so not but summertime sadness

totalno bačen dan. neka. treba malo. nisam učila. nisam naučila. nisam se družila. nisam potrošila kvalitetno vrijeme. i?
tko će mi što reći?
who are you to judge me?

I just realised the funniest thing. It doesn't hurt anymmore. It's easy. there's no more drama and no more pain. and it's awesome. I haven't even gave a thoght about it. there's no more lies and stuff. and all the crap is gone!
the fck I felt and was sure it'll never fade, it did. you know stupid? so here's to you, you future you who's gonna be sad and devastated. it's gonna pass.
he's gonna get replaced, with better. and yeah, all those stuff you were telling your self there and haven't believed in them, they were the truth and I know it now.
all those stupid advices and sht. those were the real things. and everything did got better and you will learn hell a lot of it.
just hold on and try and believe in yourself like you did this time.
you're worth it. he's not.



sou.
happy life, what else to say. exams are soooo close and I'm getting tired of it. ALREADY. well fck them and everything. I know everything is gonna be ok but cmoooon it's just so .. you that feeling you get when you know that you have to do something but you're just too lazy for it? not just lazy.. it's like, when you know you have to do it it's the hardest thing ever.




i have no idea why have I made this post on english. it was just a bit easier. to hide behind it.
that's not my language so that's "not me". lol jk we all know ( ahahha we, only I read this ) that I'm really trying to be myself but this stupid valiables are making me feel so bad for not being "good enough"

well, just gonna put some awesome photo here now and leave. easier haha :)

loves you!