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Our Love
Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret been revealed.
Yet I have told no other.
I write these words in silence, in mute testimony
To what once was.
But our image remains alive in this place.
It can not be removed.
You, me,
We then,
Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers, and love remembers
This place that was ours.
Falling Away
I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying
Your Lies
Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still
You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe
I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show
I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world
But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together
Autumn Times
Autumn breeze frigidly touches ailing dreadful lives
Harshly darkness quietly surrounds the broken souls
Mellow serenades that once played between hearts
Pathetically have transformed into bitter sad songs
Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds
Cupid has lost his romancing arrows
Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow
Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts
Howling chilly wind blows through the mist
Sounds of sorrow spread allover the place
Fuzzy humid air submerges the inner lust
Lives decay slowly as the autumn leaves fall...
***RAPE ME...****
...Fire...
...Concupiscence...
I wish you can hear me say:NO!...
...Your hands...
...Your lips...
It's hurting me...
...
You will break me!Please,stop!
NO!
Somebody,help me!
...
...Quietude...
Do you like that?
...NO!......
You have only wanted to find your place in my diary...
Do you like when I kiss you?
...NO!......
Tell me why have you done this?...
Do you really wanna know?
...NO!......
Somebody,please help me...
You have the power to break...
You have the strenght to take...
You have a conscience to rape me...Once again...
...NO!...
...Let me go!...
So please tell me...
Why do you injoy giving me the pain?...
You tied me up...
...You stop standing up...You sat down on top of me...
You were laughing in my face...
Give me some answers...
Why is it so good?
...When I cannot scream...
What shall I do?
You blocked my mouth with your hand...
...Unzipped your pants and took a deep breath...
I never tried to find a replacing for your place...
...I told to no one...
Something is getting in my way...
...Feelings...
...Diary...
...Your smile...
...Your voice...
That I cannot ignore...
It's dark in here...
...I just wanna disappear...
Please,release me!!!
NO!!!
***I KNOW YOU,LESTAT...****
He said to me,long time ago,my words are empty...My words are...LIES...
So...?
What shall we do?
...I can't proove anything to him...
Why?
Why is it so far...far away?...
Everything is hidden in my mind...
You could come and get it out...
...Figure it out...
BUT YOU DID NOT!It was not just my imagination...
...My feelings were real...
...But...
...Now...
...Now I can't feel anything...
Why?...
...Why I'm still standing here...?
...Watching the box of your favourite cigarettes...
...I'm shaking...
...So...So damn weak...
...What have you done?...
...A demon...
...Yes...Oh,yes...
My personal torture...
...This anger...
...This pain...
...This chains and this black collar...
...I was just yours...
...Your Jesse...
...The girl with the violin...
...But the Lestat's journal was not the same...
I know you...LESTAT!
...Haha...Yes...
I know you very well...
...Hushhh...Hush,Lestat...
Do not say I'm a layer...
LAYER!
Who left eight months ago?
...haha...
YOU DID!
Who was lying to my face?
YOU DID!
...
...
haha...Lestat...Lestat...Dear Lestat...
It's not your name!
NO!
...You cannot be like him...
...Like...Lestat...
He is so much more than you can ever be...
...I called you "The Gentleman with A Smile..."...
But YOU are not a gentleman..
...you...
...you are...
...you are..FOOL...
{haha...yes...}...
Say hello to your personal nightmare...
...Say hello...To ME!...
...you will be so alone...
...alone...
...alone in yourself...
...yes...haha...
...You are not even good enough for yourself...
****Summer Romance****
I hope you can't hear me...
...Now I'll tell them our story...
...
...He was just a little boy...
It happend at one hot summer night...
...It was really one of the most beautiful night...
Sprinklers were shining all the way...
...I was just a young girl...
My dress was brown like his eyes...
...My blanket was warm like his hands...
It happend on the eve in 1809...
Now I will tell them all lies...
...I hope you can't hear me...
Listen to me,good people...
...He looked at me...
...He said "Hello..."...
...He took my hand...
...We danced all night...
...He sang to me...
...I was in his arms...
...He was warm and safe...
...I was happy...
I hope you can't hear me...
...Now I'll tell them the truth...
...He looked at me...
...He said "Hello!"
...He never took my hand...
...He sent me one false kiss by the air...
...We sat all night...
...He never sang to me...
...I never was in his arms...
...He was cold and awe...
...I was happy,but he was not...
...He lied to me...
...He was telling me false stories...
...His crooked smile broke my heart...
...He was faking,but I was not...
Lala...lala-lala...la...lalala...
...
...Now I'm dancing...
...I'm dancing on his favourite song...
...This is just an epic story...
...An epica...
He slipped away...
...And I am not the same...
Now remove hands from your ears and listen to me,boy...
...I hope you will hear me clearly...
The day you slipped away...
...From that day I am not the same...
...Why don't you break up?
...Why can't you wake up?...
Summer can't bring you back...
It's summer...But you are not coming back...
****Chocolate****
...A drum...
Bam...Bam-bam...Bam...Bam-bam...
...What's that?...
Shh...
Can you hear it?...
...
...Bam...Bam-bam...Bam...
Here he comes...
...A boy...A vampire...A grecian god...
...I see his black leather coat...
The welt is moving...
...His half-long dark brown hair...
His chocolate eyes are glowing in the dark...
...I can see his power...
Can you taste it?
I can taste his tongue...
...He can kiss my lips...
He can bite my neck...
...And feel my blood in his mouth...
I always wanted this...
...Bloody kisses...
And impassionated night...
...Bam...Bam-bam...Bam...
Goes my heart...
...Mmm...
I feel the pain when he is gone...
...He knows I miss him...O yes he knows that well...
It's too late to try to live without that...
...This night he plays a little game...
Tell me where he could be...
...
No one can touch like he can...
...No one can love like he can...
...No one can hate like he can...
...No one can be beautiful like he is...
Heartbeat...
...Heartfelt...
O no...
...This stage...
...This microphone...
The pentagram around his neck...
...He has put it in my hand...
...He has closed my fist...
He has kissed it...
...
He is singing again...
...
Bam...Bam-bam...Bam...
He can hear my heart...
...Listen to it...
...
Bam...Bam-bam...Bam...
...
Faster...
...
...Bam...Bam-bam-bam...Bam-bam...Bam...
...
...Oh,yes...faster...
...Bam-bam...Bam-bam-bam...Bam-bam...