Daydream
Napokon praznici. wow... odmor od faking škole. ajde barem nešto... neću morati više gledati one odurne face. ufff jebote... prekratko traje...
Dakle jučer je bilo jebeno... valjda bude i danas... will i get drunk? i think so... hehe... zbog nekih stvari se stvarno isplati živjeti. to je nezamjenjivo... onaj odvratan okus votke koji ide ravno do srca... i hladna kameni zidić da nasloniš glavu... šteta što se takve stvari ne događaju češće...
Zašto frendovi nestaju zajedno s cugom... zašto nemam nikoga kome bi zaista mogla vjerovati... s kojim će me povezivati nešto više od mp3a i boce ribara... zapravo je lijepo dok traje... zašto moram otići... jednostavno nestati...
Ponekad se osjećam tako sama. tako sama među hrpom ljudi. hrpom prijatelja. zašto sam sama? možda želim biti sama.
alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone alone
Oduvijek sam bila sama sebi dovoljna. živjela bi u svom svijetu, puno ljepšem i boljem od ovog. ma bilo je više tih svjetova. prebacivala bi se iz jednog u drugi kako bi mi pasalo. i uvijek je bilo tako, otkad znam za sebe. tamo bi sve bilo onakao kako želim. neki svjetovi su bili realni, neki sf, neki čarobni... a jebote bilo je toga... i sada se često vraćam tamo. iako sada imam neke druge svjetove... mnogi to ne shvaćaju. to je nešto kao izmišljeni prijatelji... o yeah imala sam ja i izmišljeni prijatelje. ma cijelu ekipu... ajde barem me to prošlo.
Dok sam bila mala nikad nisam imala puno prijatelja. ali tad mi stvarni prijatelji nisu ni trebali. sve sam mogla sama... a sad ne mogu sama ni zapalit cigaretu... možda sam previše nesamostalna. ah vremena se mijenjaju...
Možda sam malo prestara da živim u snovima. ali kad se bolje pogleda, snovi su jedino što nam ostaje... nadam se da nikad neću prestati sanjati...
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U bolju budućnost najbrže se stiže kroz snove...
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I hate the human race
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I hate your fucking mess
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They hate me
Some may wish never to be born...wasting the dawn
Kick the chair right down under me leave me hanging alone in misery
I've lost my way home early
I don't care 'cause I won't stay there
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†Silent scream†
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying...
THE 69 EYES:
Gothic Girl
You can see her
Whenever it rains
From rome to new orleans
Dancing on the graves
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Sunglasses after dark
And every single day her
Little life falls apart
She's out to look
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She's close to hook
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Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby
You can see she's
On her road to ruin
Stigmata from crucifixion
On her pale white skin
Tribal pagan art she loves her
Tattood egyptian mark
And every single day her
Love will tear us apart
She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying
Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby
THEATRES DES VAMPIRES:
Queen Of The Damned
When the sky become dark
I come out from my coffin
In search of my new victim
Unholy passion... hot blood on my mouth
Pointed teeth on your neck
I feel your soul inside me
I feel your enjoyment...
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When the light leaves the earth
I rise from my grave
Queen of the damned... I love the blood
I cut the throat of innocent virgins! For my thirst
She who loves the pain!
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She that want satisfy my thirst!
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I feel you... in my veins...
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Burn In Hell
Welcome to the abandoned land
Come on in, child; Take my hand
Here there's no work or play
Only one bill to pay
There's just five words to say
As you go down, down, down
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Oh, Burn in Hell
You can't believe all the things I've done wrong in my life
Without even trying I've lived on the Edge of a Knife
Well, I've played with fire, but I don't want to get myself burned
To thyn known self be true, so I think that it's time for achange
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Oh, Burn in Hell
Take a good look in your heart; Tell me what do you see ?
It's black and it's dark, now is that how you want it to be ?
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See no Evil, don't you
Lay no Evil down on me
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Speak no Evil, don't you
Think no Evil don't you
Play with Evil, 'cause I'm free
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Lay no Evil down on me
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