God Damned Angel Whore

20.10.2005., četvrtak

Hatebreed

e,nebi ja napisala ovaj post danas da se nekaj ''zanimljivo'' nije dogodilo,a to naravno zelim podjeliti s vama.. nije obavezno citat ovaj dio. ...
prvo,zadnja tri sata imali smo nekakva testiranja jer je nasa skola u nekakvom programu,pa tak. i sad,to nije bilo za ocjenu,samo da se usporede neki rezultati sa skolama koje nisu u tom programu. i tako,dode nama u razred neka plavusa,usminkana,i sad decki su poceli pricat neke perverzije... uuu covjece fakat me sram vise s kim idem u razred!
onda zena podjeli neke papire,i mi okrenemo prvu stranicu..i ova se tak izderala ko da ona ''nije dala znak da otvaramo listove'',ko dal smo mi normalni i u tom stilu... (?!!) i ok,onda nam je pol sata objasnjavala cemu ovi testovi (ko da nismo znali) i da niko nece znat iz nase okoline sta smo mi tu pisali,moramo bit iskreni i tak.. onda je meni doslo da budem ful iskrena s tom babom!! al sam se suzdrazla,ipak neda mi se dobit neopravdani sat :D
prode 10min,ova uzme stopericu sad neke ful lagane zadatke smo morali rjesavat,uopce nije imalo veze s gradivom iz skole ... nesto tipa ''mornar je gledao devet brodova,na drvetu su cetiri jabuke..'' pazi,onda okrenes jos jedan list i tam pise odgovor: i onda ti napises brojkom koliko je bilo brodova i jabuka... mislim,imam osjecaj da sam u razredu za retardirane !
i tam ti cjeli bunt listova i to okreces i odgovaras.. i to zena ti da znak da okrenes sljedeci list... ma bolest. i sad,nasred papira pise ''sada sacekaj malo'' ... ma boze mili,kolko su oni papira potrosili..
posle smo dobili nesto u vezi skole,kako se osjecamo sto smo naucili i tak.. ma dobro,bilo je lagano i tretiraju nas ko zadnje budale.. pogotovo zato sto je ovo bio eksperiment.. a to bi ko trebalo bit dobro za nas..daj molim te,imam osjecaj da smo pokusni kunici !

incident,ful zanimljivo
hmm...vracam se ja doma sa susjedom(ide samnom u skolu),tj. mala ide u peti razred. mene je uvjek cudilo jer cura psuje na sve strane i pljuje po drugima. i taman izadem iz skole,ova pita ko dal idem doma,velim ja,idem.. i sad ona zamnom.. inace nejdemo nikad zajedno doma jer se ne druzim s njom,al znamo se,zato me zacudilo zakaj me pitala da idemo zajedno.
i odemo 10metara od skole i neka baba onak izade van iz auta u uperi kljuc od u curu.. ja gledam ono,a zena pocne se derat,sva crvena u faci, "dora,cuj! droljo mala,doci ce tenin tata danas u skolu i istuce te na mrtvo ime !'' gledam ja,ono,pocnem se smijat malo jer zena nije zdrava i kazem da malu obranim ko '' skola vam je vec gotova :) '' i ova me pogleda,a dora se pocela skoro plakat,makar znam,nebi se ona plakala u javnosti.. i baba nastavi '' cut ces ti mene balavice mala bezobrazna,zvat cu ti ja mamu i zagorcat cu ti zivot !! cuvaj me se glupaco!!'' i ode..
ja ostanem bez rjeci... isuse zena je bolesnik totalni.. al valjda je i imala dooobrog razloga za taj ispad makar mislim da je ''malo'' prjetjerala..
i pitam ja doru ko kaje to bilo sad?!? a ona meni isprica da ide na engleski s kceri od te babe i da joj je jednom rekla da je kurva (bas me to zacudilo ,hehe) a ova se odma staroj potuzila na uvredu(malo pretjerano al dobro) i sad starci od te cure,ja mislim,hoce ubit doru... nisu normalni svi skupa !! mislim one su jos maaala djeca i kaj sad,malo se uvrjede,big deal..
mislim a od ove cure koja se navodno jako uvrjedila starci rade cirkus oko toga.. pa prjetit ovoj da ce ju pretcu..isuse ja nisam mogla vjerovat !! kaj su glupi il kaj? jos ce u zatvoru zavrsit obadva roditelja a mala ce u dom... ma kuda mi to idemo... to je ko i ono kad je onaj covjek pretuko dva decka u nasoj skoli..isto idu u 5.raz.. ma roditelji su bolesniji od klinaca !!!
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Eyes in silence
Eyes in the dark
A life in patience
To survive and surrender
Whatever I feel
Whatever I see is just
A sign of hope
A reflection of my memories
Words covered with dust
In a book to my left
An urge to read
No permission
Helpless eyes
Voices fading
I regret
I regret
I tilt my head
I close my eyes
Voice - louder
Temptation rising
I shiver
I'm a stranger in my own skin
I'll survive
But for how long?
And silence still remains

Whatever my belief and identity will offer
I can never purify my thoughts

And still
I linger in temptation
Still not daring to reach out
The book
My dreams
Written out in words that I can't read
My fingers write
What my mind is not capable to think of
And silence still remains
I'm a stranger in my own skin
But I'll survive
My fingers write
What my mind is not capable to think of
But I'll survive

But for how long...?

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destription: long black straight hair,167cm,54kg,i worship music,singing,hating school....

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Falling

I stand, looking at my hands
I talk with these lines
That's not the answer
I cry and now I know
looking the sky
I search an answer
So free, free to be
I'm not another liar
I just want to be myself... myself

And now the beat inside me
is a sort of a cold breeze and I've
never any feeling inside
around me...
bring my body
carry it into another world
I know I live... but like a stone I'm falling down

Damned, looking into the sky
I can feel this rain
right now it's falling on me
fly, I just want to fly
life is all mine
some days I cry alone,
but I know I'm not the only one
I see that another day is gone
I don't wanna die...
Please be here when I arrive, don't die... please

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Staring across the void, seeing eye to eye in folded space
I see you with the colours and frenzy of the sacred rooms
We've met in those dreams, ice blue water ran towards the green sky
The gods spoke to us, in their infancy
Suns waiting for us to smitten them with the flames of our disease
And we did so, laughing, giving birth to sunrises in our wake

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I'll dream in the deserts
And comfort the thirst for seeing
The violet dawn in the distance
Beckons me to steal its light

I'll wait for you here

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Shocking white pulsar radiant dreams drawn in night sky
Ice-glazed branches undead by rays from an impossible sun
Crystallized pathways towards runic chambers concealed within the microcosmos
Revert away from the predicament, flee across the abyss


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O'Darkness my master and mentor.
Witness the blood I shed.
Victorious dreamlike death I enter.
Floating the streams so red.

Destruction is the jewel of the black heart.
To treat life as nothing holy.
Hatred is the diamond in blasphemous art.
As death you kiss infernally.

Stare into the face of the creation of pain.
Electric storming through the brain.
Blackout, drift away and you'll see.
Night's divine anarchy.

In death's eternal spell you'll be.
Awake in lucid intervals from insanity.

Bury the life deep down in the darkness.
Extinction of lifeforce is a worship of death.
Suicide is true cultivation of evil.
As the phantom of the soul is obsessed.

Ultimate Death Worship

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Wandering on Horizon Road
Following the trail of tears


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"The Moon, she hangs like a cruel portrait
soft winds whisper the bidding of trees
as this tragedy starts with a shattered glass heart
and the Midnightmare trampling of dreams
But no, no tears please
Fear and pain may accompany Death
But it is desire that shepherds it's certainty
as We shall see..."

She was divinity's creature
That kissed in cold mirrors
A Queen of Snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Dark liqoured eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She shone on watercolours
Of my pondlife as pearl
Until those who couldn't have Her
Cut Her free of this World

That fateful Eve when...
The trees stank of sunset and camphor
Their lanterns chased phantoms and threw
An inquisitive glance, like the shadows they cast
On my love picking rue by the light of the moon

Putting reason to flight
Or to death as their way
They crept through woods mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Of Her hips that held sway
Over all they surveyed
Save a mist on the rise
(A deadly blessing to hide)
Her ghost in the fog

They raped left...
(Five men of God)
...Her ghost in the fog

Dawn discovered Her there
Beneath the Cedar's stare
Silk dress torn, Her raven hair
Flown to gown Her beauty bared
Was starred with frost, I knew Her lost
I wept 'til tears crept back to prayer

She'd sworn Me vows in fragrant blood
"Never to part
Lest jealous Heaven stole our hearts"

Then this I screamed:
"Come back to Me for
I was born in love with thee
So why should fate stand inbetween?"

And as I drowned Her gentle curves
With dreams unsaid and final words
I espied a gleam trodden to earth
The Church bell tower key...

The village mourned her by the by
For She'd been a witch
their Men had longed to try
And I broke under Christ seeking guilty signs
My tortured soul on ice

A Queen of snow
Far beyond compare
Lips attuned to symmetry
Sought Her everywhere
Trappistine eyes
An Arabian nightmare...

She was Ersulie possessed
Of a milky white skin
My porcelain Yin
A graceful Angel of Sin

And so for Her...
The breeze stank of sunset and camphor
My lantern chased Her phantom and blew
Their Chapel ablaze and all locked in to a pain
Best reserved for judgement that their bible construed...

Putting reason to flight
Or to flame unashamed
I swept form cries
Mesmerized
By the taffeta Ley
Or Her hips that held sway
Over all those at bay
Save a mist on the rise
A final blessing to hide
Her ghost in the fog

And I embraced
Where lovers rot...
Her ghost in the fog

Her ghost in the fog


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