petak, 13.01.2006.
kako je bilo lijepo lezati pored tebe...
cijelu noc si me drzao, ako ne u zagrljaju onda za ruku...
zezali smo se i smijali kao ludi...
pod tusem se kao dvoje djece prskali i gadali pjenom...
prala sam ti kosu a ti meni leda....
bili smo sretni oboje....
jeli chinese...ti htjeo i bratovo...nakon pola sata opet gladan,
a mene na to smijeh popao...
stomak ti kao u trudnice se napuhao...ali ljepse mi je tako spavati...
moj medo...a poceo si trenirati jer zelis six-pack...
ove dane shvatim zasto smo skupa ovako dugo...
u ovim trenutcima razumijem svu tu ljubav....
i grlim te jos jace...govoris da cu te ugusiti ako stegnem jos samo malo vise, a ja se na to samo smijem...i lijepim se jos vise uz tebe...zelim da svaki dio svog tijela spojim sa tvojim...
a to je nemoguce...ma neka...zadovoljna sam i ovim...
- 02:07 -
utorak, 10.01.2006.
nova godina...novi pocetci...
i promise to be better this year...
to you...to myself...
to be honest...and to accept the truth...
no matter how painful it'll be...
i might even let you go...
that isn't what either one of us wants...
but maybe it's time...
for new beginnings....
- 23:07 -
ponedjeljak, 02.01.2006.
What is the first emotion you feel as you see him?
...I felt loneliness...sadness...and pain...a need to be loved..
all raggedy...scarred...dishelved...his body such a high contrast from the paint he's holding...
and what is he trying to paint? is he trying to paint himself in order for others to like him more...
because he'll be brighter and shinier??? Is that really necessary...
...he made me think about myself...how is it possible that such a simple picture could make me feel all that I do??? I keep looking at him...but...slowly...instead of seeing him...
I start to see MYSELF...
- 18:33 -
people say...
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
but which one of us is to decide that's the way it'll be...
- 17:34 -
