A happy post...

Mislim da je došlo vrijeme za jedan sretan postek. Ne baš neki ludi rozi koji će prštati od veselja ali svakako jedan vedriji post.
Ako izuzmemo poniženje koje sam danas doživjela bio je dobar dan. Mislim strašno...tip mi gurne prst među noge i još ja moram to 20 kn platiti. Neću komentirati naše zdravstvo. Kakvih tamo sve ljudi ima a ja sam baš morala danas naletjeti na najgoreg mogućeg primjerka. Prvo mi nikako ne ide u glavu zašto netko ide 7 godina na faks da bi cijeli život imao glavu među nečijim nogama i gledao u njihove spolne organe. Kaj sam mu ja kriva kaj mu je to profesija pa se malo na meni mora iskaliti. Oke kužim ga da po cijele dane gura pste u tuđe vagine ali jebiga sam je birao profesiju. I guess danas je bilo loš vagina dan za njega. Tipično da ja moram na neš tak naletjeti. Ali opće me ne dira to tolko kaj mi je lik od 2 metra i 40 godina gurnuo prst u slavicu nego me peče što sam za to morala dati 20 kn!!!! Mislim wtf, ja ne serem novce i nisam navikla da kad neš imam među nogama da za to moram dati novce....looool :)) Ako tko nije shvatio bila sam kod ginekologa:) Al ajde bio je bar nježan, lol:)
No na stranu sad s time...htjela sam ustvari nešto drugo reći. Unatoč tome što imamo svojih loših dana i što se znamo krvnički poklati mislim da nam dobro ide i da smo sretni i da se volimo i da gradimo nešto što će izdržati. I zato me malo živciraju komentari o našoj vezi od ljudi koji nas vide samo površno. Neću reći da me smetaju jer mi nitko osim mene same nije mjerilo moje veze ali to me iritira. Nitko ne zna kakvi smo zaista kad samo zajedno, kad nas nitko ne vidi. I sad će netko na temelju onoga što vidi na dvosatnoj kavi meni reći da se mi stalno koljemo. Oke pa kaj sad. Koljemo se ali se u roku od 10 min isto tako pomirimo. Ne volim takve komentare. Its my fucking relationship. I ako smo izdržali skoro dvije godine i još se želimo gledati mislim da smo blago prošli onu točku kad nam treba netko drugi da nas usmjerava.
My point being...volim svoju vezu. I volim svog dečka. I volim sve što zajedno stvaramo i radimo. Sretna sam s onime što smo postigli i s onime što ćemo još postići. Ne mislim da će nam te svađe koje imamo uništiti činjenicu da se volimo jer smo naučili stati. Znamo kad je dosta. Čak i onda kad debelo prijeđemo tu granicu znamo kad je dosta. I zato baš mislim da ćemo uspjeti. Ja vjerujem u to i on vjeruje u to. I zajedno se trudimo...
Vojim te jibica...:))

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....but our love it was stronger by far than the love
Of those who were older than we-
Of many far wiser than me-
And neither the angeles in heaven above,
Nor the demons down under the sea,
Can ever dissever my soul from the soul
Of the beautiful Annabel Lee...

...molim Te...nemoj...

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**You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly...:)


The Tyger...William Blake

**Tyger Tyger burning bright
In the forests of the night;
What immortal hand or eye,
Could frame thy fearful symmetry

In what distant deeps or skies,
Burnt the fire of thine eyes?
On what wings dare he aspire?
What the hand dare sieze the fire?

And what shoulder & what art,
Could twist the sinews of thy heart?
And when thy heart began to beat,
What dread hand?& what dread feet?

What the hammer? What the chain?
In what furnace was thy brain?
What the anvil? What dread grasp
Dare its deadly terrors clasp!

When the stars threw down their spears
And water’d heaven with their tears:
Did he smile his work to see?
Did he who made the lamb make thee?

Tyger Tyger burning bright,
In the forests of the night:
What immortal hand or eye,
Dare frame thy fearful symmetry?


**And the Raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting
On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door;
And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming,
And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor;
And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted-nevermore!


**I believe there's a place where the restless souls wander, burdened by the weight of their own sadness. They wait for a chance to set the wrong things right. Only then can they be reunited with the ones they love. Sometimes, a crow shows them the way; because sometimes, love is stronger than death.

**Znam što želiš...želiš mene...u trenutku kada ćeš me najviše htjeti reći ću ne. Doći ćeš opet..reći ću da. Htjet ćeš još i stalno ćeš dolaziti..ja ću davati a ti ćeš misliti da vladaš mnome...dok sam cijelo vrijeme ja vladala s tobom. Svaki put kad sam uskratila ljubav samo si me više htio...Uskraćivanje ljubavi daje moć.

**Billy Thomas..with all of my heart. Forever. ( Ally Mcbeal on Billy's funeral)

**We were complete strangers...we would have never met if...we would have never talked if...but we did meet and we did talk... and...at least...I loved her...

**I will never leave you. I love you.

songs I like...

Our song...in your color...=)

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can’t you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence



Pink Floyd: High hopes(moja najdraža pjesma:)

Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young
In a world of magnets and miracles
Our troughts strayed constandly and without boundary
The ringing of the division bell had begin

Along the long road and on down the causeway
Do they still meet there by the cut

There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps
Running before time took our dreams away
Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground
To a life consumed by slow decay

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
With friends surrounded
The night of wonder

Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us
To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side
Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again
Dragged by the force of some inner tide

At a higher altitude with flag unfuried
We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed of world

Eneumbered forever by desire and ambition
There’s a hunger still unsatisfied
Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon
Though down this road we’ve been so many time

The grass was greener
The light was brighter
The taste was sweeter
The nights of wonder
With friends surrounded
The dawn mist glowing
The water flowing
The endless river

Forever and ever


My Immortal...Evenesence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me


I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along