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Ovih dana sam pripremala papire koji su mi potrebni za put. Eto sve je spremno . Verovatno jedno vreme neću pisati blog ali čim bude bila prilika javiću se 
Za sad Vas sve pozdravljam i 
Odlazim
Osećaji su mi pomešani. 
Opet je neka bura tu. 
.....bilo je izgleda ono neko zatišje pred buru. 
Srećna sam i u isto vreme i tužna. 
Zvao me je direktor iz Qatra. 
Razmišljala sam ovih dana 
i odluka je konačna pala. 
ODLAZIM TAMO. 
Počele su pripreme oko vize i dokumenata koji su mi tamo potrebni.
Jesam srećna što odlazim ....počet ću da radim, da učim svoj posao, upoznat ću ljude i što je najvažnije stećiću radno iskustvo.
Teško mi je zbog ljudi oko sebe 
....sve ih volim i znam da i oni mene vole...žao mi je što ih ostavljam. 
Nećemo se viđati ali Bogu hvala, ima i tamo internet i telefon pa ću se redovno čut sa njima, pa neću bit odsečena od sveta . 
Neću napuštati ni Vas 
.....neću napustit svoj blog. Sad ćete imati dopisnika sa BLISKOG ISTOKA.
Tačan dan polaska još uveka ne znam ali čim papiri koji se rade u Qatru budu gotovi mogu se početi pakovati.
Ostajem
Osećam se presrećno !
Razmišljala sam tako danima o svemu i svačemu.
Shvatila sam što želim a što ne. 
Donela sam odluku DA ĆU IPAK DA OSTANEM i da prvo pokušam ovde nešto da stvorim. 
Sad bi neki rekli da sam 
ali sam ovo dlučila samo zbog sebi poznatih razloga 
a posledice ću sama snositi . 
Lenny Kravitz - Destiny
"Sometimes I think I've lost my mind
I thought I left my past behind
I live my life and all I know is
Follow your dream and don't let go
No one can live for me
No one can see the things I see
I walk this road
No one can tell me how to be
It's my destiny
There is no right, there is no wrong
There is no place where I belong
I've done my time
I've held it strong and
My life is all about this song
No one can live for me
No one can see the things I see
I walk this road
No one can tell me how to be
It's my destiny
If I threw them all away
Would it change?
No
I would live my life again, rearranged
There's a magic in my heart
That I feel
Don't you know that God is love
And it's real
No one can live for me
No one can see the things I see
I walk this road
No one can tell me how to be
It's my destiny
My destiny
My destiny
My destiny
It's my destiny."
Razmišljanja
"Bring Me To Life"
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I’ve become so numb
Without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Now that I know what I’m without
You can't just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life
Frozen inside without your touch without your love
darling only you are the life among the dead
All this time I can't believe I couldn't see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I’ve become
(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing insid
Pada kiša već dva dana......a ja razmišljam o svemu i svačemu
Htela sam još pre nekoliko godina uraditi tetovažu, neku malu, diskretnu i na mestu gde je mogu prekriti odećom ako mi se ne bude više gledala. Ni sama ne znam zašto je nisam napravila. Ovih dana sam opet pomislila da bi bilo možda dobro da je napravim
Razmišljala sam o tome da li horoskopski znaci odrađuju naš karakter, da li to stvarno utiče na naše osobine ili ipak genetika ima presudnu ulogu u svemu .
Mislim još uvek o tome da li da odem ili ostanem . Odluka će bit naravno samo moja i ma šta god odlučila moraću da snosim posledice .
Eto valjda kad čovek nema šta da radi previše razmišlja a to ponekad nije dobro . 
Srećna sam što imam njih i Vas and nothing else matters
"So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
So close no matter how far
It couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters
Never cared for what they say
Never cared for games they play
Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
And I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters "
I pored toga što je vreme promenljivo i što je padala kiša, ja sam fenomenalno raspoložena. 
Sinoć sam bila van sa društvom. Poslednjih dana provodim puno svog vremena sa njima. Postali smo bliži. Za njih sam spremna sve učiniti i pomoći im na svaki način. Sve ih obožavam na poseban način.
Sinoć je bilo jedno veče gde smo svi podjednako uživali. Bili smo opušteni, 
toliko da smo na vreme zaboravili. Veče koje će se sigurno pamtiti.
Pravo je bogatsvo imati iskrene prijatelje oko sebe. Kažu da čovek u životu može imati jednog iskrenog i pravog prijatelja a ako ih ima dvoje da je bogat čovek. Takođe ima izreka da se u nevolji pravi prijatelji poznaju.
Definitivno sam primer gde ove teorije nisu tačne. Bila sam u " velikoj nevolji " i tad sam imala priliku da se uverim da sam " prebogata " , jer sam okružena sa puno iskrenih prijatelja.
Vi, moji dragi " virtuelni " prijatelji, moji dragi blogeri postali ste deo mog života i bili uz mene kada mi je bilo najteže.
Srećna sam što ste svi deo mog života and nothing else matters.
