakom srce brže kuca
Znam da je tamo
Ne usudim se pogledati
No osjećam to
Svaki udah je sve plići
Zraka je manje
Odjednom vidim tenisice pred sobom
Reebok
Potpuno crne
Znam da je to to
Dižem pogled
Otvaram usta
Duboki udah
On stavlja ruke sa strane mojih ramena
Lagano klize do laktova
Poljubac
Ne mogu
Samo čekam završni udarac
Vlastite podsvjesti
Ako bi trebala biti sretna
Zašto se osjećam poraženo?
Želim kleknuti I plakati
No znam da će me samo još jače zagrliti
U tišini čekam odluku sudbine
Stavljam mu glavu na prsa
Gledam sa strane
No privlači mi pogled
Glatkim pokretom ruke preko mog vrata do kose
On me samo želi grliti
Gleda me dubokim smeđim očima
Iščekuje odgovor
Konačnu presudu
Nisam spremna
Iščekuje nalet vjetra
Koji će me privući njegovim usnama
No duša sad ne smije biti slobodna
Nema bijelog konja da nas odnese
Iz neodoljivog svijeta I propuštenih užitaka
On je slab
On je sanjar
A ja ga previše volim
Vlastito stvaranje me uništava
Nekoć plod mašte
Tiha patnja najskrivenijih užitaka
Životinjska privlačnost
Sada me naglas uništava
Pazi što poželiš – možda se ostvari
Sweet little words made for silence not talk
Young heart for love not heartache
Dark hair for catching the wind
Not to veil the sight of a cold world
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
First day of love never comes back
A passionate hour's never a wasted one
The violin, the poet's hand
Every thawing heart plays your theme with care
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while bosom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn
by : bebach {final excuse}
budi u meni toliko više
Drhtim.
Gorim.
No slomljena, slaba duša još uvijek plače.
Samo on čuje tihe vapaje.
No bojim se reći naglas.
Jer pretvorit će moje riječi u strast.
Sve se na trenutak smiruje.
Makar potaknuto samo dodirom ruke.
Sve odiše posebnom mirnoćom.
Zar da plačem?
Ako se okrenem sad zauvijek ću žaliti.
Ako ostanem propast ću sa svojom ljubavi.
Neprimjetno gledam prema nebu.
Molim da ga netko odnese iz mog života dok još nije kasno.
Ne mogu viknuti.
Znala sam što slijedi.
Ali ako me poljubi uzvratit ću.
Nitko se ne obazire.
Ili gubim razum.
Znam da može otjerati svaku sumnju.
Bar na jedan jedini potrebni trenutak.
Ne želi da budem sama.
Želi biti uz mene.
Ali ja svejedno volim više.
A on ne voli dovoljno.
Pokušavam mu objasniti pogledom.
No oduzima I to.
Konačnim poljupcem.
Nikad više nisam gledala isto.
Otpočetka.
Odjednom je sve oko nas stalo.
Našla sam se u davno poznatoj prostoriji.
Sve što osjetim je njegova ruka na mom licu.
I iznenadni sudar dvaju tijela.
Osjećam se bez svijesti.
No nešto me vodi.
Budi surove instinkte.
Nevjerojatnu fizičku privlačnost.
Ne mogu reći da žalim.
No ne vjerujem što sam u stanju učiniti.
I on to zna.
No ne želi.
Sad sve miriše kao njegova prokleta ljubav.
Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison
I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison, yeah
I don't want to break these chains
Poison, oh no
Runnin' deep inside my veins,
Burnin' deep inside my veins
It's poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Poison
by : BEBACH {gone with the sin}
All I know
Violently put together. For the best needs of our team. Turned to be just the thing they needed. But gave us problems of our own. We became best friends. And then we realized...that that's not the end. He said that he didn't want to ruin what we had. He ruined it anyway. We stopped talking. No one ever knew.
For days and days I cried. I don't even know why. Then somebody else came into my life. And just as easily slipped right out of it. I couldn't stop thinking. What would be if it would be?
I can't remember the moment when I stopped loving him. Maybe I loved him through all these years?
Friends said that he didn't want me anymore because he realized I'm already his. I was no longer a challenge. I don't think it's true. I just think he loved me that much he couldn't opet his heart for me. Because he would end up hurted.
Today we met again. After a year. Like the good old times. Playing...fooling around...
I felt it once again. That warm feeling of his eyes on me. He said he doesn't want a relationship right now. But he still likes me. Soon after that i found out he still has a girlfriend.
He put me through the saddest time of my life once before...and I won't let him do that again.
Fuck you
I won't be your affair anymore
«Rekla mu je danas. Nakon šest mjeseci. Da sam ga voljela više od godinu dana. Da sam ga toliko voljela da sam se bojala prići mu. Da sam patila.
Rekao joj je danas. Nakon više od godinu dana. Da me volio više od šest mjeseci. Da mi nikad nije prišao jer je mislio da me nije dostojan. Da je patio.
Kad smo zamalo postali najbolji prijatelji, udaljili smo se. Nisam sigurna je li bilo namjerno.
Vidjela sam danas. Njegovu sliku. S drugom djevojkom. Nazvala me. Odmah kad je čula. Pitala me kako se osjećam. Ja sam se smijala.
Zašto je to toliko neshvatljivo?
Sviđa mi se. Kao prijatelj. I želim mu opet biti prijateljica. Jer smo imali nešto posebno. Očito ništa više od prijateljstva. Ali potencijalno divno prijateljstvo.
Rekla sam mu danas. Da ga odavno više ne volim. Da je bilo teško. Ali da ga više ne volim.
Pitao me je li mi jasno da više neće biti kao prije?
Rekla sam da ne mogu to prihvatiti.
Otišao je.
Poslije mi je ona rekla da je rekao da nije siguran može li mi biti samo prijatelj.
Da nije siguran voli li me još.»
Talk to me softly
There's something in your eyes
Don't hang your head in sorrow
And please don't cry
I know how you feel inside I've
I've been there before
Somethin's changin' inside you baby
And don't you know
Don't you cry tonight
I still love you
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
Give me a whisper
And give me a sigh
Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye
Don't you take it so hard now
And please don't take it so bad
I'll still be thinking of you
And the times we had ... baby
And don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tomight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight
And please remember that I never lied
And please remember
How I felt inside now honey
You gotta make it your own way
But you'll be alright now sugar
You'll feel better tomorrow
Come the morning light now baby
And don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight
by : BEBACH {once again}
this is my way of saying goodbye
Jednostavno ne mogu vjerovati da više nikad s tobom neću rješavati zadatke iz matematike. Da više nikad neću slušati tvoja podpikivanja s profesoricom iz biologije te se smijati na ovaj uzvik “Ma, Plazanić!”. Da nam više nećeš razbiti monotonu svakodnevnicu I brigu oko škole ciničnom šalom o ocjenama. Da više nikad neću sjediti s tobom ispred dvorane za tjelesni I pričati o budućnosti, tenisu…Da, istina je, Keti. Najteže će biti kad počne škola. Često će nam pogledi nakon zvona pobjeći na stubište…kad shvatimo da više nikad nećeš zakasniti na prvi sat. Često ćemo očekivati onaj “niski udarac” profesoru iz tjelesnog…kad shvatimo da je tvoje mjesto u vrsti prazno. Tako si ostavio I prazninu u našim srcima. Pitam se koliko će to utjecati na druge. Hoće li nam se pomno izgrađena utvrda zajedništva I sloge srušiti nakon što je jedna cigla nasilno izvađena? Ipak mislim da će nas to još više zbližiti.
Tvoje mjesto će uvijek biti tu.
Nikad nećemo u potpunosti prijeći preko toga I često će nam se pogledi naći na podu nakon nečije šale s pitanjima “Što bi Plazo rekao na ovo? Bi li se smijao? Kako bi bilo da je još tu?”
Više me nikad nećeš nazvati šišmišem ili mi spustiti koju na račun glazbe. Više se nikad nećemo došaptavati pod testom iz informatike te poslije zajedno s podsmjehom slušati jezikovu juhu. Više nikad neću vidjeti tvoj smješak kad ti kažem da ne zaboraviš sutra donijeti 10 kn.
Uvijek si imao nešto posebno. Dušu. Osobnost. Uvijek si rekao nešto sasvim neočekivano I privlačio poglede kad si ušao u prostoriju. Zato su te svi voljeli, iako to nisu svi htjeli priznati. Zato toliko ljudi sada tuguje za tobom. Zajebantom kojeg svijet neće zaboraviti. I nisam mislila da ću tek nakon tvoje smrti vidjeti koliko…koliko ćeš mi zapravo nedostajati.
Tvoje mjesto će uvijek biti tu.
Rest in piece…my friend
(Bog ga je poslao u naše živote da ih ispuni svojom dobrotom. Ali poslao ga je s granicama. I kad je njegovo vrijeme prošlo, uzeo ga je k sebi. I kad gledam ovu prekrasnu sliku, tješi me pomisao da s tim osmjehom sad uveseljava nekog drugog.)
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
by : BEBACH {never again the same} 08.08.2008. u 22:57 | 5 Komentara | Print | # | ^
if I smile and don't believe, soon I know I'll wake from this dream
They said you're in a coma
Fighting for your life
They gave you no chance to live
But we still stood by your side
You fought as long as you could
But I guess it was just your time to go
I just wanted you to know that we still love you
Our lives will never be the same
Every time we enter the classroom
We'll hope you'll be there
But I know you never will
You took a piece of us along
And we'll miss you forever
rest in piece...my friend
SLAVONSKI BROD – U kliničkom bolničkom centru "Dubrava" u srijedu je u jutarnjim satima od posljedica ozljeda zadobivenih u prometnoj nesreći preminuo Karlo Plazanić (15), jedan od najnadarenijih tenisača ne samo u Slavonskom Brodu nego i u Hrvatskoj.
Nesreća se dogodila u ponedjeljak u 13.55 sati. Karlo je, kako doznajemo sa svojim prijateljem Nikolom Ćubel (16) (policija nije navela ni incijale, nap.a.) krenuo u vožnju mopedom. U ulici Košarevac vozeći prema brdu iz suprotnog smjera naišao je kamion marke "MAN" kojim je upravljao 61-godišnjak. Prilikom mimoilaženja s teretnim vozilom Karlo je uslijed neprilagođene brzine izgubio nadzor nad Vespom, te je prednjim lijevim dijelom motocikla udario u stražnji lijevi dio teretnog vozila. Od posljedica udara Karlo i Nikola, koji su imali zaštitne kacige, pali su u odvodni kanal. Dok je Nikola Ćubel, inače nogometaš u NK u Perkovcima, zadržan na liječenju u brodskoj Općoj bolnici Karlo Plazanić s teškim je i po život opasnim ozljedama prebačen u zagrebačku Dubravu gdje je nažalost jutros u 9.10 podlegao.
U Teniskom klubu Brod, gdje je Karlo trenirao od svoje 6 godine vladaju šok i nevjerica. – Bio je to krasan dečko, jedan od najtalentiranijih tenisača koji je osvojio 50-ak turnira a u svojoj je kategoriji bio prvi na hrvatskoj teniskoj ljestvici. Prošle je godine, nakon završene osnovne škole, otišao u Zagreb u Sportsku Gimnaziju i prešao je u zagrebački TK "Mladost" – u šoku nam je rekao Kruno Buljan, tajnik TK Brod.
Pokop mladog slavonskobrodskog tenisača Karla Plazanića bit će sutra (petak) u 12.30 sati.
And I often sigh
I often wonder why
I'm still here and I still cry
And I often cry
I often spill a tear
Over those not here
But still they are so near
Please ease my burden
And I still remember
A memory and I weep
In my broken sleep
The scars they cut so deep
Please ease my burden
Please ease my pain
Surely without war there would be no loss
Hence no mourning, no grief, no pain, no misery
No sleepless nights missing the dead... Oh, no more
No more war
by : bebach {just a friend}
