nedjelja, 30.04.2006.
Blower's Daughter
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
A shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can't take my eyes off of you
Just can't take my eyes off of you
Can't take my eyes..
And so it is
A colder water
Blower's daughter
A pupil in denial
I can't take my eyes off of you
Just can't take my eyes off of you
Can't take my eyes
Did I say that I loathe you??
Did I say that I want to
Just leave it all behind??
I can't take my mind off of you
Just can't take my mind off of you
Can't take my mind..
'Till I find somebody new
Bas prigodna pjesma. Kisa ispire ulice. Tmurno vrijeme kao da ima naviku donijeti sve pogreske iz proslosti, sve ono sto boli. I onda zatvoris oci i sve ti se pocne vrtjeti u glavi poput nekog starog, vec izlizanog filma, a ti ga premotavas opet i opet u nadi da ces naci rijesenje, u nadi da ces shvatiti sto je krenulo krivo. A sve sto ostaje su odjeci vremena sretnijeg nego ovo, buka prigusenog smijeha, gorak okus u ustima. Zato mi se nasmijesi ako me ikada sretnes u nekom gradu sagradenom od snova....
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ponedjeljak, 24.04.2006.
I saw her face
Tisucu zlatnih niti igra se oko njezinog andeoskog lica. Kada bi imala plave oci, zaista bi izgledala poput kakvog andela sa neke starinske slike na vec pozutjelom papiru. Oci kao dvije sjajne zvijezde, savrseno simetricne usne....
Ona je ta koja me ispunjava zudnjom. Moja pepeljasta vila, kako ju volim zvati zbog pjesme koja me podsjeca na nju. I tako mi prilazi na hodniku sa osmjehom na licu, cvrsto me zagrli i poljubi me. Kaze da sam joj je drago sto me ponovo vidi nakon tjedan i pol. Da, i meni. Pogledam ju, nasmijem se, u njzinoj blizini se moram nasmijati. Ali negdje duboko je nesto zaboljelo.
Svi znamo kako je biti zaljubljen, samo... Ona bas i nije prava osoba za to. ONA. Cura bas kao i ja. To je ono sto cini sve tako nemogucim. Zapravo, njezine sklonosti to cine nemogucim.
Nastavit cu skupljati mrvice njeznosti koje mi daje; nevine poljupce, prijateljske zagrljaje... Nista mi drugo ne preostaje.
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nedjelja, 23.04.2006.
dosadan dan, padam u san
Znate i sami kako teku dani oko blagdana. Hrpa polunepoznate rodbine se nagura u istu sobu poput parazita i nepotrebno trose zrak. Nemojte odmah pomisliti da mrzim cijelu svoju obitelj, ima ljudi koje obozavam i s kojima sam u super odnosima, no ti spadaju u manjinu. Ovaj ostatak krene u pohod na moju kucu jednom, eventualno dvaput godisnje i onda se ponasaju kao da su doma ( make yourselves at home, ili mozda bolje ne??!) i glume najbriznijeg tetka, rodaka, strinu iz petog koljena. Dijele ti savijete o tome sto je dobro, a sto ne, natezu te, stipaju za obraze, ocekuju da ces ih sa odusevljenjem izgrliti i izljubiti uz onu vjecnu: ''Joj, pa kako si narasla! Sad si prava cura!'' Na to bi im najrade odbrusila nesto u stilu: ''Tako sam ''velika'' vec zadnje 2 godine, sto bi naravno primijetili da smo se koji put vidjeli!'', ali se suzdrzavam zbog mogucih posljedica od strane roditelja, uzeci u obzir da njih (nazalost) vidam puno cesce, a ne samo za blagdane, ili u najgoru ruku-sprovode (e, onda se obitelj skuplja, zaista zalosno, zar ne mislite tako?). Ma bravo dragi moji blizi i daljnji rodaci- cekajte da covjek umre kako bi mu dali cvijece i rekli poneku lijepu rijec!
Da ne zaboravimo i poseban dodatak cijeloj prici- mala djeca. Nisam mrzitelj djece, bas naprotiv, ali u ovoj kombinaciji.... Dernjava, kao da sve nije do sada sasvim dovoljno. I onda ti provedi nedjelju(posljednji dan praznika, molim lijepo) glumeci babysittericu, i to besplatno. Ne, ne znam kako se zove taj digimon niti kako se vrti taj Bej...nesto jer sam to prerasla prije barem 10 godina, i daj mi, molim te, pritisni jos koji gumb na kompu da se po mogucnosti ponovo pokvari!
Zatim jos jedno zvono na vratima, a par nepoznatih lica krece u napad. I onda pozdravistu tetku i njezinog muza iako se ne sjecas kada si ih zadnji put vidio i zaista nemas pojma kako se zovu.
Odlazis u kupaonicu da uzmes predah( da,da, u kupaonicu). Ako odes u sobu, mozes dozivjeti invaziju derista iz prizemlja koja ce posarati najdrazi plakat Jima Morrisona jer su bas u fazi kada se zanimaju za likovnu umjetnost.
Zatim se vracas u dnevni boravak, a kad tamo sjedi prezgodan lik. Bas kada pomislis da su se tvoje muke isplatile do tebe dolazi ona nepoznata tetka sa osmjehom od uha do uha i kaze:'' Ovo ti je moj sin, ne znam da li ste se vec upoznali!'' Ne, nismo, sto dovoljno govori o tome kako nam je obitelj povezana uzeci u obzir da savrseno zgodno bice ima 18-19 godina.
Zatim na red dolazi rucak. Taman ti pokvare sav apetit svojim primitivizmom. Prva temaje uvijek domovinski rat, kao da ju svaki stanovnik mile nam Hrvatske nije vec milijun puta prozvakao. E, tu se poteze pitanje tko je kriv, koga treba ubiti, tko je zlocinac, a tko nije. Hello, ljudi juha vam se hladi!Politika je jos uvijek in, ako niste znali.
Bitno je da ce nakon nekog vremena svaka vrsta diskriminacije doci na vidjelo. Prvo treba pobit sve Srbe( ja nemam nista protiv bilo kojeg naroda, da se razumijemo), na takav komentar se moja majka i ja samo znacajno pogledamo, ali ipak presutimo jer smo svjesne da suprostavljanje ne bi imalo apsolutno nikakvog ucinka.
Onda tetka (jedna od mnogih) povuce kako joj je netko na poslu gay iza cega slijede zvukovi masovnog gadenja, a meni vrije krv u zilama. Pitam se koju bi reakciju izazvala da se dignem i kazem:'' Dragi moji, ja sam bi! Hocete li i mene ismijavat ili jednostavno spaliti na lomaci jer ''sramotim''
obitelj??!'' Presutim. Znam da bi tako napravila kaos, a starci mi to nikada ne bi oprostili. Ionako su vec tisucu puta zatvorili oci ored tim, pa ako im je tako lakse, nek' im bude.
Nakon rucka derista se pocnu svadati hoce li gledati Petra Pana ili Ninuja kornjace( zanemarite cinjenicu da koji god od ta dva stavite, svi ce ih znati od rijeci do rijeci napamet).
Nakon kavice i jos jedne partije tracanja svih clanova koji nisu bili prisutni, pocinju se polako razilaziti. Ponovo slijede poljupci i zagrljaji uz obecanja da cemo se ubuduce cesce cuti. A-ha, kao i svaki put do sada strance, ups...pardon-ujko. I jos ti ostave takav nered da imas sto cistiti do kasno navecer.
Ma ne, nije se bas sve danas dogodilo. Dobila sam inspiraciju na temelju par ovakvih okupacija. Nadam se da nisam nikog uvrijedila. Peace!
dosadan dan, padam u san
motam pedale nevidljive
bojim se da krilima ne dotaknem
device stidljive
dosadan dan, neprovretren stan
otvaram prozor ludila...
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subota, 22.04.2006.
colorblind
l am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
l am ready
l am taffy stuck and tongue tied
Stutter shook and uptight
Pull me out from inside
l am ready
l am fine
l am covered in skin
No one gets to come in
Pull me out from inside
l am folded and unfolded and unfolding
l am colorblind
Coffee black and egg white
Pull me out from inside
l am ready
l am fine
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this is the start of it
Samo 1 upozorenje na pocetku- nemojte se vracati ovdje ubuduce ako imate ikakvih predrasuda.
Sto cu sve ovdje pisati, moram vam reci da zaista ne znam. vjerojatno kao i ostali pokusavam srediti stvari u svojoj glavi i naci ispusni ventil, a mozda mi i vi uspijete pomoci...
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Pjesme
Placebo: Pierrot the Clown
Leave me dreaming on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round
Keep this scene inside your head
As the bruises turn to yellow
And swelling goes down
And if you're ever around
In the city or the suberbs
Of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in sorrow
Wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the clown
Saw you crashing round the bay
Never seen you act so shallow
Or look so brown
Remember all the things you'd say
And how your promises make hollow
Coz you threw me to the ground
And if you're ever around
In the back streets or the allies
Of this town
Be sure to come around
I'll be wallowing in pitty
Wearing a frown
Like Pierrot the clown
When I dream, I dream of your lips
When I dream, I dream of your kiss
When I dream, I dream of your fists
Of your fists
Leave me bleeding on the bed
See you right back here tomorrow
For the next round...
Goo Goo Dolls: Iris
And I give up forever to touch you
Coz I know that you feel me somehow
You're closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
Coz I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't comming
All the moments of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
The Eagles: Wasted Time
Well baby, there you stand
With your little head, down in your hand
Oh, my God, you can't believe
It's happening again
your baby's gone, and you're all alone
and it looks like the end.
And you're back out on the street.
And you're tryin' to remember.
How will you start it over?
You don't know if you can.
You don't care much for a stranger's touch,
but you can't hold your man.
You never thought you'd be alone
this far down the line
And I know what's been on your mind
You're afraid it's all been wasted time
The autumn leaves have got you thinking
about the first time that you fell
You didn't love the boy too much, no, no
you just loved the boy too well, farewell
So you live from day to day, and you dream
about tomorrow, oh.
And the hours go by like minutes
and the shadows come to stay
So you take a little something
to make them go away
And I could have done so many things, baby
If I could only stop my mind from wonderin' what
I left behind and from worrying 'bout this wasted time
Ooh, another love has come and gone
Ooh, and the years keep rushing on
I remember what you told me
before you went out on your own:
"Sometimes to keep it together,
you got to leave it alone."
So you can get on with your search, baby,
and I can get on with mine
And maybe someday we will find,
that it wasn't really wasted time
Brian Adams: Please Forgive Me
It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on
So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me
This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch
We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do
One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
Placebo: Peeping Tom
Careful not to fall
Have to climb your wall
団ause you池e the one who makes me feel much taller than you are
I知 just a peeping tom
On my own for far too long
Problems with the blues nothing left to loose
I知 weightless
I知 bare
I知 faithless
I知 scared
Face that fills a hole
Stole my broken soul
One that makes me seem to feel much taller than you are
I知 just a peeping tom
On my own for far too long
Troubles with the gear
Nothing left to fear
I知 weightless
I知 bare
I知 faithless
I知 scared
I知 weightless
I知 bare
I知 faithless
I知 scared
With every bet I lost
Every trick I tossed
You池e still the one
Who makes me feel much taller than you are
I知 just a peeping tom
On my own for far too long
Problems with the blues
Nothing left to lose
I知 weightless
I知 bare
I知 faithless
I知 scared
I知 weightless
I知 bare
I知 faithless
I知 scared
The Rolling Stones: Angie
Angie, angie, when will those clouds all disappear?
Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You cant say were satisfied
But angie, angie, you cant say we never tried
Angie, youre beautiful, but aint it time we said good-bye?
Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried?
All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke
Let me whisper in your ear:
Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here?
Oh, angie, dont you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet
I hate that sadness in your eyes
But angie, angie, aint it time we said good-bye?
With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats
You cant say were satisfied
But angie, I still love you, baby
Evrywhere I look I see your eyes
There aint a woman that comes close to you
Come on baby, dry your eyes
But angie, angie, aint it good to be alive?
Angie, angie, they cant say we never tried
Eagles: Best of My Love
Every night Im lyin in bed
Holdin you close in my dreams
Thinkin about all the things that we said
And comin apart at the seams
We try to talk it over
But the words come out to rough
I know you were tryin
To give me the best of your love
Beautiful faces and loud, empty places
Look at the way that we live
Wastin our time on cheap talk and wine
Left us so little to give
That same old crowd
Was like a cold dark cloud
That we could never rise above
But here in my heart I give you the best of my love
Oh sweet darlin you get the best of my love, oh
Sweet darlin, you get the best of my love
Im goin back in time
And its a sweet dream
It was a quiet night
And I would be all right
If I could go on sleepin
But every mornin
I wake up and worry
Whats gonna happen today
You see it your way
And I see it mine
But we both see it slippin away
You know we always had each other baby
I guess that wasnt enough
Oh, but here in my heart
I give you the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin
You get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin
You get the best of my love
Every night and day,
You get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin you get the best of my love
Oh, sweet darlin you get the best of my love..
Aesrosmith: Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Massive Attack:Protection
This girl I know needs some shelter
She don't believe anyone can help her
She's doing so much harm, doing so much damage
But you don't want to get involved
You tell her she can manage
And you can't change the way she feels
But you could put your arms around her
I know you want to live yourself
But could you forgive yourself
If you left her just the way
You found her
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
You're a boy and i'm a girl
But you know you can lean on me
And I don't have no fear
I'll take on any man here
Who says that's not the way it should be
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
She's a girl and you're a boy
Sometimes you look so small, look so small
You've got a baby of your own
When your baby's gone, she'll be the one
To catch you when you fall
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
You're a girl and i'm a boy [x4]
Sometimes you look so small, need some shelter
Just runnin' round and round, helter skelter
And I've leaned on me for years
Now you can lean on me
And that's more than love, that's the way it should be
Now I can't change the way you feel
But I can put my arms around you
That's just part of the deal
That's the way I feel
I'll put my arms around you
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
I stand in front of you
I'll take the force of the blow
Protection
