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emily the strange
eeee... jel bi sad tribala pisat o sebi...
aj dobro aj...
ime: emma
prezime: ma nije bitno
nadimak: emily the strange
datum rođenja: 10.6.1989.
mjesto: split
volin: prijatelje, obitelj, knjige, filmove,muziku,crtat, pivat, izlazit vani, kupovat, svađat se, pametovat, bit u pravu, svoj razred, spavat, internet, blog, icq, mobitel (iako mi sad nije baš u funkciji), kišu (samo inspirativno), pisat pjesme, govorit gluposti, grlit ljude, pričat na telefon, cool pitu i shake u mcdonaldsa, breezer, digitalac (koji sam razbila na braču), e da, volim supetar(hehe), zoru, zalaske sunca, magiju, zmije, neobične stvari, more, proljeće, moj krevet, zvuk gitare, zvijezde, coca-colu, svoju uvjek besprijekorno urednu sobu (hehehe), živcirat sve oko sebe...ma previše toga volim da bi sve to pisala...
ne volin: MATEMATIKU! kad mi ljudi lažu u facu, nepravdu (bla bla bla), kad me ljudi ignoriraju,
neiskrenost, kad mi neko ne želi reć istinu u facu jer smatra da je ne mogu podnit, kad mi ljudi stalno nešto seru i žugaju, hladnoću, žuljeve, kad me boli zub, povraćat, ić u doktorice, vadit krv, kad mi niko ne šalje poruke, se budit rano ujutro, komarce, pčele, ose, muve i te sve bešitije, malu dicu (neku volin) neke dramatične cmizdrave filmove, cajke, školu, učenje... bla bla bla... ne volin nešto ne volit...
naj film: gospodar prstenova, deveta vrata, domino efekt, hrabro srce, pirati s kariba, krug, prljavi ples (samo prvi dio), 10 razloga zašto te mrzim, Grof Monte Cristo, moj dečko se ženi, mumija...
naj serija: ekipa za očevid, jag, pravda za sve, hitna služba, will i grace, dawson's creek, tree hill, pleme, everwood, prijatelji, o.c...
glumac: tom hanks, mel gibson, jim carrey, brendan frasher, johnny depp, heath ledger, colin farrell...
glumica: monica bellucci, nicole kidman, angelina jolie
pivač: axl rose, john lennon, chris martin
pivačica: ...hm...a ne znan, gwen stefani možda... neam pojma
grupa: guns n' roses, him, rasmusi, coldplay, bon jovi, system of a down, sonata arctica (nedavno sam počela slušat i odlična je), hladno pivo, daleka, riblja čorba, t.b.f...
pisma: e sad, toga je puno... najjjjjnajjjjnajjj bolja u zadnje vrime je tallullah, imagine, wind of change, hotel california, nothing else matters, lemon tree, don't cry, yellow, always, gloomy sunday, the scientist, wish you were here, killing lonlyness, boulevard of broken dreams, sweet child of mine, nostalgična, ne volim te, pijan, šamar, noć je prekrasna, kurve, one bi htjele, ti nisi tu, krivo je more, jedina moja...itd.
naj crtić: sponge bob, south park, simpsoni, mjesečeva ratinica...
naj piće: coca-cola, ledeni čaj, nescaffe, breezer, heineken (hehe)
naj jelo: škampi, lignje, školjke (svi morski plodovi, osim hobotnice), crni rižot i ono standardno, pizza, topli, e da i manistra (volim je i znam je skuvat (bravo ja))...
naj okus sladoleda: hm... tutti frutti, stračatela
naj odjevni predmet: piđama, u biti sad ću van ja opisat svoju piđamu... to su obična majca na spajs grls iz petog razreda i bokse muške koje san kupila bivšem momku za rođendan, ali san skužila da metalci ne žele bokse na devu koja svjetli u mraku za rođendan pa san mu kupila majcu na pearl jam, a bokse uzela sebi. i sad su mi one piđama
najdraža osoba: klarissa sara -moja plišalna lutka koju san dobila za petnajsti rođendan e i moj plišani pas bobo, i kimi i mara (moja dva plišana medvjedića dobrog srca)
najdraža živuća osoba: hm... pa ima osoba koje su mi drage... ima ih puno, ne želim izabrat samo jednu da ostale ne bi diskriminirala... ono... nino i make... s obzirom da su mi najbolji prijatelji...
naj misto: kavale, vidilica, balote, mekdonalds
naj kafić: ocean, st riva, mali princ,stella mare
naj profesor/ica u cjeloukupnom školovanju: mijić (povijest/osnovna) i ova iz psihologije, ne znam ime
naj knjiga: da vincijev kod je dobar za sad, anđeli i demoni, harry potter, dvostruki spoj,
naj lik iz filma: jack sparrow (pirati s kariba)
naj lik iz knjige: a voldemort (harry potter)
naj lik iz serije: seth cohen (o.c.) brooke ( tree hill )
naj lik iz crtića: sponge bob
naj par: ja i boris (hahahaha, zajebajen se) lucas i brooke (tree hill)
naj psovka: e toga je puno... u kurac... jebi se, jebote, jebenti koprive ujesen... dalje neću pisat, ali ima ih svakakvih
ljubavno stanje: zajebano... neodlučno... ma nekako iman osjećaj da san prerasla sve te stvari s buhu...zaljubljena san u njega, on mene nije... pih... ne da mi se to više... ja sad stvarno ozbiljno mislin da nisan zaljubljena u nikog...
to bi bilo to o meni... ostalo u postovima
Sonata Arctica: Tallullah
Remember when we used to look how sun set far away?
And how you said: "This is never over"
I believed your every word and I quess you did too
But now you're saying : "Hey, let's think this over"
You take My hand and pull me next to you, so close to you
I have a feeling you don't have the words
I found one for you, kiss your cheek, say bye, and walk away
Don't look back cause I am crying
I remember little things, you hardly ever do
Tell me why
I don't know why it's over
I remember shooting stars, the walk we took that night
I hope your wish came true, mine betrayed me
You let my hand go, and you fake a smile for me
I have a feeling you don't know what to do
I look deep in your eyes, hesitate a while...
Why are you crying?
Tallulah, It's easier to live alone than fear the time it's over
Tallulah, find the words and talk to me, oh, Tallulah,
This could be...heaven
I see you walking hand in hand with long-haired drummer of the band
In love with her or so it seems, he's dancing with my beauty queen
Don't even dare to say you hi, still swallowing the goodbye
But I know the feelings still alive - still alive
I lost my patience once, so do you punish me now
I'll always love you, no matter what you do
I'll win you back for me if you give me a chance
But there is one thing you must understand
Scorpions- wind of change
I follow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change
The world closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close,like brothers
The future's in the air
I can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change
Chorus:
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever
I fallow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
The wind of change blows straight
Into the face of time
Like a stormwind that will ring
The freedom bell for peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
Guns n' roses - sweet child of mine
She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by
Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine
Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine
John Lennon - Imagine
Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today
Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one
Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world
You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
Metalica - nothing else matters
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters
never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know
So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters
Bon Jovi - Always
This romeo is bleeding
But you can't see his blood
It's nothing but some feelings
That this old dog kicked up
It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up
I can't sing a love song
Like the way it's meant to be
Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore
But baby, that's just me
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Now your pictures that you left behind
Are just memories of a different life
Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry
One that made you have to say goodbye
What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair
To touch your lips, to hold you near
When you say your prayers try to understand
I've made mistakes, I'm just a man
When he holds you close, when he pulls you near
When he says the words you've been needing to hear
I'll wish I was him 'cause those words are mine
To say to you till the end of time
Yeah, I will love you baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
If you told me to cry for you
I could
If you told me to die for you
I would
Take a look at my face
There's no price I won't pay
To say these words to you
Well, there ain't no luck
In these loaded dice
But baby if you give me just one more try
We can pack up our old dreams
And our old lives
We'll find a place where the sun still shines
And I will love you, baby - Always
And I'll be there forever and a day - Always
I'll be there till the stars don't shine
Till the heavens burst and
The words don't rhyme
And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind
And I'll love you - Always
Coldplay - Yellow
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry
Its true look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine for you
look how they shine
look at the stars look how they shine for you
A Perfect Circle - DIARY OF A MADMAN/LOVESONG
Screaming out the window
Watch me die another day
Hopeless situation
Endless price I'll have to pay
Diary of a Madman
Walk the line again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary, I'm here to stay
Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you
However long i stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
There's no choice
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel whole again
Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself
Sanity now and beyond me
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
There's no choice
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like i'm whole again
Whevever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like i'm whole again
I will always love you
There's no choice
No doubt _ Don't speak
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak,
don't speak...
Goodbye to you
Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
We the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star
HERE BY ME
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
So how could I have been so blind for all these years
I guess I only see the truth through all this fear of living without you
And everything I have in this world
And all that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
I can’t take another day without you
'Cause, baby, I could never make it on my own
I've been waiting so long just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong
I'm sorry I can't always find the words to say
But everything I've ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
All that I'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
As the days roll on I see
Time is standing still for me
When you’re not here
I’m sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love
And everything I have in this world
And all that i'll ever be
It could all fall down around me
Just as long as I have you right here by me
Pearl Jam- Last kiss
Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road, up straight ahead
A car was stalled, the engine was dead
I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass
The painful scream that I heard last.
Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
When I woke up, the rain was pourin' down
There were people standing all around
Something warm rollin' through my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darling just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss
But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love, my life that night.
Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
Oooh~ ooooh~
STILL THE ONE
(When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.)
Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday
Bridge:
They said, "I bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong
Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night
Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'
(Bridge)
(Chorus)
(Chorus)
I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
UB40
Red Red Wine
Red red wine goes to my head
Makes me forget that I still need you so
Red red wine
It's up to you
All I can do I've done
Memories won't go
Memories won't go
I have sworn every time
Thoughts of you would leave my head
I was wrong, now I've found
Just one thing makes me forget
Red red wine
Stay close to me
Don't let me be alone
It's tearing apart
My blue blue heart
I have sworn every time
Thoughts of you would leave my head
I was wrong, now I've found
Just one thing makes me forget...
Red red wine
Stay close to me
Don't let me be alone
It's tearing apart
My blue blue heart
Coldplay- the hardest part
And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start
I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining in the clouds
oh And I
I wish that I could work it out
And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part
I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh, and I
Oh, and I
I wonder what its all about [x2]
Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
Thats the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part
Thats the hardest part
"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
"Rearviewmirror" - Pearl Jam
i took a drive today
time to emancipate
i guess it was the beatings made me wise
but i'm not about to give thanks, or apologize
i couldn't breathe, holdin' me down
hand on my face, pushed to the ground
enmity gauged, united by fear
forced to endure what i could not forgive...
i seem to look away
wounds in the mirror waved
it wasn't my surface most defiled
head at your feet, fool to your crown
fist on my plate, swallowed it down
enmity gauged, united by fear
tried to endure what i could not forgive
saw things
saw things
saw things
saw things
clearer
clearer
once you, were in my...
rearview mirror...
i gather speed from you fucking with me
once and for all i'm far away
i hardly believe, finally the shades...are raised...
saw things so much clearer
once you, once you...
rearviewmirror...
saw things so much clearer
once you, once you...
rearviewmirror...
thank you for loving me-BON JOVI
It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me
I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies
x x x
You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words when I
x x x
When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Who Knew
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
ah huh that's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything you said to me
yeah huh that's right
CHORUS 1
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
Cause you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
oh no no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
CHORUS 2
When someone said count your blessings now
'Fore they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who Knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
CHORUS 3
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong and
That last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darlin' who knew
My darlin' my darlin' who knew
My darlin' I miss you
My darlin' who knew
Who knew
someday-NICKELBACK
How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Dont think its too late
Nothin's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it allright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
Well i hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a hollywood horror
Chris Isaak - Wicked game
The world was on fire
No one could save me but you.
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you
No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
No, I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you
What a wicked game you play
To make me feel this way
What a wicked thing to do
To let me dream of you
What a wicked thing to say
You never felt this way
What a wicked thing to do
To make me dream of you
v And I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
And I don't want to fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
{World was on fire
No one could save me but you
Strange what desire will make foolish people do
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you
I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart
No I don't wanna fall in love
[This love is only gonna break your heart]
With you
With you
Nobody loves no one ...
Tool - Stinkfist Lyrics
Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.
Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
but I would not want you
any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.
I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be
Well upon our way.
Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not want me any other way.
It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive.
Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip away.
Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?
How can this mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?
I'll keep digging till
I feel something.
Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. Turn around and take my hand.
Zombies
A Rose For Emily
The summer is here at last
The sky is overcast
And no one brings a rose for Emily
She watches her flowers grow
While lovers come and go
To give each other roses from her tree
But not a rose for Emily...
Emily, can't you see
There's nothing you can do?
There's loving everywhere
But none for you...
Her roses are fading now
She keeps her pride somehow
That's all she has protecting her from pain
And as the years go by
She will grow old and die
The roses in her garden fade away
Not one left for her grave
Not a rose for Emily...
Emily, can't you see
There's nothing you can do?
There's loving everywhere
But none for you...
Her roses are fading now
She keeps her pride somehow
That's all she has protecting her from pain
And as the years go by
She will grow old and die
The roses in her garden fade away
Not one left for her grave
Not a rose for Emily...
Alkaline Trio - Emma Lyrics
emma appeared like an angel.
emma fell like rain
into my lap like a heart attack.
like lightning from her name
i'm running dry of bad excuses.
don't want to lie or seem intrusive, but
time hasn't told me anything,
and neither has she
a poinsettia in poison rain...
traded true love for insult and injury
we washed it down the drain with
one silver bullet and two vicodin
emma woke up in darkness,
suitcase already packed
note on the bedstand signed in blood,
"sincerely, never coming back."
a nightmare on my street the day she arrived
a nightmarish household in which she died,
'cause it made her feel at home
somehow made me feel at home
a poinsetta in poison rain...
traded true love for insult and injury
we washed it down the drain with
one wooden stake through the heart, and two vicodin
and two vicodin
a poinsetta in poison rain...
traded true love for insult and injury
we washed it down the drain
with one silver bullet and two vicodin
and we watched the sun fall crown
on a city that sleeps in a world upside down
a slow ticket straight out of town
you went out with a bang when you took
with you all my dreams underground
:(
zašto me niko ne može volit ovakvu kakva jesan?
šta ne valja s menon?
zašto me svi uvik žele minjat?
zašto nikome nisan dobra ovakva?
:(
ja se stvarno trudin
bit ok prema svima
bit vesela kad triba
i bit tužna kad triba
nekad čak bezuspješno pokušan
nasmijat nekog
trudin se saslušat ljude
i trudin se dat in savjet
...
ali isto
svi bi nešto minjali
nikad nikom ništa ne valja
kad san happy ne valja
kad san tužna ne valja
...
ne želin da me sad svi obožavaju
i da san centar svega
samo želin nekog ko me voli ovaku kakva jesan
sa svin mojin manama
nekog ko me voli kad san tužna
i ko me voli kad san sretna
kome san dobra ja kao ja
ko me voli baš zbog toga šta san ja ja
i nekog ko me ne želi minjat
prijatelja...
prijateljicu...
nekog ko će stvarno tit bit u mom društvu
ne samo zbog navike ili okolnosti
nego zato šta to stvarno oće
...
nije valjda da tražim previše
ali jednostavno
niko oko mene da svati
da san ja ovakva
možda jesan malo čudna
dosadna
glupasta
ili ponekad zlobna
romantična
naporna
tvrdoglava
ali to san ja
i kad bi se prominila ne bi više bila ja
i ti koji su me tili minjat ne bi više imali mene
nego nekog skroz drugog
...
i ja se neću minjat
zbog nikog
jer ja san ja
i ako me ljudi ne vole neka
ne vole me zbog toga šta san ja ja
i to mi je dovoljno
a ako me neko stvarno voli
onda neće tit da se prominin
i neću
neću neću neću neću neću neću neću neću
...
jako san dosadna
pa bi bilo vrime da napustin post
ali nema veze šta san dosadna
jer takva san
to san ja
dosadna
bok
O našoj ljubavi su pričali,
Zavidjeli svemu što smo imali.
Da budu kao mi smo željeli,
A ja i ti smo krivim putem krenuli.
Nekad je teško ostati
Kad ljubav će prošlost postati.
Bolje moglo je..
Ja za ljubav neću moliti,
Više se neću za tebe boriti.
Jer ti me nisi znao razumjeti
I ne bi mogao za mene umrijeti.
Naš je susret bio sudbina,
Zar ti stvarno ništa nisam značila?
Lakše ćeš bez mene uspjeti,
A ja ću nekako to, znam,preživjeti.
Nekad teško je ostati
Kad ljubav će prošlost postati.
A bolje moglo je..
Ja za ljubav neću moliti,
Više se neću za tebe boriti.
Jer ti me nisi znao razumjeti
I ne bi mogao za mene umrijeti.
sad san čula ovu pismu na radiju
i cool mi je
znan da je cila cmoljava
i znan da je piva nina badrić
ali kad čujen ove stare pisme
sitin se kako san ovo stalno pivala
kad san bila mala
kad još nisan znala kako
je ovi svit u kurcu
sitin se kako mi je sve bilo rozo
u biti plavo
jer nikad nisan volila rozu boju
plava mi je uvik bila draža
moran ovo napisat
kako san varila kad san čitala ovo
ženska šta sidi s menon (make)
i ja imamo teku
u koju se dopisujemo priko satova
jer nan je jako dosadno
i čitala san danas šta smo pisale
i na jedan dio san tako varila
M je make
a
E san ja
X je jedan lik
a
Y je drugi lik
(bolje da ostanu anonimni)
i ovako ide razgovor
M: ma vi ste svi retaji. :) X je tako sexi. hehe
E: a nec, kako samo zrači seksipilom... kako samo grize nokte, a tek one njegove prekrasne usne, grizla bi ih dok ne prokrvare
M: ajme sad si me sitila, gledan ja rozen, a govori darlin onom svom momku ka bolje se ljubit nakon par dana, a govori on - aha, usne su mi zarasle
E: tako će bit i X-u, izljubila bi ga dok mu usne ne bi bile pune rana, a onda bi se prebacila na vrat...lol
M: grrrr, poor X, moran ga upozorit šta mu se sprema
E: kad se samo sitin onih njegovih slatkih usana, a tek oni sočni jezik...
M: ala imaš li neku kesicu da ne povraćan po klupi. nije higijenski
E: nabavit ću ti. ma ne mogu ga više gledat, tako je sexy, i onda oni debil kaže da san napaljena na njega, ma šta će mi on, kad ovde imam ovog koji izgara od seksipila...
M: emma, prekini, da samo on zna da je predmet tvoje požude
E: zna on, zna, nisi ti vidila poruke na mom mobitelu koje mi on šalje svaku večer. koji su to erotski razgovori. ma ti si još mlada, nije to za tvoje uši
M: pa šta me onda iskvaruješ koji vrag?
E: a eto, kad si već iskvarena, da malo potaknem tvoju maštu...
iako je ovo između nas suviše perverzno i za pokvareni um poput tvoga, vidiš da nas dvoje ne možemo ni bit jedno blizu drugog, odma bi skočili jedno na drugo.
ali nisi primjetila one strastvene poglede?
teško se suzdržat kad ga vidiš
M: znam kako ti je... reć ću samo jednu rič... Y
E:e da mi je otić s njin do wc-a. još wc-ovi onako novi, preuređeni... zamisli...
onako uski prostor, ja i on, ona bluzu, pripijeni jedno uz drugo... iskrice lete... lol
M: aj nastavi i skočit ću kroz window. a kako neman sriće, neću se ubit nego ću samo slomit nogu.
pokvarena mašta i prljave strasti
E: ti si ljubomorna na našu ljubav i požudu.
si čula doris, ja san zvijezda ovog razreda...lol...jebiga zvijezda san
a X je moj mjesec
M: ala ovo miličićke je naporna... ala koliko tvojih pizdarija
kad samo kažen X-u
E: reci ti samo, biće još napaljeniji... dobro, neću više...
ionako imaš slabo srce
M: evo probada me srce... to je zato šta ste ti i X tako sritni, a mene Y ne šljivi.
ne znam više kako da ga zavedem.
E: ma nemoj tu glumit neku nedostižnu. Baci se na njega i pokaži mu svoju strast.
M: ovo je stvarno previše za moje srce. ne mogu više. prekidaj ovi razgovor
E: ok, nema problema. ne moram ja pričat, ja prakticiram. LMAO
...
lude smo nema šta
nego ovi X i Y su neka dva lika iz naše škole
za koje se mi zajebajemo da nam se sviđaju
lol
zle smo
...
iden ća
love ya
When you're sure you've had enough of this life, well hang on
Don't let yourself go, 'cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes
evo došla san sad kući
u busu upoznah neka dva luda lika
lol
uglavnom
koji dosadan dan
probudila san se oko podne
i gledala neke serijice
tipa čarobnice
everwood i to
onda san svatila da umiren od dosade
uuuu zaključka
bravo ja
i vratila se spavanju
i prespavala san po dana
i onda san zvala sve okolo da idemo vani
ali mafija je ima fibru
uglavnom
tila san se vratit spavanju
ali san skužila
da nisan ništa jela
pa san uzela smoki
baš san se najela
od smokija
nije bilo nikog kući
a ja fala bogu ne znan kuvat
hrenovke stvarno ne mogu jest više
stalno kad san sama jeden hrenovke
onda se pojavila dilema u mojoj glavi
kakao ili coca cola?
hm...
pa san se sitila da iman
nesquik žitne pahuljice
s mnogo kalcija
jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
a sad ću prestat pisat o tome šta san jela
da..
...
i vratila san se compu
i sredila si par dizajnića za comp
fala gaduri na prekrasnim dizajnima
lol
...
i onda me mafija zva
da dođen doli negdi do grada
da su oni tamo
i onda san se spremila
i otišla do doli
usput san kupila bon
i striku luku
...
vain i mario su došli do grge po mene
koji su to carevi
obožavan ih
ostatak je bia u nekon kafiću
negdi izgubljenom
nice kafić
dobra muzika
ali zaboravila san kako se zove
teak ili tako nešto
uglavnom
kad smo išli ća
počela je pisma
čije san stihove stavila na početak posta
tu je pismu bartul svira
neku večer na ovčicama
volin je...
i gotovo
od nje san odma dobila inspiraciju
za post na drugom blogu
...
ali o tome na drugom postu
i tako smo ubijali vrime
na jako dosadan način
čula san puno korisnih informacija...
i tako to...
...
e jel mi ko zna reć
šta su to
guildwars?!!!
jel i to neka igrica
za world of warcraft san čula
ipak je čonda sidia isprid mene
ma je li to uopće bitno...
ne... ka šta ni ovo šta ja pišen nije bitno
ali jel mi ko zna reć
šta je uopće bitno???
...
malo je zaista bitnih stvari
ja ih ne mogu nabrojat
novac???
prijatelji???
obitelj???
ljubav???
dobro
ovo nije baš hijerarhijski složeno
po meni najvažnijim stvarima
ali recimo da su te stvari važne
dobro novac i nije baš
ali priznajmo
ovo je materijalan svit
fala bogu da je svima lova na prvon mistu
šta bi mi tribalo bit važno
ljubav???
oh
kako poetinčno
ljubav pokreće svit
je ti u glavu
ma volin ja ljubav
da nije ljubavi ne bi svita bilo
lol
lipo je volit nekog
nema veze voli li ta osoba tebe ili ne
ali sam osjećaj kad nekog voliš
i kad vidiš tu osobu
ili kad misliš na tu osobu
odma se osjećaš bolje
i tako te stvari uglavnom
ja se onako snalazim
na tom području
budući
da se zaljubljujem svaki drugi dan
istina je
da se opet svaki treći dan
zaljubim u istog
ali dobar je to osjećaj
naravno
nekad je užasan
i grozan i sve
ali to brzo prođe
tako da nema grede
samo se ne triba usredotočit
na mane te osobe
nego na to koliko voliš tu osobu
i sve je odma bolje
nego to nije bitno
ono šta je bitno
je
da ja ne znan
šta je bitno
a šta nije bitno
ali to nema veze s vezon
a ja sad iden leć
...
see ya
love ya
volite se ljudi
dok imate vrimena...
ma u biti
imat ćete vrimena
cili život
jer za ljubav nikad nije kasno
...
lol
evo došla san kući
pričala san s ninon
i išla san izbacit sav bjes iz sebe
i pričan i pričan
i vičen
i histeriziran
a nino mi kaže na to sve
boli me kurac
isto šta mi je i marina danas rekla
jebote
i onda me ljudi pitaju
zašto moran ić
u psihologa
zašto ne bi išla
kad me niko ne sluša
cili jebeni život vičen
a niko me ne sluša
jedino šta kažu je
ne deri se
ili boli me kurac
i koji kurac da ja sad radim
...
inače moj život je dosadan kao i uvik
osim šta sad iman novu ulogu u životu
ja sam zubić vila
ispunjavam želje
pa ako kome triba šta samo nek se javi
ja ću ih ispunit
a ako ne onda jebiga
glupi ste
ja san lipo ponudila
...
i tako meni prolaze dani
u dosadi
NIŠTA zanimljivo mi se ne događa
u školi sve po staron
vani izađen tu po ulici
s ninon ili nekin
oden do grada malo
negdi na piće
većinom u duje ili jazza
ah te stare navike
ljubavi nema
osim vlade
ah... kako je divan
ali fala bogu
kako je krenilo
nikad ga više u životu neću vidit
jer zašto bi ja ikad imala
sriće u ljubavi
ili u bilo čemu
...
vidila san boru
prije par dana
o bože
di mi je pamet bila
ah
bila san osmi razred
mlada
i glupa
mladost ludost
...
iden sad namazat tetovažu kremon
jer moran svaka dva sata
danas me glupa sanča
nije pustila na wc
pa san morala usrid sata mazat kremon
ali nema veze
sve je to ok
bitno da san ja happy
i da iman sve petice u školi
i da iman prijatelje koji me vole
i koji će me saslušat
i dat mi savjet
ali nemaju šta saslušat
jer ja neman problema
i jedva čekan ić leć
i sanjat svog prekrasnog momka
koji me puno voli
i koji mi je baš sad posla poruku
i poželia mi laku noć
i reka mi da misli na mene
i sutra iden u školicu
koju obožavan
i svi me profesori obožavaju
i svi me iz razreda vole
jednostavno mi je život savršen
...
eto...
...laku noć
nikad nisam mislila da će se ovo dogodit
mislin znala san da oće
ali stalno san mislila da ima vremena
ali sad kad stojim
odnosno sidin
i sitin se
i onda pogledam
i vidim to ispred sebe
neman izbora nego povirovat
ljudi moji
pa ja...
ja san se TETOVIRALAAAA!!!!!!
da
tetovirala san se
jeeeeeeej
tako san happy
ne mogu virovat
sad na ruci
ispod dlana s vanjske strane
iman zvjezdicu
i moran priznat
bojala san se
jutros san nagovorila starog
i otišli smo do st tattoa
i bila san cila ustrtarena
ali onda san ušla
i vidila njega
ljubav mog života
zaljubljena san
lik se zove vlado
ajme kako je smišan
presmišan je
i pitala san ga jel to boli
a on nije ništa reka
samo me pogleda
i lagano se nasmješka
bilo mi je jasno da ću crknit od boli
a onda kad san sila
i kad san vidila tu igletinu
isuse
pripala san se
pa san pitala ovog barbu šta me tetovira
jel stvarno boli
a on me pogleda
s onin pogledon
koji je značia
"curo, toliko će te bolit, da ćeš do kraja života pamtit ovi dan"
i onda je reka da više ne mogu pobić
da mi je gotovo
i ja jadna vidila onu igletinu
od po metra
i pripala se
a kad je on počea tetovirat
ja san ostala puf
ne boli niti malo
malo pecka
tu i tamo boli kad ti na isto misto podeblja crtu
ali to je to
i za 20 minuti je bilo gotovo
i ja pitan njega
"jel to to?"
cila iznenađena jer uopće nije bolilo
i on me blido pogleda
naravno nije ništa reka
ali pogled mu je značia
"curo pa ti si luda"
i onda mi je reka da moran od malog prsta
pa do kraja ruke sve istetovirat
i da san prava zvijezda
jer iman zvjezdu
tako da je tako prošlo moje prvo
tatto iskustvo
i jedva čekan ponovo se tetovirat
kako cool
koji adrenalin
zakon
i oni lik je presladak
ne ovi šta me tetovira
nego ovi drugi
i ja san platila
i oni su mi rekli kako to održavat
i dali mi neki papir
i to je to
ali stari mi je mora potpisat
ugovor
u kojem piše da se tetoviran na svoju odgovornost
i da ih neću tužit u slučaju komplikacija
a koje san ja sriće
doć će do komplikacija
a jebiga
iden sad ća
moran ić vani s ninon
iden mu pričat svoju tužnu ljubavnu priču
i jadat mu se
jer se stvarno moran nekom izjadat
pišem posli
kad dođem kući
love ya
tu noć kad si se udavala
niko ne zna zašto si plakala
da li radi tamjana ili starih uspomena...
...
ja nisan normalna ženska
niti jedna normalana ženska ne bi ovo napravila
ali ja jesan
glupa san
naivna san
jadna san
jebiga...
mora postojat i neko takav
da bi ovi drugi svatili
kako im je super
tako da ako neko misli da je jadan
nek se samo obrati meni
i kad vam ja ispričam
svoju životnu priču
odma ćete se osjećat bolje...
...
nino i ja smo pričali
večeras
i nino kaže kako mu nedostaje josip
da, kažem ja
josip je osoba koja ti može nedostajat
ja mislin da ja nikom ne bi nedostajala
jednostavno
nisam tip osobe koja nekom nedostaje
ja sam tu
i to je ok
nisam tu
i to je također ok
ne ostavljam neki veliki utjecaj na ljude
ljudi me ne mrze
ljudi me ni ne vole previše
draga sam im
ali tek tako da osjećaju nešto
...
ponekad poželim
da me neko voli
da me stvarno voli
da me treba
da me jedva čeka vidit
da mu nedostajem
puke želje
ja nisam takva osoba da neko ne može bez mene
možda sam ja kriva
ali eto
s tim s vremenom pomiriš
...
ne želim sad tu nešto patetizirat
ali u zadnje vrime samo to mogu
u nekoj sam fazi
prolazim kroz te jebene faze
najprije me uvati
da san cila happy i to
ali onda nakon sunca dođe i kiša
i onda sam ovakva
kao sad
počela san pisat dnevnik
pravi dnevnik
i pišem ga svaki dan
ja inače odustanem nakon dva dana
ali ovi pišem već neko vrime
i iskren je
pišem sve u njemu
ne bi tila da to iko vidi
ima stvari o meni koje ni ja nisam znala
i nisam uljepšavala činjenice
radi umanjivanja one činjenice
da sam jadna
i da mi je život jadan
zašto?
šta mi fali?
realno gledajući
ništa
sve mi je ok
život mi je normalan
super
ali opet mi nešto fali
ne znan šta
lažem
znam šta mi fali
ali to je ona jedina stvar koju ne možete imati
svi oćemo nešto
šta bi nam učinilo život savršenim
neki to dobiju
neki ne
a neki poput mene
ne znaju šta je to
ništa materijalno
materijalne stvari me usreće na moment
eto
tila san gitaru
dobila san je
tila san novi mobitel
dobila san ga
oću se tetovirat
sutra idem
sve šta oću dobijem
ali to nije ono šta oću
ma ne kužim to
glupa san
...
ima momenata poput ovog
kad ne mogu podnit sebe
mrzim se
i ne bi mogla podnit činjenicu da budem u nečijem društvu
jer ovo sad nisam ja
ili sam to prava ja
uglavnom nisam onakva
kakvu bi tila da me ljudi znaju
jer im se ne bi sviđala ta strana
...
i to ljudi ne kuže kod mene
da imam potrebu ponekad bit sama
sama sa svojim mislima
jer ih trebam rasporedit
jer moram uvježbat ovi osmjeh
koji nosim sa sobom
ne mogu se ni ja uvik pravit da je sve u redu
kad se sve raspada...
...
neću dalje...
ovo ipak postaje preosobno
a postoji par ljudi koji ovo čitaju
znam
teško je povirovat
...
neka ostane na ovom
dovoljno sam rekla
ne želin ispast neka
patetična
isfrustrirana
teenagerica
...
idem sad leć
ovako cila
famozna
u svojoj prekrasnoj
biloj piđami na plave cvjetiće
bez šminke
sa veličanstveno puštenom kosom
koja mi pada niz leđa
i sa ovim prekrasnim smješkom
uvježbavanim zadnjih osan minuti
...
ma šta san si slatka
iden se slikat...
...
evo pisma
koju obožavan u zadnje vrime
posvećujen je
nekome...
3 doors down
here without you
A hundred days had made me older
since the last time that I've saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappear now when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rollin
as the people either way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
znam da je otrcano i jadno
ali ja san romantična
ah
mladi wherter
ala danas
smo na hrvatskon
ponavljali tu knjigu
i morali smo pisat citate iz knjige
i odgovarat na pitanja
ma koga briga
šta san ja radila na hrvatskon
crkla san u školi
imali smo sedan sati
i posli tjelesni
profesor iz tzk-a je neki luđak
morat ćemo učit
kosti i mišiće
tužno
sutra iman birotehniku prva dva sata
počinit ću suicid
ko mladi wherter
mogla bi pročitat tu knjigu
čini mi se dobra
uglavnom
kad san došla kući spavala san
pa san izašla vani
s ninon
išli smo do grafičke
bezveze smo pričali nešto
o nekoj njegovoj ženskoj
koju je on
odjeba danas
jer se zove maja
jebote sve njegove
ženske se zovu s m
to je nešto nenormalno
odoh sad leć
jer mi se spava
ne mogu više čekat
iman i ja svoje granice
i samo da kažen jednu stvar
nisan ja kriva
stvarno
i
tužna san
opet
pričali smo ja i nino
i on mi je reka
da on ima osjećaj da ja nikad nisan sretna
da stvarno nisan sretna
koliko me god zna
da se ne sića kad san bila sretna
ne ono da ne znan bit happy
nego da uvik nešto ne štima
ja to ne gledan tako
možda zato šta
san navikla na to
pa mi nije neka big deal
ali nema veze
šta je tu je
spava mi se
i bit ću jako sretna
ako buden spavala
ali ne znan
nekako ne želin spavat
čini mi se da gubin vrime bezveze
ko zna šta se događa dok
ja spavan
ko zna šta propuštan
ma poslušat ću onu pismu
šta san gori napisala
i iden leć
ali pisma mi je savršena
presavršena
tužna
kao i sve ostalo
ja stvarno ne kužin
jedan minut je sve u redu
i happy san
i zajebajen se
i sve
ali za minut
mi se toliko toga skupi
i osjećan se jadno
ma nema veze
neću sad tu patetizirat
pisma mi je završila
iden leć...
love ya
P.S. poslušajte pismu
plačem...
zašto?
ne znam...
jebena pisma
jebeni pearl jam..
last kiss..
stara vištica
mrzin frančeskicu
blažena komlenka
uf
kako mi je digla živce
ja i ta se nećemo slaga
a ne...
ali zato oblomir s druge strane
koji car
za sad
čula san loših stvari o njemu
ali meni se čini ok
i predaje mi etiku
ove godine
i odma je meni i maki
reka da ćemo imat 5
da moramo samo dolazit redovito
i da nas neće ispitivat
koji car
dalje...
...
marko
(eto spomenila san ga)
...
jadno dijete istraumatizirano
od strane trokuke komlenke
ma divna žena
ima malo kompleksa
u vezi gitara i to
ali meni se čini
da je to zbog toga
šta njene žice niko dugo nije dira
ali ne želin razmišljat o njenim žicama
ali drug se dobro odupire
njenoj očitoj seksualnoj požudi
koju osjeća prema njemu
svaka čast druže
teško je odbijat
tako privlačnu ženu...
...
no dobro
ne želimo ga još više traumatizirat
...
bijah danas u jazza na piću
kao i obično
tamo me svi znaju
fala bogu kad san cilo lito bila tamo
od kad otvori dok ne zatvori
još mi sad daju heineken čaše
jer znaju da volin heineken
kako znaju
sami zaključite...
hihihi
dobro
tamo san već poznata
još malo
pa ću i u o'hare
gdje sam također
provela još jedno ljeto
svoje mladosti
...
popodne je ziky došla do mene
skuvala san joj kavu
kaže da mi je dobra kava
a jebiga
prirodni talent
prava san kućanica
koji me muž ne bi tija za ženu
još ovako neodoljivo zgodna
i slatka
i šarmantna
...ma šta ću govorit
to se zna...
...
i ja i ziky smo se zajebavale
i nešto s neta skidale
i dopisivale smo se s vainon
i vain je reka nešto
šta neću ovde pisat
ali totalno se slažen s tin
potpuno je u pravu
ali je prekasno da se išta napravi...
jebiga
kasno palimo
...
opet slušan last kiss
jebemu taj pearl jam
to je brakuska kriva
ne
u biti ona je kriva za tool
a nino je za pearl jam
meni je bilo skroz u redu
kad san slušala gunse
...
i još ih slušan
baš me briga šta me svi poseru
kad in to kažen
ja volin gunse
VOLIN GUNSE!!!!
...
i na braču san upoznala jednog priku
iko se zove
koji isto voli gunse
tooo
ali on ne voli axla jer
je potira izzy-a
da.
uglavnom
viđala san priku na ovčicama
ali to sad nije bitno
...
bitno je da mi se spava
i da bi mogla još koju uru bit ovde i ić leć
...
samo da podnesen dnevni izvještaj
...
škola:
frančeskica kuja
oblomir cool
razrednica dosadna
mrklića vikala na mene jer san kasnila koju minutu
i ona me srela na hodniku
izlasci:
a ono
jad
bijeda
ćemer
bila san danas na ljulje
s milon i irenon
pribacilvala muziku na mob
i vidila san maria(iz ulice)
zva me nino vani
zva me vain vani
mario (paulin) me pita jel se ide vani
nije mi se dalo vani
a i ziky mi je bila tu
ljubav:
zajebana tema
kao i uvik kod mene
ništa novo
stoji na mistu
ne miče se
još uvik se ne miče
jebiga
jednog preboljavam (kako dramatično)
uf
a drugi s druge strane
asti....
kako je taj lik...
asti...
prava sapunica...
...
sad iden ća
i evo jedan citat iz pjesme
koju volin
ne ljudi
nije sweet child of mine
...
ti si čovjek vrijedan, ali život on je bijedan...
...
love ya...
emily the strange
svit je u kurcu...
bush je debil
bill gates je sotonist
a jin jang je šovinistički znak
dobro...
bili smo vani
kraj grafičke
paula
zrinka
nino
josip
ja
lucky strike
i walter
pričali smo
o svemu
da vincijevom kodu
školi
sotonizmu
Bogu
egzorcizmu
hororima
trećem svjetskom ratu
homoseksualcima
nafti
kini
bushu
amerikancima
rusima
armstrongu
svemiru
izvanzemaljcima
bio je to jedan jako zanimljiv razgovor
e da
odlučila san ić u psihologa
zanima me kako to funkcionira
paula je pričala o svom nekom psihologu
kaže da je to predobro
i onda i ja iden
osjećan se debilno zbog toga
a i zbog puno drugih stvari
valjda će razgovor pomoć
kutija strike luke je brzo nestala
jebiga
nervozna san
nino kaže da se ošišan
oću
ali ne znan kako
niti ne znan kad
...
šta još
...
bojim se mraka
...
slušam jamesa blunta momentalno
nisan normalna
pročitala san poruku u zrinkinom mobitelu
citiram
"ona je popizdila i bilo je očito da je gotovo"
poruka se odnosila na mene
ja san ta koja je popizdila
istina
lako popizdin
naljutin se zbog gluposti
previše ozbiljno svaćan stvari
i previše osobno
zato mislin
da se moran malo smirit
treba mi odmor
od svih
a da se uvatin knjige?
ma neee
ko je vidia učit
...
glupa san
čekala san opet
i čekala
i okretala se
i ničeg nije bilo
...
i čekala bi još
nije me briga
ne želin okretat leđa
...
sutra je novi dan
i moran se rano dizat
ujutro mi je škola
na prvon san katu
užas
...
pročitala san na jednom blogu...
piše...
što te ne ubije ojača te
hvala ti što si me ojačala...
hvala svima vama koji ste me ojačali...
hihihihihihihi
evo đođoh kući
više me ne boli glava
bila san prošetat s makon
ta ženska je brutalno iskrena
da
a rambo kolje sve pase u susidstvu
da
i sad opet iden vani
za 13 minuti se moran nać sa ziky
i moran ić kupit bon
neam pojma di ćemo
nino me nešto zva da oni idu
u neki kafić
ali neam pojma di je to
moran ga nazvat
ok
javit ću se kad dođen doma
moran napisat post i na drugon blogu
nisan dugo
da
ali nisan dovoljno depresivna
za pisat post na drugon blogu
ali i to se da sredit
znam kome se triba obratit
hehehehehehehehe
moran ić
ziky čeka
pišen večeras
o jako zanimljivom danu
boli me...
nije to lako.
iden sad vani
na zrak
možda pomogne
moran mislit na nešto drugo
pa će proć
da.
sad iden
e da zaboravila san reć
nešto
nekome...
the winner takes it all
the looser has to fall....
eto
sad stvarno idem
ni ja tebe....pusa
evo sad san se probudila
u biti nino me probudia
ja bi nastavila spavat
sanjala san nešto lipo
u biti u početku je bilo lipo
al se posli sve zasralo
kao i obično
nema veze
to je ionako bia samo san
uglavnom
nisan se dugo naspavala
i izmorena san
sinoć smo naravno opet bili vani
nisan dugo stala
došla san doma oko dva
išli smo jer smo obećali miji ić s njin
bili smo na ovčicama
najprije smo bile miny, ziky i ja
onda smo srele miju i jopu
pa smo s njima bile
pa me zva nino da se pridružin njima
i došli smo tamo
di su bili nino, mario, vain, paula, marko i još jedan lik i one neke ženske
i tamo smo se zajebavali
uglavnom s marion
jer je lik stvarno car
kad popije tablete
hehehehehehehe
ali neku večer u o'hare
bilo je predobro
savršeno
prekjučer je to bilo
je
uglavnom
bilo nam je užasno dosadno
i otišli u o'hare
a tamo atmosfera predobra
pisme odlične
ludilo
odma smo otišle plesat
i isplesale smo se
izludirale
iskakale
izbacile smo višak energije
hehehehehehe
i pet minuti nakon šta smo mi došle
počne sweet child o' mine
nisan mogla virovat
ja, jope i ziky smo se derale u svih šesnajst
ako mislite da axl krešti
to je samo zato šta niste čuli nas
i onda je bila pisma koju obožavan
savršena je
SHOT THROUG THE HEART
AND YOU'RE TO BLAME
YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME
I PLAYED MY PART
YOU PLAYED YOUR GAME
YOU GIVE LOVE A BAD NAME
bon jovi
you give love a bad name
pa je bila final countdown
pa should I stay or should I go
uglavnom dobre je muzike bilo
i odbar je provod to bia
izguštala san se ovo lito
bilo je ok
naravno bilo je uvik prisutnih ljudi
koji su se bome dobro potrudili da
mi lito useru
namjerno
ili slučajno
i moran priznat da jesu neke trenutke
ali male i zaboravne
moran priznat da san
i ja njih zajebala u zdrav mozak
hehehehehehe
ko se zadnji smije
najslađe se smije
unatoč tome ja san se zabavila ovo lito
moran reć da san izvukla pouku iz svega
i sad san kul
i to niko neće moć prominit
da kul san
ko mi šta može????
odoh sad vani
obećala san ninu da moramo izać vani
jer dugo nismo pričali
zbog nekih stvari
i ljudi...
ah...
ali mi smo dugi niz godina
najbolji prijatelji
i to mi je prijateljstvo prevažno
da bi dopustila da zbog bilo čega
ili bilo koga
propadne...
iden sad
jer će me ubit ako buden kasnila
i ne šalin se
stvarno će me ubit
kad te on opali šakon
uf
i nje ga briga šta san ja žensko
OMG
love ya...
Fool's garden - Lemon tree
I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree
I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon-tree
evo jedna me osoba upravo pitala
koje su vjere ateisti
dobro
jebote
ateisti su
nisu nikoje vjere jer ne vjeruju
jebote
ma baš me briga
ne želim raspravljat o vjerama
to mi ne predstavlja ništa u životu
ja ne sudim osobu prema vjeri
nego prema uvjerenjima
dobro
duga tema
koja nikog ne zanima
uglavnom
dopisivala san se sad s prikon
i tako san se iscerila
tip je car
pričali smo o školi
koja je za tri dana
omg
ne mogu virovat
ovo lito je tako brzo prošlo
stvarno prbrzo
i toliko toga se dogodilo za jedno lito
da počnem sad pričat ne bi ispričala do kraja života
i iskreno
neda mi se pisat
pa ću stavit slike
woooo
ovo je ekipica na kavalama
ovo je mafia s jako muževnim lisicama
ja i tonči
ja i braća matijašević
wtf? šta je ovo... ok...ludi smo... dobro...
mario legenda koji mi je da bocu češkog nekog pića (opet san zaboravila kako se zove) iz češke i ja
macho muškarci (josip, vain i nino) i ja dama u nevolji
naši golupčići josip i mirna
ja i paula, ali šta fali ovoj slici? pa tomislav naravno
ja i bobo
cvikeraši
uuuu...koji kršni momci... vain i francuz
skuvala san nescaffeeeee...jeeeeee...
ma vidi nas rodica...baš smo fancy
prije upušavanja na trsteniku
koji smješak...ma koja li je ovo krasna djevojka
i ne da mi se više stavljat slike
a i ionako ih ima previše
uglavnom
miny mi se sad uživljava
u pismu
can't help falling in love with you
a dobra je pisma
iako ja nisan neki
elvis fan
ima lipe dvi tri pisme
nego kasno je
a ja se moran ujutro dizat rano
nagovorila me brakuska
da oden s njon po njenu osobnu
i rekla je da joj moran pričat
o nekim "hm" povjerljivim stvarima
koje su se događale u zadnje vrime
a to ne mogu pisat ovde
jer stvarno nije
za oči nekih ljudi
od čije ću ruke nastradat
nikad ne znaš ko sve može pročitat
dobro koga ja zavaravam
niko ovo ne čita
ali...
može se dogodit
da neko zaluta
uuuuu
nevezano za ovu temu
svira mi sad ona pisma balkanska
volin tu pismu
iako je granić piva
(čitaj dere se na sav glas)
pa mi je malo dopizdila
tako da mi se ne sluša više ta pisma
spava mi se jako
ali miny i ja smo se zadubile u dubokoumne razgovore
o ljubavima našeg života
zanimljiv razgovor
ah ti muški
ne moš s njima
a ne moš ni bez njih
koja klišejska rečenicaž
ali najtužnije je to šta je istinita
dopizdili su mi svi odreda
ček
ček
evo miny je popizdila
ljubav djeluje na nju
agresivna je
ubit će nekog
a ja san najbliža
bježi
spašavaj život...
uf
dobro je
smirila se
rekla je da me neće ubit
da iman lipe noge
ima rodica ukusa
zna pripoznat šta je dobro
ne moš ti protiv mojih nogu
heheheheheheheheheheh
heheheheheheheheheheh
hehehehehehehehehehehe
o-o
evo je opet
popizdila je
nastradat ću
.......
heeeeelp
