Ainulindale

Men are pigs
A man is perfect
Women are whores
A woman is priceless
People are stupid
An individual is smart
Eternity is irrelevant
A moment is precious
Life is meaningless
An act is crucial...

Have you ever wondered
What it’s like to die
To leave this world for good
To dwell behind the sky

Have you ever played with life
Like it’s made of clay
Could you take up a knife
And end it here today

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Do you dare
(If you were to die)
To play
(Would you be sad)
A game
(Or would you be glad)
Of death

Have you ever wondered
How it feels like to fly
Through the valley of heaven
Oh, it makes me wanna cry
(For I am still not dead)

Do you dare to have some fun
Come with me and pray
Let’s take up a gun
And end it here today

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I feel this world is not for me
While I’m here I cannot be free
I think death should come to me
Maybe then you all would see

I pity you and all you feel
You say you love and do it right
Before my love you all will kneel
And witness what is in your sight

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Divine and supreme
Is this love I’ve felt for you
Even in your greatest dream
You never knew this could be true

Oh, this world is not for me
I was blind I could not see
That you could never feel for me
I hope death will set me free

I pity you and all you feel
You say you hate and do it right
Before my hate you all will kneel
And witness what is in your sight

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Fierce and harsh
Is this hate I’ve felt for you
Even in your wildest dream
You never knew this could be true

The world is beautiful
Or so they say
This world is special
Or so they pray

But I know better…

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The world is cruel
And they are too
And all that’s beautiful
Is within you

They say he’s good
This god of theirs
They never could
See what’s true

But I know better…

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There is no god
And that is true
And all that’s real
Is within you

My love
I praise your beauty
For you are real
To you I pray
For you can feel

You are here
With you I’ll share
I do not fear
What isn’t there

And now they know…

There is no god
And that is true
And all that’s real
Is within her

The world is cruel
And they are too
And all that’s beautiful
Is within her

How deep have I fallen
And how many times
Has my heart been stolen
In this world of yours

How many tears I’ve spilt
For your so called love
Which you raise above the filth
In this world of yours

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Come inside with me
Welcome to my world
See it with my eyes
See it like I see it
See the way it really is

How blind have you become
Not to see your flaws
I opened my heart to you
You ripped it with your claws

How far beyond redemption
Are you and those like you
Won’t you try and understand
See the world the way I do

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Come inside with me
Welcome to my world
See its tender beauty
See what you have done
See in what I always flee

This perfect realm inside of me
Is where I cry for your world
Come inside and what you’ll see
Is the way it could never be

Too far beyond redemption
Are you and those like you
And you will never understand
You’ll never see the way I do

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Why do you strive
To please them all
Must they notice you
So you could feel alive

Life is just a game
Which we decide to play
You play it by their rules
Just to avoid the shame

Isn't it better
For them to hate you
For what you really are
Than for the to love you
For what you know you're not

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For I have seen the truth
And I know who you really are
So who are you trying to fool
When they are all so far

I refuse to play along
This foolish game of yours
Just stop this sick pretending
Or you'll surely remorse

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Dying is the easy way out
Out of this torment that we call life
And as long as we keep trying
To stand our ground and be alive
The more it becomes unbearable
For us to keep this pain inside

But with you it's so easy
To keep up with this speeding world of ours
With you it's so much easier
To deny the fact that we are dying
You are my only reason
Why I bear this burden of mine

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If you should leave
All my hopes would fade away
So I pray to an unknown God
Please, oh please just let her stay

Pushing through my only way
I walk a path towards my petty goal
It comforts me to know you're here
Right by my side, that's why I try
To make a path for you as well
So that I would never see you cry

My love for you will never die
For you're the reason I'm alive
Darling, you know that you're the cause
Why I live to see another day
And though my loyalty belongs to no God
I pray and pray for you to stay...

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If you should die
I would loose my only lead
So I pray to an unknown God
Please, oh please just let her breathe

You stand beside me
But you are not here
You are far behind the sky
Behind the stars is where you are

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I want you to cry
I want you to share your sorrow
I want you to die
For us there is no tomorrow

You are beside me
Can you hear my plea?
Feel this need of mine
Darling will you cry for me?

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I want you to cry
I want you to pour it all out
I want you to die
The end is here without a doubt

Before my life starts to drain
Before pain goes for the kill
From my lips words will come
I still love you and I always will

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Oh, no
I'm back
Back at the same old road
Back at the beginning

I stand before that door again
Reluctant to walk in
I don’t want to hurt again
I don’t want to go through it all

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So I stay
Wondering if I’ll ever make it through
Hoping there’s a way
To make it last forever
So I pray
Waiting for someone to respond
Hoping there’s a way
To make you mine forever

Oh, no
I’m stuck
My life put to a stop again
Won’t you open that door for me?

I kneel before your holy feet
Can you hear my cry?
I don’t want to hurt again
I don’t want to go through it all

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Free me
Put me down
Tell me you’ll be mine
Tell me I’ll be fine

Kiss me
Put me up
Among the stars
Inside your eyes

So I won’t stay
Wondering if I’ll ever make it through
Hoping there’s a way
To make it last forever
So I won’t pray
Waiting for someone to respond
Hoping there’s a way
To make you mine forever

If I kneel before you
Will that make you try
Will it make you fly
And will it make you mine
If I die for you
Will it make you cry
Will it make you frown
And will put you down

Please tell me you can see
All the things I do for you
Darling don’t you recognize
This endless love I have for you
It brings these tears I cry for you

Why don't you like me?
Am I so beyond your love?
Tell me what do your eyes see?
Am I getting close?
Will I ever be like you
The purest person in the world

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You show me
Show me how to do it
Teach me to purify myself
Then you leave me
Leave me again like the rest of them
Let the pain do its thing

Why do you hate me?
Can’t you see that I’m trying?
What do these tears mean?
Is it not enough?
I’ll never be like you
The cruelest person in the world

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You kill me
Kill me with your cruelest words
Let me dwell among the dead
But you feel me
Feel me deep inside your chest
Don’t you dare forget me