nedjelja, 30.07.2006.

yes, yes... I'm alive... weeee....

daklem... evo me... bijah u vukovaru, zagrebu i sloveniji... bilo je dobro... u vukovaru najbolje... upoznala sam masu ljudi s kojima sam se odma prvog dana sprijateljila... i fale mi svi... posebno srky... al s njim meljem svaki dan... bar nesta... enivejz... u zadnjih tjedan dana sam smrsavila 2 kg... nista ne jedem... ne da mi se... nisam se naspavala vec... a ko zna kolko... kad se ustanem, samo mi se zamanta... hodam a da uopste nisam svjesna toga... jutros sam se u 4 ure probudila, u 4 ipo krenila za split, oko 11 ipo sam bila doma... i nemam uopste snage za nista... samo pijem... uglavnom nealkoholna pica... ali pokazujem i cudnu sklonost prema alkoholu... kad sam pijana, nekako sam otvorenija osoba... vise se svidjam samoj sebi... podnosim se... zacudo... nisam tolko iskompleksirana... ukratko, draza sam si...
a sad da pozdravim sve svoje nove prijatelje... krenemo od prvog koji mi pada na pamet, a to je:
srky- e, lik ima 18 god, zivi sam i radi... i ja ga obozavam :)
peko- 16 godina, prejebenodobar lik, u svakom pogledu...
slaven- 16 god, ima skutercic, vozio me doma jednom (hvala, srce :)), inace isto predobar lik
raso- a za njega nemam rijeci... reka mi je da imam dobre sise :P
mac- zgodan mladic :P moja draga maja je luda za njim, a kolko sam primjetila, i on je za njom.
joca- slatkis :) moja rodica marina je s njim... on je sad na ljetovanju u grckoj... ona ludi bez njega :P
baga- hehe, legenda nad legendama... to je sve sta cu rec.
pope- njega nisan bas najbolje upoznala, zato sto je on nakon 3 dana isa u bugarsku na ljetovanje... al dobar je lik...
a sad, da ne ispadne da san se samo s muskima druzila, evo i zemskinje:
maja- prelegendarna zenska, dobro se ljubi, i ja ju obozavam :)
marina- moja rodica, i nju obozavam, al ne bi znala kako se ljubi... al etto :)
martina- legenda, stvarno... otkacena, zabavna, zgodna... uglavnom, sve sta ja nisam :P
lucija- eee, lu :) isto je legendarna...
dajana- nisam ju bas dobro upoznala, al cini mi se ok... bila je na shakirinom koncertu... kul cura
jana- predobro plese, predobra zenska u svakom pogledu.
joska- hehe, e to je legenda... prejaka je zenska, ozbiljno.
hmmm... vjerojatno sam zaboravila nekoga... ako jesam, nek se ne ljuti... kad se sjetim, stavit cu ga... a sad pjesmica koju volim...

AZRA 'Balkan'

jednog dana nema me da nikada ne dodjem
prijatelje koje znam ne poznajem kad prodjem
kao da me nikada na svijetu nije bilo
kao da me njezino tijelo nije htilo
moja kita miruje a furala bi furke
lepe dekle moderne ne padaju na zurke
brijem bradu brkove da licim na pankrte
jos da imam Fendera vidio bi svirke
Balkane
Balkane
Balkane moj
budi mi silan
i dobro mi stoj
mi smo ljudi cigani sudbinom prokleti
uvijek netko oko nas dodje pa nam prijeti
ni bendovi nisu visee kao sto su bili
moj se amaterski priprema da sviri
Balkane
Balkane
Balkane moj
budi mi silan
i dobro mi stoj


ĐORĐE BALASEVIC 'Svirajte mi jesen stize dunjo moja'

Toga jutra sam stigao putnickom klasom
a kuci sa stanice casom kroz baste i precice znane
kao u vojsci sam stekao druga do groba
i hronicnu upalu zgloba
suvenir na strazarske dane

usao sam na prstima,ma ti bese vec budna i brzo se prekrstila
rece proslo je ko za cas
bas si stigao dobro jer svatovi su tu do nas pa ce ti svirati
a ti ces birati

svadba bese ko svadba i sta da se prica
parada pijanstva i kice i poznata cura u belom

vec po redu pozeleh im zdravlja i srece
iz ruku mi otela cvece i sakrila pogled pod velo
tad me spazise cigani
kum je trazio pesmu al ja sam stigao briga njih
sirok osmeh i zlatan zub
znam da nije ti lako al danas nemoj biti grub
nego zapovedi sta ce mo svirati
svirajte mi jesen stize dunjo moja
jer se nadam
nek zazvone tambure u transu
znam da mi je pesma ova
za veselje i svatovac al ja moram cuti tu romansu
svirajte mi jesen stize dunjo moja al polako
da mi ne bi koja rec promakla
sklonte case i bokale razbio bih svet od sale
da je samo slucajno od stakla dunjo moja
retko odlazim kuci a pisem jos redje
i slike su bledje i bledje , a lepe potiskuju ruzne

Al nekad porucim pice i tako to krene
a stignem u svatove njene sve prave ljubavi su tuzne
Nikom ne pricam o tome, brzo dodje taj talas i znam cu da potonem
Spas mi donose cigani oni imaju srce za svakog od nas briga njih
oni me pitaju sta da sviraju
svirajte mi jesen stize dunjo moja jer se nadam
nek zazvone tambure u transu
znam da mi je pesma ova za veselje svatovac
al ja moram cuti tu romanu
svirajte mi jesen stize dunjo moja polagano
da mi koja rec ne bi promakla
sklonte case i bokale razbio bih svet od sale
da je slucajno od stakla, dunjo moja...


opet sam pocela slusat music koju sam prije slusala... a jbg, svi se prije ili poslije vracamo onome s cim smo poceli... ali ja i dalje slusam metal... enivejz...odoh... prije nego se izvrnem... cao, ljudofi...

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The Raven

Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore,
While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping,
As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door.
"'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door --
Only this, and nothing more."
Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,
And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor.
Eagerly I wished the morrow; -- vainly I had tried to borrow
From my books surcease of sorrow -- sorrow for the lost Lenore --
For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore --
Nameless here for evermore.
And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain
Thrilled me -- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before;
So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating
"'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door --
Some late visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door; --
This it is, and nothing more."
Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer,
"Sir," said I, "or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore;
But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping,
And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door,
That I scarce was sure I heard you " -- here I opened wide the door; ----
Darkness there and nothing more.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing,
Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;
But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token,
And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, "Lenore!"
This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, "Lenore!" --
Merely this, and nothing more.
Then into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning,
Soon I heard again a tapping somewhat louder than before.
"Surely," said I, "surely that is something at my window lattice;
Let me see, then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore --
Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore;--
'Tis the wind and nothing more!"
Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter,
In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore;
Not the least obeisance made he; not an instant stopped or stayed he;
But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door --
Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door --
Perched, and sat, and nothing more.
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling,
By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore,
"Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou," I said, "art sure no craven,
Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the Nightly shore --
Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!"
Quoth the raven "Nevermore."
Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly,
Though its answer little meaning -- little relevancy bore;
For we cannot help agreeing that no sublunary being
Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door --
Bird or beast upon the sculptured bust above his chamber door,
With such name as "Nevermore."
But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only
That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour.
Nothing further then he uttered -- not a feather then he fluttered --
Till I scarcely more than muttered "Other friends have flown before --
On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before."
Quoth the raven "Nevermore."
Wondering at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken,
"Doubtless," said I, "what it utters is its only stock and store
Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful Disaster
Followed fast and followed faster so when Hope he would adjure --
Stern Despair returned, instead of the sweet Hope he dared adjure --
That sad answer, "Never -- nevermore."
But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling,
Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird, and bust and door;
Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking
Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore --
What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt and ominous bird of yore
Meant in croaking "Nevermore."
This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing
To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core;
This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining
On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er,
But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er,
She shall press, ah, nevermore!
Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer
Swung by Angels whose faint foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor.
"Wretch," I cried, "thy God hath lent thee -- by these angels he hath sent thee
Respite -- respite and nepenthe, from thy memories of Lenore;
Let me quaff this kind nepenthe and forget this lost Lenore!"
Quoth the raven "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil! -- prophet still, if bird or devil! --
Whether Tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore,
Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted --
On this home by Horror haunted -- tell me truly, I implore --
Is there -- is there balm in Gilead? -- tell me -- tell me, I implore!"
Quoth the raven "Nevermore."
"Prophet!" said I, "thing of evil -- prophet still, if bird or devil!
By that Heaven that bends above us -- by that God we both adore --
Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn,
It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels name Lenore --
Clasp a rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore."
Quoth the raven "Nevermore."
"Be that word our sign in parting, bird or fiend!" I shrieked, upstarting --
"Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore!
Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken!
Leave my loneliness unbroken! -- quit the bust above my door!
Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!"
Quoth the raven "Nevermore."
And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted -- nevermore!

E.A.Poe

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FOR ELAINE

She'll never know how much I love her oh it's to late now
She'll never know how deep my love is
It's to late now

For Elaine it's too late
It's too late now, her soul cannot be saved

She tasted white, oh white she loved the most
Is it to late now?
If I knew I would never let her go
But it's to late now

For Elaine it's too late
It's too late now, her soul cannot be saved

I brought her white roses, oh white she loved the most
Dropped them to her beneath her name
On her grave

For Elaine it's too late
It's too late now, her soul cannot be saved

Embrio

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