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potaknuta jednim blogom na kojeg sam naisla slucajno,o knjizi 100 poteza četkom prije spavanja, mislim da cu pisat svoje misli tu, kako ih nikada ne bi izgubila. ovo ce biti oda zivotu, smrti i svemu sto se nalazi izmedu - sreci, tuzi, ljubomori, mrznji, divljenju, suzama, skakutanju, uzivanju u zivotu, drogama i alkoholu. neka vrsta dnevnika koji necu bas uvijek imati uz sebe, otvoren je ljudima... ali je tu. i biti ce tu, da nikada ne zaboravim nista.
melissa kriticarka
KONCERTI
2007.
25.1. In memoriam EKV - Krug(Bg) , Kset --- 50/60 kn
27.1. Rock masters (LZ Tribute), Boogaloo --- 30kn
9.2. Drti dencing Najluđi 80's party u gradu.dj David Hasselhoff, Mocvara --- 15/20 kn
17.2. Krematorij, Mocvara --- 25 kn
3.3. Tribjut mejdenima, Lostful words, Zadar, klub maya
18.3. Majke, Tvornica --- 100 KN (MOJA MAJKA OSVOJILA KARTE PREKO 101 RADIA)
23.3. Manowar, Rhapsody, Hollyhell, Munich --- 52,5 eura + osiguranje 8 eura + 450 kn prijevoz (pitaj bishopa na cmaru)
24.3. Nenormalni Balasevic(Bg), Boogaloo --- 50 kn
31.3 Doors experience , Boogaloo --- 40 kn
25.5 Nanowar, Zagreb, Mocvara --- 25 kn - jako dobri dečki na koncertu...
7.6. Dream Theater, Dominici, Dom sportova, Zagreb --- 200kn/220 kn (eventim)
4.7. Heaven And Hell (Black Sabbath's days with Dio), Budimpesta --- 32.60 eura, 250-280 kn prijevoz
13.7. Robert Plant & The Strange Sensations, Prokurative, Split - 230/250 Kn
20.7 The Rolling Stones, Stadion Ferenca Puškaša, Budimpešta --- 800 kn (ulaznica stajace + prijevoz urban travel)
28.9. Neki novi klinci, Londoner - 15 kn
20.11. Sonata Arctica, Ride the sky, Epica - Budimpesta, Petöfi Hall --- 500 kn
10.12. Therion, Tvornica - 160kn/180kn
19.12. Željko+Mladen+Alen, Dom sportova - 100kn
2008.
23.1. 1 hit wonder, Kset
2.2. EKV tribjut, Kset - 60/70 kn
Boogaloo 80.te - 20 kn
9.2. Skroz over, Time
Bob Marley tribjut, Boogaloo
1.3. Kset kafe,N.rodjendan
15.3. Brucosijada Fera, sve besplatno,i dobila majcu
26.4. Prorok, Kuglas
28.4. 9 zivota, Danguba
2.5. Zajecarska gitarijada
4.5. Irish Stew, 9 zivota, Ekv tribjut --- Kst,Bg
17.5. Noc muzeja --- 250 dn
20.5. 9 zivota, Zica
9.6. Mark Knopfler, Dvorana doma Sportova
FESTIVALI
Drava fest
22.6. Scorpions, The cult,
KNJIGE
napuklo srce
sun tzu - umijece ratovanja
antony horowitz - stormbreaker
judy blue - zauvijek zauvijek
melissa p. - sto poteza
tolkien - roverandom
ALKOHOL :)
čaj+rum/amaro/vino
mlijeko+kruskovac
kava+šljiva/amareto/jd/irski/škotski viski
blog.nije da mi treba link al aj neka ga mater mu
neki koje poznajem...
saputnik
avana saljanka
hippie
ivo
lucija
baltazar
matea msn
toncek
nadam se njihovom povratku
drazen
andjela
hrabren
fotoblogovi
rooskie
brunhilda
neki koje ne poznajem
feu
prodo
filmofil,Q-stripa
kao pjesma
my insomnia
emanuele
nadam se njihovom povratku
iva
zena o zenama
blokada razuma
artigula
livada srece
shvati me
enciklopedija nacizma
sara
klistir
purpurno dijete
maske su pale
sharp angel
umjetnik
BALASEVICEVA BANDA
ratnik paorskog srca
kao talas
boza zvani pub
L is for LOVE, baby
O is for ONLY you that I do
V is for loving VIRTUALLY everything that you are
E is for loving almost EVERYTHING that you do
R is for RAPE me
M is for MURDER me
A is for ANSWERING all of my prayers
N is for KNOWING your loverman's going to
be the answer to all of yours
Carve your name into my arm.
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.
Cuz theres nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Sucker love, a box I choose.
No other box I choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.
In the shape of things to come.
Too much poison come undone.
Cuz theres nothing else to do,
Every me and every you.
Like the naked leads the blind.
I know Im selfish, Im unkind.
Sucker love I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
Debelom
Nevolem,nikog, lutko, takva mi je narav
kao ođak star i grav
puno dima je kroz mene proslo.
(...)
Nevolem,kad mi gace udju, di vec udju,
te sto brinu brigu tudju,
kosticu u strudli od visanja.
Nevolem,zatucane, gratis, kravatase,
hipohondre sto se plase,
da dobiju rak od razmisljanja.
(...)
Nevolem,lopuze sto voze tudja kola,
znaju azbuku do pola,
micu usnama dok sricu pejdzer.
I ne samo da ih ne volim nego ih se malo i gadim ...
(...)
Nevolem,sizove i nervne bolesnike,
pre ih pustali za vikend
sad ih puste pravo pred kamere.
Nevolem,sve te lezibejke, da prostite,
prorocice, travestite,
nek mi gospon-dame ne zamere.
(...)
Sta je ovo - solo.Ih, nevolem solo.
Aaa, to je onaj sopran saksofon.
To tek ne volem.
(...)
Al' tebe volem, to je fakat,
ti si mi ljubav jedina,
prodacu onu nasu kucerdu na lakat,
pa nek' je stoput dedina.
Napuklo srce na dve pole,
ljubav je teret pregolem,
cak i to sto te tolko volem - ne volem.
Uh, sto ne volem kad se ovako zavrsi pesma - ko racija.
Sto, bas je logicno.
E sto tu logiku tek volem. Tu si me nas'o...
od moje drage
This love, this love is a strange love
In that it can lift a love, this love
This love,I think I'm gonna fall again
And ever when you held the hand
And turn 'em in your fingers, love
This love, now rehearsed we stay, love
Doesn't know it is love, this love
This love, doesn't have to feel love
Doesn't care to be love
It doesn't mean a thing, this love
This love loves love
It's a strange love, strange love
I'm gonna fall again love
Doesn't mean a thing
Think I'm gonna fall again
jednostavno najbolje sto ostaje u srcu - luki
Iza prozora nemirnog sna
Osjećam njihove sjene
Gledam kako kroz zidove plešu
Kurvini sinovi...
Zatvori gubicu nije vrijedna za narod
Istresi gorčinu do kraja
Na strateškim mjestima njihovi ljudi
Kurvini sinovi...
Lutke od krvi bez trunke ideje
Ubice na cesti
Loša noć, bježim iz grada
Oni dolaze
Kurvini sinovi...
Otišao sam daleko do krajnjih granica
More je uzimalo od neba
Na drugoj strani znaci oluje
Vidio sam kako plaze u tami
Hladna noć pred velike događaje
Ne želim više da se sjećam
Znali su gdje će me naći
Kurvini sinovi...
mojoj dragoj
I feel the wind in my hair
And it's whispering, telling me things
Of the storm that is gathering near
Full of power I'm spreading my wings
After the storm there's a calm
Through the clouds shines a ray of the sun
I am carried from all of my harm
There is no one that I can't outrun
Now I'm leaving my worries behind
Feel the freedom of body and mind
I am starting my journey, I'm drifting away with the wind
I go
I am Hunting High and Low
Diving from the sky above
Looking for, more and more, once again
I'm Hunting High and Low
Sometimes I may win sometimes I'll lose
It's just a game that I play
ne postoji
nešto što ne postoji
nekad se stane
nekad se nastavi
možeš odlučiti
možeš izabrati
kada ćeš krenuti
da li zbog dosade
ili zbog navike
bojiš se na kocku staviti srce
možda se sve dogodi
možda se sve pojavi
samo od sebe
pokreni se, izmjeni se
dok ne pokušaš
nećeš saznati
tko si zapravo ti
pokreni se, izmjeni se
ponekad postaneš
tek kada ostaneš
ponekad nestaneš
tek kada prestaneš
možeš odlučiti
koliko ćeš se mučiti
na jednom mjestu
Puno pijem
Dok ležim u sobi sam
Moje ljubavi više nema
I ne želim da svane dan
Ne želim sunce
Nek traje ovaj mrak
Jedna zvijezda kao da pjeva
To meni moja draga šalje znak
Ne želim više biti tu
Poljubit ću ponovo svoju dragu
Ili u raju ili u paklu
Ja sam ono čega nema
Ja sam ono što ti se sprema
Ja sam sudbina koja se ruga
Ja sam podli đavolji sluga
Ja sam istina koja je glupost
Ja sam neizdrživa glad
Ja sam bio nekad, ja sam sad
Ja sam situacija teška
Ja sam velika greška
Ja sam istina koja je glupost
Ja sam od milion godina tuga
Ja sam na kraju devetog kruga
Ja sam razapet pas, ja sam ludost
Ja sam budućnost
Da li ti se sviđam
Uvijek budi tu
Ne mogu bez tebe
Hajde gurni me
Volim tebe
Volim sve te jake stvari
Ti si divlja
Ti si uvijek
Ti si zauvijek
jednom seljaku
Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom,
blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter,
come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!
You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision,
rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!
NEKE PAMETNE
there are no shortcuts to any place worth going. the glory is not in never falling, but in raising every time you fall. the best way out is trough. the only limits are always those of vision. if you do something but there's a better way to do it...find that way. your own self is the only corner of the universe you can improve. everything comes to him who hustles while he waits. nothing is perfect from every point of view. there is so much in this world for us all of we only have the eyes to see it. the strongest person in the world is the person who stands alone. each problem has in it an opprtunaty so powerful that it dwarfs the problem. the greatest succes stories were created by people who recognised a problem and turned it into an apportunity. is the power of endurance weakens with age, the urgency of the pursuit grows more intense. in the field of observation, chance favours only the prepared mind. take time to laugh - it is the music of the soul. the most wasted of all days is the day one did not laugh. you may be disapponted if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try at all. you can long to accomplish great things and noble tasks, but it is your chief duty to accomplish small tasks as if they were great and noble. some day we shall harness the energies of love, then for a second time in history of the world, we will have discovered fire. in research the horizon recedes as we advance. we must choose whether to be rich in things or in freedom to use them.
Christian
The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and be loved in return. my heart aches completly every hour every day. only when i'm with you the pain goes away.
Satine
i can't fall in love with enyone
Thor Heyerdahl
Nikad nisam razumio značenje vremena. Ne vjerujem da ono uopce postoji.
Taj me osjećaj uvijek ponovo obuzme kad sam daleko u prirodi. Tada
vrijeme prestaje postojati, a i budućnost i prošlost.
Vincent van Gogh
Nisam pustolov zbog toga što sam tako izabrao nego jer je tako izabrala
moja sudbina
Mozda se u neko idilicno vrijeme djeca nisu ubijala - kada pomislimo na to,postajemo nostalgicni za stvarima koje nikada nismo vidjeli, vremenima u kojima nikada nismo zivjeli...
Forest gump
neznam da li imamo sudbinu ili slucajno plovimo na povjetarcu zivota. mozda je i jedno i drugo
Tolerancija omogucuje ljudima da zive i pored onih koji se smatraju nepozeljnima.
J.F.Keneddy
Tolerancija ne znaci pomanjkanje predanosti vlastitim vrijednostima ona znaci neprihvacanje proganjanja i ugnjetavanja drugih.
Emanuel Kant
Po pravnom zakonu covjek je kriv ako krsi pravila protiv drugih ljudi. po etickim pravilima, on je kriv vec ako pomisli da bi to mogao uciniti.
Anatole France
Da bismo postigli nešto veliko, ne smijemo samo djelovati, nego i sanjati, ne samo planirati, nego i vjerovati.
Coco Chanel
Na lijepo odjevenoj zeni primjecujemo odjecu. Na ruzno odjevenoj zeni - zenu.
You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same.
You asked 'What's wrong?' I smiled and said 'Nothing', but than I turned my back on you and whispered to myself 'Everything...'
You don't need to be thin to be beautiful, or good looking to be pretty...
True friend are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossibile to forget.
It's funny how someone can break your heart, and you still love them with all the little pieces.
I love you. Not for who you are, but for who I am when I'm by your side.
Friendship is not a big thing. It's a million little things.
Everyone is going to hurt you sooner or later. You just have to decide whose worth the pain.
Best friend is the one who can see you with the biggest smile on your fice and still know something's wrong.
Svi su ljudi usamljeni dok ne nadju nekoga tko ce im pomoci razbiti tu usamljenost.
What do you do when the person that make you stop crying is the person that made you cry?
When I first saw you, I was affraid to meet you. When I first met you, I was affraid to kiss you. When I first kissed you, I was affraid to love you. Now that I love you, I'm affraid to lose you...
Tears are words that heart can't say.
There are many tipes of ships. Like wooden ships,than plastic ships, metal ships. But the best and most important type od ships is friendship...
The best things in life are unseen. That's why we close our eyes when we cry, dream, kiss...
What lies behind us and what lies before us are small matters compared to what lies within us...
I may not be the4 perfect girl. I am aware of my flaws. I know I'm impatient, I let things get to me, I jump to conclusions, and I am unpleasent to be around most of the time. But when I'm with you baby, I feel like the most beautiful girl in the world. You make me realize, everyone has a different perfect. and it just so happenes, my perfect is you...
Find a guy who calles you 'beautiful' instead of 'hot', who calls you back when you hang up on him, who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off the world even when you're in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends or says 'That's here...', who thinks you're just as pretty without the make up, one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares, and loves being with you, and how he is the luckiest guy in the world to have you.
Trough it all, the nights that lasted forever and the days that went by so slowly, the crazy times that we will replay in our heads as our best over, all the boys that we've kisse and the boys that broke our hearts with the promisses they never kept, the alcohol that we drank of the drugs we took when everything seemed to go wrong, the other girls that hated us and lived the live we never had. You were there. And i love you for that.
Every girl wants to meet a guy that she can go to in her sweats, hair a mess, make up running down her face, eyes red for crying and the first thing he says to her is 'You are beautiful' and means it...
Somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes, I fell in love.
When people say 'You've changed' it's only because you've stopped living life their way.
Friendship isn't about who you've known the longest, it's about who came and never left your side.
Živi za danas jer jucer je proslost,a sutra mozda neces dozivjeti.
...kada se probudis ujutro u tudjem stanu, koji je nekada tako tvoj, a nekada si u njemu tako stranac?
...kada zbog jedne pogreske neke osobe izgubis volju jer toliko si puta oprostio?
...kada svoju temperamentnost zelis sakriti, ali zelis i da se vidi?
...kada ne znas kako pricati s ljudima i mislis da je odgoj kriv za to?
...kada ti ne vjeruju da je tvoj odgoj taj koji je kriv - da li odustati i praviti se da prihvacas krivnju, te se na kraju uvjeriti u to, ili se boriti za svoj stav?
...kada te ljudi koji nemaju veze s tobom vracaju na pocetak ruseci ono sto si sagradio?
...kada te ljudi kojima je jednom bilo stalo sada ne zovu, jer su ocistili svoju savjest?
...kada ti vise nemas potrebu zvati, jer ne zelis opterecivati, jer si preobziran?
...kada ti vise ne zelis zvati jer jos uvijek imas svoj ponos?
...kada se bojis zaspati u svom krevetu, jer te noc provedena u poznatoj okolini plasi?
...kada si sam, svojom odlukom, ali ti tako fali da je nekome stalo?
...kada te dirne ljubavna pjesma, a nema nikoga da te grli?
...kada zelis da te nazove, a ona spava?
...kada se gomila ljudi dere u tvojoj glavi,poput hrpa malih crva koja gricka kozu i prozdire meso,a ni tablete ni glasna glazba ne pomazu da lakse zaspis... samo se deru i deru, i grickaju i prozdiru... što učiniti?
...kada moras birati da li udovoljiti osobi koju volis ili sebi?
...kada izaberes voljenu osobu, i ispraznis sebe, jer ona nije shvatila koliko je vazno?
...kada izaberes sebe, i ispraznis voljenu osobu, jer ti nisi shvatio da je vrijedna odricanja?
...kada ljubav i mrznja postanu ljubavnici?
...kada je rijec oprosti recena previse puta?
...kada je ljubav jedino sto nije dokazivano?
...kada je prekasno, jer smrt uvijek pobjeduje?
ovaj post me umorio. neznam, mozda neko vrijeme necu pisati. ne znam sto mislim, neznam sto da mislim, neznam sto da radim, kako da se ponasam...zbunjena sam, izgubljena i jako jako neshvatljiva samoj sebi jer mi se ponasanje nevjerojatno mijenja...a i otkrila sam danas neke stvari koje mi se ne svidaju nimalo. pricat cu s nekim danas, valjda ce pomoci. bila je tu i ostala tu jako dugo, i zahvalna sam joj.
volim te,debelo moje.
Sitting in a corner all alone,
staring from the bottom of his soul,
watching the night come in from the window, window
It'll all collapse tonight, the fullmoon is here again
In sickness and in health, understanding so demanding
It has no name, there's one for every season
Makes him insane to know
Running away from it all
"I'll be safe in a cornfields", he thinks Hunted by his own,
again he feels the moon rising on the sky
Find a barn which to sleep in, but can he hide anymore
Someones at the door, understanding too demanding
Can this be wrong, it's love that is not ending
Makes him insane to know
She should not lock the open door
(run away run away, run way)
Fullmoon is on the sky and He's not a man anymore
Sees the change in Him but can't
(run away run away, run away)
See what became out of her man... Fullmoon
Swimming across the bay,
the nit is gray, so calm today
She doesn't wanna wait.
"We've gotta make the love complete tonight..."
In the mist of the morning he cannot fight anymore
Thousands moon or more, he's been howling
Knock on the door, and scream that is soon ending
Mess on the floor again...
Kada je djevojka tiha - misli na milijun stvari.
Kada djevojka ne reagira - duboko je zamišljena.
Kada te djevojka upitno gleda - pita se koliko dugo ćeš kraj nje ostati.
Kada djevojka odgovori: 'sa mnom je sve u redu' - onda ima grdne probleme.
Kada te djevojka prodorno promatra - pita se zašto je lažeš.
Kada djevojka spusti glavu na tvoje grudi, želi da zauvijek ostaneš kraj nje.
Kada te djevojka želi vidjeti svaki dan- sviđaš joj se (voli te).
Kada djevojka kaže: 'Volim te' - ona to zaista i misli.
Kada djevojka kaže: 'Nedostaješ mi' - onda ne nedostaješ nikom na svijetu vise nego njoj.
vrijedi li ovo i za muskarce?
nasla sam to na necijem blogu. muski se uvijek tuze kako ne razumiju nas zene. mozda jesmo komplicirane, izvolijevamo ali sve trazimo iste stvari... ljubav. lijek za bol. vrijeme kada mozemo plakati same. vrijeme kada mozemo plakati u zagrljaju prijateljice. vrijeme kada mozemo plakati u zagrljaju decka. vrijeme kada mozemo otici na pice s nekim, bez da nam se to jako poslije nabija pod nos. vrijeme kada mozemo otici plesati. vrijeme za pjevanje pod tusem. vrijeme da se osjecamo lijepima i posebnima. vrijeme za shopping... vrijeme kada ce nam netko reci da nas voli. ali onako od srca. vrijeme za seriju...
mrzim ovo, mrzim dane kada zelim nesto objaviti a nemogu ili nezelim ipak jer ljudi znaju za mene ili samo ne zelim da iko sazna i shvati, a on ne... on nekada ne shvaca puno stvari o meni, previse. jucer je bio grozan dan jako takodjer. dobila sam mengu, i sad pocinjem pit proklete pilule da mi se menstruacija unormalizira, ali boli, boli jako.
zelim da me sad grli. i zelim jesti.jako.jako....hrana. mogla bi staviti u sebe sve sta vidim...idem ovo nastaviti uz seriju. i cigaretu iako nemogu disati ni ovako a kamoli da cu moci kada mi se pluca napune dimom.
edit: pusim prije dorucka. jos bolje
danas je dobar dan, raspolozena sam, i odlucila sam prvo promijeniti boju pozadine kada ovo dovrsim.
zatim sam odlucila da cu u toku ovoga otici po caj, i javiti se kasnije ljudima koji mozda misle da mi vise nisu vazni...
jucer mi je bio slobodan dan, prvi nakon 19 dana, i provela sam ga stvarno spavajuci, mislila sam presaltat na zajebanciju kada me prijatelj pitao sta imam u planu, ali zaista sam spavala. probudila se u 8, pogledala serije do 10 i po, digao se dragi, ja popusila cigaretu (3cu) do kraja, i brzo prazni pepeljaru, popila caj do kraja, i kao isli vjezbat, sto se svelo na njegovo sviruckanje i moje pjevuckanje. no grlo me bolilo i danas to nije nestalo pa je bilo bolje da se ne naprezem, da mogu kasnije bar nekako izdurat 2 ure pjevanja. i mi polako, misli da cemo kasnit, ali na kraju magda i iva kasnile. dobre djevojke, cine se zabavne. iva je imala jako malo posla, pa neznam kako svira,a magda je spolidna. za razliku od bubnjara. ima 6 i po. ok super. ali to je ko da malom djetetu das stapice da lupa. hm... to se i dogodilo. a tesko nam je svima kada niti on cuje ista nas niti mi jedno drugo od njega a on jos to krivo.mislim imat cemo vijece mudraca za par proba pa cemo vidit sta s tim malim.
danas radim od dva...moran si upicat neke novce, istina sad ih stalno imam, ali opet, trebala bih si kupiti carape...pa cizme... ah za par dana ce biti popis,kada saznam tocne cijene.
majko pozdrav, posto se ne cusmo ni vidjesmo 4 dana.
Edit: nista od minjanja pozadina. iako html znam napamet ne da mi se minjat dio po dio... ah.... pozz