i da.. najgore od svega sto sam ja napravila kaos u zivotu..
izmedju dva tipa sam koji me obozavaju.. a ja totalna idiotkinja.. razmisljam koga vise voli..
i naravno da nemogu to shvatit... jer niko ne voli dvije osobe na isti nacin..
svaka ljubav je posebna
i tak sam ja sad u kurcu jer sam morala jednog otkarat da bi mogla ic dalje..
i bas si mislim.. najbolje bi bilo da sam solo..
jednom davno mi je frend reko:
"gle, mala.. tek kad se naucis bit solo-bit ces sretna"
no da..kaj bu on meni solil pamet.. pa meni je super kad imam nekog uz sebe..kad znam da me neko voli..
i kad ja volim..
jebeno sam ovisna o tome da je neko pokraj mene, a to je ponekad tak lijepo.. sam kaj se desi ovakvo sranje i onda zelis pobjec daleko od svih.. a kad sam imala priliku bit solo-nisam ju iskoristila..
a koji je razlog za ovaj kaos?
pasivnost.. mene i mog dragog..
misleci da je ljubav dovoljna, prepustili smo se kolotecini i zaboravili na one male slatke stvari koje cine zivot zanimljivijim...
idiotske razgovore dugo u noc
duge zagrljaje
sms poruke koje nemaju smisla
iznenadjenja
izlasci
paznja
male stvari koje te zamantraju
biti sretan bez obzira kolko je tesko
biti sretan bez obzira na kolicinu novca
Ono što jesmo, proizvod smo vlastitog razmišljanja.
************************** One Lonely Visitor-Chevelle
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Knew you were here,
Sister confirms suspicions,
And beside the note,
You left on my bed
Where I held you so close.
Did you think I'd forget?
Couldn't be more of a mess,
For to breathe,
Used to be another way,
I'd take you in.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
That I feel a break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Now it seems there's a choice,
That began with a break,
So today,
Know that never again,
Will I know you that way.
Well it's time to wake up,
And separate feelings
That I keep falling into.
Each seem like good reasons,
I'm gonna break down,
I don't care if it shows up,
I'm praying this for you,
'Til it's answered I'll say.
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
Am I alone in here?
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mail
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**************************** m.twain
da je covjeka stvorio covjek,
sramio bi se njegovog ponasanja!
ako se prisjetimo da smo svi pomalo ludi,
zagonetke nestaju i zivot postaje razumljiv.