Da, da kao da che neto ovo chitati..........
Zavrsilo je cetverogodisnje trosenje vremena u uzaludnim monumentalnim zgradama koje sluze samo za to kako bi mi ljudi od godina petnaestih do svojih kojih osamanaestih-cak devetnaestih godina proveli da se kaze da barem netko necemu ili nesto necemu sluzi... cak i izgledom..
i sada.. nekako to i prode .. sav si stajaznam kako lose, ovisno koliko si se trudio, zapravo , koliko si se zelio ttruditi.. ili mozda samo koliko je truda uopce bilo upotrebljeno za tvoj taj tzv uspjeh o kojemu svi briju.. jer ako si prosao s pet ti si streber i faca.
A JA SADA IZJAVLJUJEM NESTO OVDJE I NADAM SE DA CE BAR NEKOME OVO ZAPETI U OKO :
DA, PROSLA SAM SA OSLICNIM USPJEHOM ALI NITI NAJMANJE NISAM ZADOVOLJNA TIME , NITI PONOSNA NA TO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Objasnjenje :
Mozda, ali mora biti jedini razlog je to sto su bar moji dragi tatica i mamica zadovoljni... tko bi drugi...
Zasto nisam : zbog toga sto mrzim biti poput drugih, pola mog dragog razreda je prosao s pet, ali pola od et polovice, mozda i vise, zbog toga sto su dolazili profesorima i ŽICALI ih za ocjene..
Zbog toga sto u tom razredu te se gleda po tome koju ti ocjenu imas u imeniku i svi se oko tebe samo natjecu kako biti bolji..
ali i eto to je sada proslo...
Jedino iz cega mi je drago da imam odlican je iz struke , tj za one koji ne znaju - isla, ili jos idem ,dok ne prodem maturu - u skolu za primijenjenu umjetnost ..
meni je najvaznije da ja vidim koliko uopce vriejdi taj moj talent koji me i oveo u skolu, za drugo me ne interesira..ž
A svi vi drugi ,koji mislite da ce vas perica na svjedodzbi odvesti negdje..
NE BAS !!!!!!!!!
Ali.. to uopce nije bila tema ovoga posta..
ono na sto sam htjela skrenuti pozornost jest to sto...
Sada, kako je napokon zavrsila ta strka sa skolom..
napokon se mogu opustiti.. i jedan od nacina opuctanja -
trenutno jest citanje najpoznatijeg idijota na svijetu..
i tako ga ja citam.. u busu i bus stane na semaforu..
zagledam se van na minutu i pogledam kako su majcice izvele svoju djecicu u parkic da se igraju...
nemogu sada to onako lijepo i filozofski napisati..
ali kako.. jadno..
ta mala djecica su se igrala poput nekih odvaljenih pasa
koji ne znaju za nista drugo nego se onako nasilno, grubo i bas zivotinjski igrati..
i pomislim..
a gdje su im uzice ?
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INCUBUS - THE WARMTH
I'd like to close my eyes, go numb
but there's a cold wind coming from
the top of the highest high-rise today.
It's not a breeze 'cause it blows hard.
Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away.
So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.
So do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
and throw a wrench in spokes by
leaving the air behind me clear?
So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you go.
So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.
Before you grow old.
Where did it go?
AUDIOSLAVE- LIGHT MY WAY
In my hour of need
On a sea of gray
On my knees I pray to you
Help me find the dawn
Won't you light my way
Won't you light my way
A bullet is a man
From time to time he strays
I compare my life to this
To this I relate
And I'm willing
To listen to your answers
And I'm not ashamed
To tell you I need you today
Won't you light my way
Won't you light my way
So when I'm lost
Or I'm tired and depraved
Or when my high bullet mind
Goes astray won't you light my way
AUDIOSLAVE-COCHISE
I've been watching
While you've been coughing
I've been drinking life
While you've been nauseous
And so I drink to health
While you kill yourself
And I've got just one thing
That I can offer
Go on and save yourself
And with the early dawn
Moving right along
I couldn't buy an eyeful of sleep
And in the aching night under satellites
I was not received
Built with stolen parts
A telephone in my heart
Someone get me a priest
To put my mind to bed
This ringing in my head
Is this a cure or is this a disease
Nail in my hand
From my creator
You gave me life
Now show me how to live
And in the after birth
On the quiet earth
Let the stains remind you
You thought you made a man
You better think again
Before my role defines you
Nail in my hand
From my creator
You gave me life
Now show me how to live
And in your waiting hands
I will land
And roll out of my skin
And in your final hours I will stand
Ready to begin
And take it out on me
I'm not a martyr
I'm not a prophet
And I won't preach to you
But here's a caution
You better understand
That I won't hold your hand
But if it helps you mend
Then I won't stop it
Go on and save yourself
And take it out on me
Drown if you want
And I'll see you at the bottom
Where you'll crawl on my skin
And put the blame on me
So you don't feel a thing
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Cita se : Jerome D. Salinger Goethe Dostojevski Tolstoj Whitman Kamov E.A.Poe A.G.Matos J.R.R.Tolkien Dickens