Ainulindale

As I may have mentioned before, humans have this habit of never being satisfied. Therefore, we are always looking for something new. We cannot stay too long in one place. This characteristic also applies to our love life. We venture through life seeking for "the one", a perfect partner that suits us the most. This search has blinded us from the truth. There is no perfect partner. It's so obvious. No love lasts forever. And why? Because of the fact mentioned before. We just cannot have only one. He or she may as well be perfect, it's all the same. Dump 'em when you get bored and continue your futile "search". I am searching for a perfect partner too, but unlike the rest of you, I know I will never find it. Not because I can't satisfy myself with only one person, but because I'd bet my life on the possibility that she can't. So I started thinking, how do I get it to last forever. What lasts forever. Nothing, except one single part of our life that never ends - death. This is why only a dead love can last forever. It's actually best to end it at it's peak. When it's blooming. So the only way to be sure that someone will love you forever is for that person to die after he or she expresses love to you. Isn't it interesting. I really hope my next girlfriend will die when her heart gets so filled up with love towards me. Yeah, I've said it. I hope she'll die. After that I can also die of sorrow but in peace knowing that I've finally found what I was looking for all of these years.