...diSapPOiNTe:D...
IzGUBljEnA...
ZBUnjeNa...
pOvRiJeĐENa...
IzGUbLjEna...
...Ne znam što bih sama sa sobom...
U samo jednom trenutku nestalo je sve što sam nekoć smatrala "idilom"; kao da je sve poprimilo nekakav drukčiji redoslijed i više se nikad neće vrati na staro... Ponajprije, ne mogu vjerovati da toliko dugo vremena nisam uviđala laž* oko sebe... To je upravo ono što me najviše pogodilo...
...i konstantno vraćam jedno te isti film u glavi i "vrtim" stare slike... Možda upravo zato jer mislim da ću konačno nešto i razumjeti, da ću shvatiti... Odjednom puno pitanja -pitanja na koja nemam odgovore i mislim da ih ipak nikad neću ni imat...
>"When the truth is found to be lies
and all the joy within you dies..."
Zašto skrivati istinu i ne reći ju odmah, na vrijeme? -zar nije tako bolje? (-vjerovatno se neki i neće složiti sa mnom...). Jer, prije ili kasnije sve se dozna, a najgore je kad upravo ono što niste željeli čuti i za što ste mislili da je nečija neslana šala ipak poslije i bude potvrđeno, tj. istinito?
A sada, kome sad da vjerujem...?! Da se držim za tračak* nade i vjerujem u to da će sve bit bolje; da će sve proć nakon nekog vremena; da ću zaboravit??? Ne, uopće se ne želim zavaravati zato jer i sama znam da ću samim tim potiskivanjem i upornim pokušajem zaborava samo sakupljat još više ljutnje i bjesa u samoj sebi... Al opet, ne mogu stvari ostaviti neriješenima/nedorečenima jer, kao da mi nešto brani to uraditi... 
-Or nOt.....???
...jedva čekam da ovaj tjedan završi, da si lijepo sve posložim u glavi i krenem dalje.
...jedva čekam da stvari već jednom krenu na bolje.
...jedva čekam da sve ovo već jednom završi.
...eNd.
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live for the moments you cant talk
about
because you end up LAUGHING too
hard©Always smile through the drama
It might be cold and stormy now,
But it won't rain forever.
one boy
one girl
two hearts 
Their world 
...WHEN U
TOUCHED MY HAND
FOR THE FiRST TiME,
i WANTED NOTHiNG MORE THAN TO HOLD iT
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Lies. Lies.
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In everybody’s eyes...
& tries to hide her past
because everything she's ever had
LEFT her WAY too FAST¤
¤the best things in life cannot be seen
thats why we close our eyes when we
cry .
kiss . & dream¤
¤ people are always saying to
smile like smiling is
going to make all the
pain go away. well i've tried
that. i've tried covering up
my pain with fakeness.
i've learned when it hurts
this much on the inside,
your heart always has
a way of showing it no matter¤
PREPREPREPRE dOrRa... °pJeSma(riječi govore same..):...°......
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down, but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
But it's nothing new - yeah yeah
I loved you with the fire red-
Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like the angel in heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late whoa....
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah-
I'm holding on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...
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