I Miss Him
When you care about someone
as much as I do about you,
being apart is a hard thing to get used to.
I thought I'd handle it just fine...
and that I'd be happy just to keep you
on my mind.
But it isn't always that easy...
Sometimes the one thing that
would please me the most...
is simply seeing you.
I knew that I'd miss you.
I just didn't know
I'd miss you as much as I do.
˝Every once in a while, people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you. And sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard. But if you look close enough, you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.˝
˝Have you ever had a dream that seemed so real, when you woke up you didn't know what to believe? What would you do if what you thought was true wasn't? And what you thought wasn't true was?˝
˝There comes a time when every life goes off course. In this desperate moment, you must choose your direction. Will you fight to stay on the path? Will others tell you who you are or will you label yourself? Will you be haunted by your choice or will you embrace your new path? Each morning you choose to move forward or to simply give up.˝
You're always with me...in my toughts
My world is dark without you
If the only way to be together is in my dreams, I'll sleep forever
Fali mi užasno.........
Ne mogu virovat koliko mi fali. A nećemo se vidit cili ovaj tjedan a možda ni onaj poslije. Omg, užas..........Kako mi je ružno!!!! Umisto da uživan sa svojima, ja samo razmišljan o njemu, njegovin prelipin zelenin očima, njegovom govoru (
), hodu, načinu na koji me gleda dok pričamo, smijehu, osmijehu, svemu....A neman para ne mobu da mu pošaljen poruku. Samo se nadam da mi neće danas ništa poslati.
Jebate, moran se oraspoložit.
Iako će to biti teško, nabacit ću svoj, dobro znani, lažni osmijeh i praviti se da je sve ok, da sam najveselija na svijetu. Ja to mogu, radila sam to tisuće puta prije. Samo moram naći snage tj., naći taj osmijeh koji nisan koristila jako dugo. Baš onaj zbog kojeg svi misle da sam dobro, a ne oni koje češće koristim.Ne, ovaj put trebam baš taj posebni, najbolji...
E, da ne zaboravim. Novo je što idem u sridu u Metković kod svojih i tamo ću najvjerovatnije proslavit novu. Ako ne tamo, onda ću biti doma. Ionako nisam raspoložena
Još sam htjela reći:
SRETAN VAM BOŽIĆ!!!!!!!!!!!
Vidite, već pali onaj umjetni osmijeh....
Just Happy!!!!!
Neke pjesmice koje jako jako puno volin. Točnije dijelovi:
Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You want it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo,
(Eminem, Lose Yourself)
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
(Fergie, Big girls don't cry)
You know I got my own life
And I bought everything that's in it
So if you want to be with me
It ain't all about the bling you bringing
I want a love that's for real
And without that then no deal
And baby I don't need a hand
If it only wants to grab one thing
The more you try
The less I bite
And I don't have to think it through
You know if I'm feeling you
I don't need a man to make it happen
I get off being free
I don't need a man to make me feel good
I get off doing my thing
I don't need a ring around my finger
To make me feel complete
So let me break it down
I can get off when you ain't around
(Pussycat Dolls, I don't need a man)
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a identity crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice?
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
(Gavin DeGraw, I don't wanna be)
I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong I will be faithful
'cause I'm counting on
A new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning, yeah
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
(Cascada, Truly Madly Deeply)
I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me, my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive
'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life
Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry
(Cascada, Everytime we touch)
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
(Green Day, Wake me up when September ends)
Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
I try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be is, incomplete
(Backstreet Boys, Incomplete)
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
(Backstreet Boys, As long as you love me)
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
(Jesse McCartney, Beautiful soul)
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice calls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I really know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
(Jesse McCartney, Because you live)
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
(Justin Timberlake, What goes around)
You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think that they would come crashing down, no
You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Girl I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
(Justin Timberlake, Cry me a river)
I never promised you a ray of light,
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday,
I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.
Why do you put me on a pedestal,
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below,
So help me down you've got it wrong, I don't belong there.
One thing is clear,
I wear a halo,
I wear a halo when you look at me,
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
you wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you,
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you
(Bethany Joy Lenz, Halo)
Girl I used to think it was ok
I don't know what I say
I need you in my life
The love we shared
You know it felt so strong
But I feel something's wrong
Girl I need you now
I don't wanna believe that it's over
I don't wanna believe this love is through
all I want is to look in your eyes
and be with you
(US5, Come back to me)
I'm feelin', heartbroken
My life is torn and broken in two
I'm cryin', these tears for you, girl what can I do
I don't wanna loose you
I don't wanna let it go
I don't wanna be the last to know
I don't wanna leave you
I just wanna be with you
If there's more that I should know
I don't wanna know
(US5, Last to know)
I know that you are my angel
Heaven sent from the lord above
I simply can't believe it
I'll be all you ever need.
Baby you're the one that I need
Everything I want you be
One Girl its only you that I adore
All I need and so much more
Baby you're the one that I need
Everything I want because its you I'm begging for
I call your name
Girl my heart is yours for sure
Baby you're the one...
Here's my heart you can keep it
You're the only one in my world
Girl I hope you can feel it
That I want you by my side
I feel just like I'm in heaven (heaven)
and I hope you can feel it too (in too)
It's hard to just believe it
But I swear there words are true
(US5, Baby you're the one)
All in this night on earth am I missing...
One face, one love, one girl I'm missing...
In my mind, in my life, just down support,
That I pushed your heart towards to me
What the hell was I'm thinking?
What the hell is wrong with me?
With me?
I can't live without Ya,
I can't be without Ya,
I can't live without Your pretty face
when You're not by my side.
And I can't dream without Ya,
I can't be without Ya
I can't live without your pretty face
when you're not by my side...
(US5, Can't live without ya)
Why does my heartache cries
Why do my feelings die when you're around
Yeah I just can't help girl
Why do you make me cry
When all that I can try is finding the key to our love
If you leave me here on my own
I just gotta let you know I just gotta let you know
If you walk right out of my life
I'll be crying every day and every night
(US5, If you leave)
As we stroll along together,
holding hands walkin' all alone.
So in love are we two,
that I don't know what to do,
so in love - are you in love!?
As we walked by a sea together,
hand in hand dreamin' high above.
(US5, So much in love)
I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sends you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"
(Fall Out Boy, Thanks for the memories)
Here's how it goes, you and me, up and down at this time
We'll get right, where to fight
Cause love is something you can't shake
When it breaks
All it takes is some trying
If you feel like leaving
I'm not gonna make you stay
Soon you'll be finding
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
You can run, you can hide
But you can't escape my love
(Enrique Iglesias, Escape)
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
(Enrique Iglesias, Do you know)
Would you dance if I asked you to dance
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight
Would you tremble if I touched your lips
Would you laugh, oh please tell me this
Now would you die for the one you love
Hold me in your arms tonight
I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
(Enrique Iglesias, Hero)
I'd make the sunrise wait each morning till you open up your eyes
Take the brightest stars at night and write your name across the sky
I wouldn't stop until your world was just the way that it should be
But first I'd make you fall in Love with me
(US5, As good as it gets)
I update: vražićak nije otiša prošlu subotu nego ovu. Tako da ja ludin jer mi fali jako jako puno Uglavnon, grozno se osjećan al nisan tila dosađivat svojin prijateljicama s tin sranjima jer bi in jako brzo dosadila i nebi tila da misle da moran samo o njemu govorit. To nije istina. Eto, toliko od mene. Čujemo se brzo i nadan se da će van se svidit ove pjesmice. Bye, papa
If tomorrow never comes
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
Shes lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
(chorus)
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That shes my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
cause Ive lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where theres no second chance to tell her how I feel
*chorus*
So tell that someone that you love
Just what youre thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
ovo je jedna pjesma koja mi je postala posebna, neki ljudi znaju zašto pa neću napisat zbog čega, tj.zbog koga
samo ću reć da je pisma prelipa i riči također. Obavezno poslušajte
sutra mi dečko ide ća i neću ga vidit sve do sride i jao onima koji će me morat trpit jer ću ja ludit. Ljubac svima i čujemo se, papa
Pa novost je....
da samo skupa.Rekla san mu da cili razred zna da smo zajedno a on da ga nije briga šta će ljudi govorit i da se ne brinen oko takvih stvari. Jako je dobar, al se brinen za njega. Tužan je jako pa san onda i ja. Prebrzo san se vezala za njega i to nije nikako dobro. Zbog toga ću na kraju ja izvuć deblji kraj, jer san spremna da sve napravin samo da mu bude bolje. Istina da mi je reka stvari koje su stvarno osobne, ali mislin da ne osjeća i da neće ono šta ja osjećan prema njemu. Ne mogu reć da san zaljubljena jer ga ne poznan dovoljno, al mi se jako sviđa.
Ma, neću više ništ reć. Iden ja sad ća se dopisivat s njin. Ajte papa i vidimo se
Žao mi je...
Nadan se da ćete mi oprostit šta san ono napisala ako vas je uvridilo jer to Stvarno nisan tila. Jednostavno san se tako osjećala u tom trenu. Al neću više o tome. Ako me imate šta pitat pitajte kad me vidite.
A sada nešto bolje vijesti. Danas san izašla vani sa Vražićen
, weee weee weee weee wuhuu wuhuu wuhuu. Bilo mi je predobro. Šetali smo po cilon Šibeniku baren 1 sat i čak smo otišli na vidike a cilo vrime smo pričali o svemu i svačemu. O osobnin stvarima jako puno, i obećala san mu da neću nešto nikome reć i to mislin i održat. 
Nakon toga smo otišli u Maestra jer smo tili bit negdi di nema puno ljudi, al smo se privarili. Nije ih bilo puno (samo 2 žene) al ipak nismo bili sami
. Opet smo stvarno pričali o svemu i jako jako jako mi se sviđa. Priča mi je šta je sve radija ko dite i virujte mi da ima jako puno toga. Pričali smo o hobijima, glazbi, filmovima sve dok nan jedna žena koja je tamo bila nije rekla da joj je drago šta ne pušimo (bla bla bla)... I poslje nan je nešto rekla ko 'posebno ako ste dugo zajedno' a ja i on smo se nasmijali na to. Joj, kako se lipo smije. Crkavali smo od smijanja dok smo pričali.
. Bili smo se uvalili za ruke nekolko puta i ima hladne ko i ja. Tako smo tu bili 2 sata i niko od nas nije tija otić ća al san ja morala na bus. Otpratija me je do kolodvora i sidili smo na zidiću do jedno 2 minute dok ja nisan tribala otić ća u bus. Vidila san da me oće poljubit a i on da ga oću ja, al je bilo previše ljudi pa nisamo. Otpratija me je do mog busa i reka: vidimo se u školi, i ja san ušla u bus.
Ajme bilo je mi je super. Mislin da bi moglo nešto čak i bit između nas, nadan se jer mi se stvarno sviđa i mi se baš dobro slažemo. U puno toga smo slični. Drago mi je šta smo stvarno o svemu pričali
Iden ja sad ća. Doša je na msn i iden malčice pričat s njin
Vidimo se brzo i još jednon: oprostite mi ako san vas uvridila al san se jednostavno tako osjećala a za ono šta ne želin pričat s vama ću van objasnit, nadan se da ćete razumit.
Volin vas jako puno
