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btw Siboney je naziv pesme iz soundtracka od 2046. Izvodi je Connie Francis.

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Ne pitajte šta možete učiniti za svoju zemlju, pitajte šta ima za ručak.
Orson Vels

Beware of the man who works hard to learn something, learns it, and finds himself no wiser than before. He is full of murderous resentment of people who are ignorant without having come by their ignorance the hard way.
from The Books of Bokonon, Cat's Cradle

I stumbled out of bed
I got ready for the struggle
I smoked a cigarette
And I tightened up my gut
I said this can't be me
Must be my double
And I can't forget, I can't forget
I can't forget but I don't remember what

I'm burning up the road
I'm heading down to Phoenix
I got this old address
Of someone that I knew
It was high and fine and free
Ah, you should have seen us
And I can't forget, I can't forget
I can't forget but I don't remember who

I'll be there today
With a big bouquet of cactus
I got this rig that runs on memories
And I promise, cross my heart,
They'll never catch us
But if they do, just tell them it was me

Yeah I loved you all my life
And that's how I want to end it
The summer's almost gone
The winter's tuning up
Yeah, the summer's gone
But a lot goes on forever
And I can't forget, I can't forget
I can't forget but I don't remember what

Pixies - I Can't Forget
(Leonard Cohen cover)

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Davno je to bilo. Sada je Nađenjka već udata; udali su je, ili je sama pošla - svejedno, za sekretara plemićkog masalnog fonda i sad već ima troje dece. Ono, kako smo ja i ona nekad išli na sankanje i kako je vetar donosio do nje reči "ja vas volim, Nađenjka" nije zaboravljeno; za nju je to sad najsrećnija, najnežnija i najlepša uspomena u životu.
A meni sad, kad sam postao stariji, nije više jasno zašto sam izgovarao one reči, zašto sam se šalio...

Anton Pavlovič Čehov - Šala

03.01.2006., utorak

(Skraćeni sadržaj onoga što sam dumao dok sam u garaži šmirglao fosne)

Ovo je najtužnija noć, jer odlazim i neću se vratiti.

Pročitao sam Intimnost Hanifa Kurejšija (hvala za preporuku!). Od prve rečenice sam znao da će mi se svideti. Ne samo zbog radnje, ne samo zbog likova u kojima sam puno toga (pre)poznao, već zbog sličnih razmišljanja koja su me zaokupljivala proteklih meseci.

Moram je ponovo pročitati i prostudirati.

Napisana je u prvom licu. Nema nikakve distance od glavnog lika, nema naznake da pisac zna i razume išta više osim onog viđenog kroz oči glavnog lika. Pitao sam se - kako je uspeo tako dobro da izmisli priču i stvori likove. Otkud mu taj talenat? Ja bih, teoretski, mogao da pišem samo iz svog iskustva i nikako drugačije.

I posle svog tog mozganja, pred današnji odlazak u garažu na Wikipediji nađem:

The book Intimacy (1998) created some controversy. The story includes a man leaving his wife and 2 young sons, for he feels physically and emotionally rejected by his wife. The controversy was not the novel itself, but the fact that the author himself, had just recently left his wife and 2 young sons.

HA! Jebote, jadna žena, kako li joj je bilo kad se posle svega pojavila još i knjiga! Morbidno.

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