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zovem se matea
rođena sam 7.1.1990.
idem u jednu školu...(nije bitno)

volim: GLAZBU smijeh cerek
rock, punk, i sve dalje osim jazza
volim svoj jebeni život iako ponekad nije fer bang
volim otkvačene ljude koji ne mare za propise i tuđe stavove...
koji se usprostavljaju bez obzira na ishod...
volim cappuccino...
crnu boju...
svog ˝buraza˝
natu

ne volim: kretene puknucu
neke osobe headbang
umišljenike zujo
školu naughty lud

hobiji:plesanje
pjevanje
i tak sve pomalo... wave

sandra- tu curu definitivno obožavam... jako mi puuno
pomaže... i jako ju puuno volim...bez nje nemogu
zamisliti svoj život...
ana - obožavam ju... sasvim slučajno smo se upoznale
i postale best frendice.... super je i jako ju volim...
natalija - obožavam ju i jaako volim... dugo ju poznajem
i uvijek je uz mene...
hvala ti nato!!!
maja - to je tako predobro biće!!! također ju jako dugo
poznajem... i nikada nisam upoznala tako vedru
i pozitivnu osobu....
ivana - poznajem ju još od vrtića i jednostavno ju
obožavam... i još malo pa ćemo postati kume!!!
marina - poznajem ju jako dugo... i super je cura...
bivše best frendice... pozitiva...
marija - nemogu zamisliti dan bez nje.... i jako mi je
dosadno kada je nema u školi... totalno opičena
osoba... super je i jako ju volim!!

pišem o svom uvrnutom životu i snalaženju u njemu eek
sve svoje misli i razmišljanja stavljam na ovaj blog u nadi
da ima još mnogih koji imaju slične probleme... smijeh

i da moj msn....ako tko želi može ga upisati...
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SLUŠAM ONO ŠTO JA ŽELIM, A TI??

The killers - obožavam ih i trenutno su jedna od najboljih
grupa... kako na svijetu tako i u mome srce...
obožavam brandona.... tak je sladak....

The Fray - suuper bend... imaju predobre pjesme...
i riječi u pjesmama su jednostavno odlične...

Evanescence - naj naj grupa na cijelom svijetu...
odmah poslije killersa u mome svijetu...
sve se zna o njima...i obožavam ih....

HIM - a šta reći o tom bendu... osim da je odličan
i da ima jaako dobre pjesme....i moja ih nata obožava...

My chemical romance - obožavam ih... imaju predobre
i kvalitetne pjesme...

Green day - dugo ih slušam... suuper su...
i billie je prezgodan....

Good charlotte - obožavam ih... slušam ih jaako dugo...
ma super su...

Fall out boy - imaju super pjesme i dobar novi album...
jako dobre pjesme na novom albumu....

coldplay - chris martin ima predobar glas...
uvijek me uspava... obožavam ga...

linkin park - tu grupu slušam 7 godina...
i obožavam ih... ma to je premalena riječ za njih....

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JESUS OF SUBURBIA
I'm the son of rage and love.
The Jesus of suburbia,
The bible of none of the above,
On a steady diet of...

Soda pop and Ritalin,
No one ever died for my sins in hell,
As far as I can tell,
At least the ones I got away with.

And there's nothing wrong with me,
This is how I'm supposed to be,
In a land of make believe,
That don't believe in me.

Get my television fix,
Sitting on my crucifix,
The living room on my private womb,
While the moms and Brads are away,
To fall in love and fall in debt,
To alcohol and cigarettes,
And mary jane,
To keep me insane,
Doing someone else's cocaine.

And there's nothing wrong with me,
This is how I'm supposed to be,
In a land of make believe,
That don't believe in me.

[Part II: City Of The Damned]

At the center of the Earth,
In the parking lot,
Of the 7-11 were I was taught,
The motto was just a lie,
It says home is where your heart is,
But what a shame,
Cause everyone's heart,
Doesn't beat the same,
It's beating out of time...

City of the dead,
At the end of another lost highway,
Signs misleading to nowhere,
City of the damned,
Lost children with dirty faces today,
No one really seems to care...

I read the graffiti,
In the bathroom stall,
Like the holy scriptures of the shopping mall,
And so it seemed to confess.
It didn't say much,
But it only confirmed that,
The center of the earth,
Is the end of the world,
And I could really care less...

City of the dead,
At the end of another lost highway,
Signs misleading to nowhere,
City of the damned,
Lost children with dirty faces today,
No-one really seems to caaaare...

HEY!

[Part III: I Don't Care]

I don't care if you don't,
I don't care if you don't,
I don't care if you don't care. (x4)

I don't careeeeeeeee...

Everyone is so full of shit,
Born and raised by hypocrites,
Hearts recycled but never saved,
From the cradle to the grave,
We are the kids of the war and peace,
From Anaheim to the Middle East,
We are the stories and disciples of,
The Jesus of Suburbia...

Land of make believe,
And it don't believe in me,
Land of make believe,
And it don't believe,
And I don't care!
I don't care! (x4)

[Part IV: Dearly Beloved.]

Dearly beloved are you listening?
I can't remember a word that you were saying,
Are we demented or am I disturbed?
The space that's in between insane and insecure
(Ooooo...)
Oh therapy, can you please fill the void?
Am I retarded or am I just overjoyed?
Nobody's perfect and I stand accused,
For lack of a better word, and that's my best excuse.

[Part V: Tales Of Another Broken Home.]

To live... and not to breathe,
Is to die... in tragedy.
To run... to run away,
To find... what to believe.

And I... leave behind,
This hurricane of fucking lies.

I lost... my faith to this,
This town... that don't exist,
So I run... I run away,
To the light... of masochist.

And I leave behind,
This hurricane of fucking lies.
And I walked this line,
A million and one fucking times.
But not this time.

I don't feel any shame,
I won't apologize...
When there ain't nowhere you can go.

Running away from pain,
When you've been victimized...
Tales from another broken hoooome...

You're leaving...
You're leaving...
You're leaving...
Ah you're leaving home...

HOW TO SAVE A LIFE
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

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evanescence - lithium
Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let

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Welcome to the black parade

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on,
We'll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
Carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end
We hear the call to
To carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on

And on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause
I could not care at all Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all,
I'm gonna play this part
Wont explain or say i'm sorry
I'm not ashamed,
I'm gonna show my scar
You're the chair, for all the broken Listen here, because it's only..
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
Just a man,
I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
Carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on

The killers – Mr.Brightside
Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

(repeat)

Welcome to my truth
Sentimental days
In a misty clouded haze
Of a memory that now feels untrue
I used to feel disguised
Now I leave the mask behind
Painting pictures that aren't so blue
The pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned

Chorus:
Somebody bring up the lights I want you to see
(Don't You Feel Sorry For Me)
My life turned around
But I'm still living my dreams
(Yes it's true I've been)
I've been through it all
Hit about a million walls
Welcome to my truth.. I still love
Welcome to my truth.. I still love

Tangled in a web
With a pain hard to forget
That was a time that I've now put to rest
Oh, the pages I've turned are the lessons I've learned

(Chorus)

Sentimental days
In a mist of clouded haze
Of a memory that now feels untrue

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subota, 28.04.2007.

na kraju tunela je.... neznam!?

helooo....
naslov nema veze sa postom....
jednostavno mi je to palo na pamet...
ovaj cijeli tjedan mi je bio odličan...
i sve je za 5....

od s.o.a.d. girl
sam dobila zadatak da napišem abecedu... neznam...tak nešto u tome
smislu....
pa krećemo:

A - anđeo.... obožavam anđele i sve što je vezano uz njih....
ana - suuper frendica... bez koje nemogu...
B - budućnost... mislim na budućnost i zanima me što će se
dogoditi...
C - cigarete.... nažalost ovisna sam o njima... i trenutno nemam
razloga da ih prestanem konzumirati...
D - dinamo!! dubrava! kvart u kojem živim... vezana sam uz njega
a i dinamo nije loš....
E - evanescence.... obožavam ih.. i jednostavno obožavam....
F - frula... dok sam bila mala htjela sam ju svirati... čudak sam!!
G - glazba... obožavam ju i nemogu zamisliti život bez nje...
H - hrčak... obožavam ih... tako su medeni i slatki... preslatki!!
I - ivan - tako mi se zove buraz i jedan dečko koji mi se trenutno
sviđa....
J - jarun!!! najbolji kvart... tamo sam odrasla... i božavam ga...
pogotovo ljeti...
K - kava... nemogu bez nje... obožavam ju... i stalno ju pijem...
the killers - moja najbolja grupa na cijelom svijetu...
L - lubenica... moje omiljeno ljetno voće... finooo!!!
M - matea.... moje ime... koje nije niš posebno ali sviđa mi se...
more - nekako sam povezana sa njime... obožavam slušati valove
i obožavam biti u moru....
N - narukvica... obožavam narukvice...i želim ih imati jaako
punnoooo....
O - one tree hill... moja omiljena serija... nemoram govoriti
zašto...
P - prijateljstvo... bez njega nemožemo... ali pravo prijateljstvo
se jako teško stječe... imam najbolju prijateljicu koju jaako
obožavam...
R - roza... boja koju baš i ne volim... ali volim kombinirati
rozu i crnu....
S - sandra!! moja best frendica koju vojim jaako puuno....
T - tv!! dosta ga gledam i nemogu zamisliti život bez njega...
U - moje prezime počinje na u... nemogu ga spomenuti...
uspomene - ima ih jako puno i većinom su lijepe...
V - valovi... obožavam ih... htjela bih jedanput naučiti surfati...
vampiri - zanimaju me jako... i sve što je u vezi sa njima...
Z - zabrana... sve što je zabranjeno mene privlači...
zagreb - grad u kojem živim i kojeg obožavam!!!

abecedu predajem....
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marini
dumb

i obavezno pogledajte ovaj spotić... baš mi je pjesma fora... ma suuper...

Mika - Grace Kelly

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nedjelja, 22.04.2007.

find your spirit and follow it

danas sam malo razmišljala o čemu da pišem...
stvarno dugo nisam bila na internetu....
tako da nisam mogla komentirati....
u mome životu ima svašta ali nema ništa pametnog...
uglavnom sve je suuper i zabrijala sam na pozitivu...

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razmišljala sam o prijateljima... ponekim trenucima...
u jednom trenutku imamo sve....
osjećamo se kao da smo na vrhu svijeta
i samo nam trebaju krila da poletimo u visine....
daleko od ovog nesavršenog svijeta....

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dok u drugom trenutku se nalazimo u ponoru...
iz kojeg nemožemo izaći... nemožemo ga se
osloboditi.... ta tjeskoba nas muči... guši
i duboko u sebi poželimo se riješiti toga osjećaja
ali nemožemo... neznamo kako....i oni dani sreće
u jednom trenutku nestanu... izblijede....

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čudno je to... kako nam je malo potrebno
da budemo sretni...a isto toliko malo nam je
potrebno da budemo zauvijek tužni....

no jedino mi možemo odlučivati o našoj
sreći... o našem životu...
tu su i ljudi koje susrećemo tijekom života...
mnogi od njih postanu nam i prijatelji....
sa njima život nam postane ljepši....
treba uživati u svakom trenutku života
makar bio i onaj odvratan jer tko zna
možda nam baš taj trenutak dade snage
da idemo dalje...

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pussam vas sve i naravno sve vas pozdravljam...

GOOD CHARLOTTE-I JUST WANNA LIVE

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ponedjeljak, 16.04.2007.

thanks for the memory

bokić ljudeki...
evo kao što i vidite...
nema me dugo...
jednostavno sve ne stignem....
imam puuno obveza i tako...

am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I?ll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

i tako počela sam uživati bez škole
fakat je biloo suuper...
ali sada je nažalost počela glupa škola....

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I?m out here
On the other side
Of the jet black Broken mirror

i ima svašta novoga....
ali neda mi se sve pisati....
osim da mi je suuper...
i da sam sretna...
i jučer sam upoznala jednog
suuper tipa... marina zna o kome
pričam...imamo mnogo toga zajedničkog...

If I could paint a picture of this melody
It would be a violin without its strings
And the canvas in my mind
Sings the songs I left behind
Like pretty flowers and a sunset

i odo ja...
vas sve pozdravljam...
i nadam se da ćete mi ostaviti puuno
komentara....i ja ću vama...
pussam vas sve... kiss

Fall Out Boy - Thnks fr th Mmrs

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utorak, 10.04.2007.

moj 50-ti post.... juupi!!!!

helooo ljudi moji...
kao što i u naslovu piše ovo mi je 50-ti post... wave
za mene je to zbilja mnogo... smokin

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i ovih dana nisam mogla na internet...
tj. na komp uopće... nešt mi nije valjala tastatura
i miš... zajebano... lud

no sada je sve u redu...
i hvala vam što ste mi ostavljali komentare...
odužit ću vam se... i da ostavljajte ih i dalje...

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ovih dana dešavalo se zbilja svašta...
dobra je vijest da nisam nikada doma
i želim što bolje iskoristiti ove male praznike...
stalno sam na kavama i zbilja je život suuper...

Bigoo

danas sam bila na kavi sa anom i njezinim dečkom...
u jednom ful super bircu... i tako se mi zezamo...
bacamo šećer i još mnoge druge stvari kad ono
ulaze neka 2 zgodna dečka....
i sad ja kažem njenom dečku...
gle ovi su mi poznati...
a on: i meni isto...
i onda se ja sjetim da ti tipovi igraju u dinamu...
neću ih imenovat... za svaki slučaj...
i mi ko kreteni buljimo u njih.. i smijemo se
a jadni ljudi misle da smo kreteni!!! wave

a šta se može kada jesmo!!

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i da... sutra idem kod njezinog dečka...
živi u natinoj ulici pa lijepo idem i do nate...
zbilja mi je sve super.. i uživam u životu...
tak je lijepo bez te proklete škole....

i odo ja... pozzzam vas sve... kiss

i ostavljam po običaju neki spot...

revolverheld - mit dir chill

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nedjelja, 01.04.2007.

osmijeh....zove se ta pojava što krasi lice moje...

osmijeh

Na svačijem licu stoji pojava,
što se osmijeh zove, no
ta pojava nikad nije i nikad
neće krasiti lice moje...

Osmijeh su mi oteli zli ljudi
koji su mi navodno sve
najbolje željeli...

Osmijeh na mom licu rijetka
je pojava jer nema sreće
koja treba da ga odaje....

Za osmijeh mi doza sreće
treba, jer moje lice je
poput oblačnog neba....

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Alo!!! ovih par dana nije bilo ništa posebnog...
Isčašila sam zglob na nozi i nisam išla u školu...
bilo mi je luđački dosadno... i tako....
pussam vas sve... kisss.... kiss

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i za kraj jedna prelijepa pjesma od evanescence...
Evanescence- Field Of Innocence

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