Alone again...
Zašto ja ništa ne mogu napraviti kako treba? zašto mi nikad ništa ne uspije? zašto ništa što napravim nije dovoljno dobro? zato jer sam užasna i ne zaslužujem živjeti...
Svi misle da sam sretna... stalno imam onaj glupi fejk osmjeh... iza kojeg skrivam oči crvene od plakanja... i pravim se sretna da nitko ništa ne primjeti... kao sve je okej... aha naravno... ne znam do kad ću ovako. ne mogu više...
Mrzim kad moram pričati s ljudima. ponekad čak mrzim pričati i s frendovima... idem van samo da pobjegnem od kuće... da više ne moram pričati sa starcima. da ih ne moram više gledati... nitko to ne razumije. ponekad ni ja to ne razumijem. al često mi se zaista neda pričati s ljudima... i mrzim kad ljudi gledaju u mene. ono pa koji vam je kurac prestanite me gledat. i shvatite ne želim vas u svojoj blizini. nikoga... jedino ako imate cuge... imam frendove samo zato da ne cugam sama. i jer ne mogu biti sama. ali ne želim pričati s njima...
Aaaaaaa... nešto boli tako jako... u srcu... ma svugdje...
Često želim odustati. pa trebalo bi biti tako jednostavno... ali teško je. već sam sto puta pokušala. ali ne mogu. ne znam zašto. kao da bi netko plakao zbog mene... kao da bi nekom bilo žao... ali ne mogu. zašto ne mogu??? pa znam da mi ni to ne bi uspjelo...
i bacam žilet... da ga nitko ne vidi... i dižem se s poda... i brišem suze... i nabacujm osmjeh i izlazim van... hahaha... i zaebavam se s ekipom... i vraćam se doma i plačem cijelu noć... i mrzim se jaaako...
Ali ne želim biti netko drugi. kao da je drugima bolje... pa tko je zapravo sretan??? zašto nam bog uopće daje život? ako je to moj dar vraćam ga nazad...
14.03.2007. u 14:17 |
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†Lost in the darken world†
U bolju budućnost najbrže se stiže kroz snove...
I hate people
I hate the human race
I hate people
I hate your ugly face
I hate people
I hate your fucking mess
I hate people
They hate me
Some may wish never to be born...wasting the dawn
Kick the chair right down under me leave me hanging alone in misery
I've lost my way home early
I don't care 'cause I won't stay there
†My love†
The 69 Eyes
London After Midnight
Within Temptation
Skinny Puppy
Vampiria
Theatres Des Vampires
Sisters Of Mercy
Paradise Lost
Theatre Of Tragedy
Lacuna Coil
Bauhaus
Killing Joke
Clan Of Xymox
Diary Of Dreams
Gothminister
Deathstars
Mizar
Charon
Velvet Acid Christ
Dimmu Borgir
Behemoth
Cannibal Corpse
Immortal
Destruction
Bal-Sagoth
Arch Enemy
Bad Religion
Oxymoron
Anti Nowhere League
Casualties
Exploited
Ramones
Sex Pistols
My Chemical Romance
Dead Kennedys
Cheap Sex
Anti-Flag
Misfits
Fakofbolan
KUD Idijoti
Pankrti
Funeral For A Friend
Scary Kids Scaring kids
...i još puuuno toga...
†Silent scream†
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yeah i'm smiling, but inside i'm dying...
THE 69 EYES:
Gothic Girl
You can see her
Whenever it rains
From rome to new orleans
Dancing on the graves
Burden by the heart she loves her
Sunglasses after dark
And every single day her
Little life falls apart
She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying
Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby
You can see she's
On her road to ruin
Stigmata from crucifixion
On her pale white skin
Tribal pagan art she loves her
Tattood egyptian mark
And every single day her
Love will tear us apart
She's out to look
So macabre and alone
She's close to hook
On her dying
Just like a gothic girl
Lost in the darken world
My lil' gothic girl
Darkerside jewel are your razor cuts for real - baby
THEATRES DES VAMPIRES:
Queen Of The Damned
When the sky become dark
I come out from my coffin
In search of my new victim
Unholy passion... hot blood on my mouth
Pointed teeth on your neck
I feel your soul inside me
I feel your enjoyment...
I feel you... in my veins...
When the light leaves the earth
I rise from my grave
Queen of the damned... I love the blood
I cut the throat of innocent virgins! For my thirst
She who loves the pain!
She who loves the suffering!
She who loves the lust!
She that want satisfy my thirst!
She who loves the blood!
She who loves the death!
She who loves the evil!
She can satisfy my thirst!
Satisfy my thirst...
I feel you... in my veins...
She who loves the pain!
She who loves the suffering!
She who loves the lust!
She that want satisfy my thirst!
She who loves the blood!
She who loves the death!
She who loves the evil!
She can satisfy my thirst!
Satisfy my thirst...
DIMMU BORGIR:
Burn In Hell
Welcome to the abandoned land
Come on in, child; Take my hand
Here there's no work or play
Only one bill to pay
There's just five words to say
As you go down, down, down
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Oh, Burn in Hell
You can't believe all the things I've done wrong in my life
Without even trying I've lived on the Edge of a Knife
Well, I've played with fire, but I don't want to get myself burned
To thyn known self be true, so I think that it's time for achange
Before I Burn in Hell
Oh, Burn in Hell
Take a good look in your heart; Tell me what do you see ?
It's black and it's dark, now is that how you want it to be ?
It's up to you; What you do will decide your own fate
Make your choice now for tomorrow may be far too late
Hear no Evil, don't you
See no Evil, don't you
Lay no Evil down on me
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Speak no Evil, don't you
Think no Evil don't you
Play with Evil, 'cause I'm free
And then you'll Burn in Hell
Hear no Evil, don't you
See no Evil, don't you
Lay no Evil down on me
You're gonna Burn in Hell
Speak no Evil, don't you
Think no Evil don't you
Play with Evil, 'cause I'm free
††††††††††††
Decay Of Corpse
Suicide
Emo likich
Violet Pea
GothEmo Cura
