I miss you

Znaš onaj osjećaj kada ti netko toliko fali, da bi preletjela sve samo da dođeš do nje! Samo da ju vidiš poklonila bi godine svoga života…Da ju čuješ, haha, potrošiš par bonova tjedno…Da čavrljate satima…cijeli dan. Pogotovo prije spavanja, kada ste već oboje u doživljajima dana…Kada je najljepše zaspati uz njen glas…Sada kada nije tu.
I onda sjetim se…znam kako će biti. Znam da ću ju razočarati, da ću ja biti kriva ako sve pukne! Da ju ostavim ovdje, jer moram nešto napravit od sebe! Jer sam dobila savršenu, jebenu priliku! I boli me…Već me sada boli, kraj nje…kako će tek biti kada odem? Kada me ne bude ovdje? Kako ću zaspati, a da ne čujem njen glas…Kako će biti teško. Već je i sada teško. Već i sada voljela bih plakati, voljela bih otići od odluka, jer ih ne znam donositi…Voljela bih pobjeći s njom. Da, sada ja moram ići…

Od početka sam slutila da će tako biti…da ću morati otići. Bojala sam se…započeti bilo šta. Znala sam da ću ju razočarati. Sebe i nju. Nisam to htjela. Ali i ove dane…pa makar ovo malo, ne bi moglo zamijeniti ništa! To su bili najljepši dani moga života…Ne žalim. Nije mi žao ni jedne sekunde! Žao mi je što neću vidjeti njeno lice dugo…predugo. Ovo je nešto što se ne zaboravlja…nikada. Ti dani koji će mi uvijek ostati u srcu…

Ja ću uvijek biti «tu». Možda ne blizu…ali cijelim srcem bit ću s njom…Zauvijek

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone...

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,"
I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you'll can sing it...

Where'd you go, Fort Minor