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Kako se rijesiti tog osjecaja ? Poceo m eproganajti pred nekoliko trenutaka i vec mi stvara neugodnost kroz cijelo tijelo. Nije ugodno biti saa u mojj kozi. Nikome ne, naravno, ali ni sama sebi to ne preporucujem. Mislite,vi koji me znate , pa citate, da je stvar u maturi , skoli ? Nije. Rijec je o jednoj drugoj stvari o kojoj sam pocela razmisljati, a jedan poziv mi je to donio, ispada kao da mi je to svojevrstan odmor od misljenja na skolu, kao i pisanje ovoga posta.
Ljubomora. To se zna kod mene,jedna od mojih ovnovskih mana. Pretjerana, cak stovise posesivna ljubomora, ne sto se tice stvari nego osoba.
Ali ovo mozda nije ljubomora, mozda je. Ja ovo ne smatram njome ali ipak cu se posluziti tom rjecju, jer ne znam drugi izraz kojeg bih mogla upotrijebiti.
Nikada nisam bila neki tip osobe koji ce otici u grad, sama .. Ne zbog nekog straha nego zbog nekakve zelje prisutnosti barem jedne osobe, sigurnosti da ti to vrijeme nece otici u propast.. ali sada sto vise vidim, znam neke.. koji odi u grad, sami i onda se prikrpavaju raznim grupicama, zicaju.. i tako postanu dosta poznati po tim nekim "underground" mjestima i budu "face" jer kao znaju puno ljudi.. i ne produ gradom bez da ikoga pozdrave.. oni moraju nekoga pozdraviti- tj moraju BITI pozdravljeni.. i onda dode do toga kada mene netko nazove i nesto govori na mob.. a znam da je vani.. a kaze da nije..
ili tako neke "spike" i ..
cekaj , da malo poblize sebi objasnim..
ne volim to, jednostavno onda nemogu podnijeti samu see kada ti ostanes doma a tebi odvec daga osoba ode van i bude s takvim ljudim akoji konzumiraju svasta i onda si ja naravno utuvim svasta u glavu, am nije da sam ljubomorna jer ide van a ja ne nego ti ljudi.. jednako = ne bas dobra ekipa =
i.. sad sam jednostavno takopissed off na sebe da cu ic se zatvorit u sobu i plakati.. jer znam da mi to netreba ali opet...
evo.. idem lit suze... 
Da bar iam netko tko radi iste reakcije kao na na ovako glupe stvari.. ili bar netko tko je razumio sto sam ja uopce napisala u ovom postu....
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INCUBUS - THE WARMTH
I'd like to close my eyes, go numb
but there's a cold wind coming from
the top of the highest high-rise today.
It's not a breeze 'cause it blows hard.
Yes and it wants me to discard the humanity I know,
watch the warmth blow away.
So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.
So do you think I should adhere to that pressing new frontier?
And leave in my wake a trail of fear?
Or should I hold my head up high
and throw a wrench in spokes by
leaving the air behind me clear?
So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you go.
So don't let the world bring you down.
Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.
Remember why you came and while you're alive
experience the warmth before you grow old.
Before you grow old.
Where did it go?
AUDIOSLAVE- LIGHT MY WAY
In my hour of need
On a sea of gray
On my knees I pray to you
Help me find the dawn
Won't you light my way
Won't you light my way
A bullet is a man
From time to time he strays
I compare my life to this
To this I relate
And I'm willing
To listen to your answers
And I'm not ashamed
To tell you I need you today
Won't you light my way
Won't you light my way
So when I'm lost
Or I'm tired and depraved
Or when my high bullet mind
Goes astray won't you light my way
AUDIOSLAVE-COCHISE
I've been watching
While you've been coughing
I've been drinking life
While you've been nauseous
And so I drink to health
While you kill yourself
And I've got just one thing
That I can offer
Go on and save yourself
And with the early dawn
Moving right along
I couldn't buy an eyeful of sleep
And in the aching night under satellites
I was not received
Built with stolen parts
A telephone in my heart
Someone get me a priest
To put my mind to bed
This ringing in my head
Is this a cure or is this a disease
Nail in my hand
From my creator
You gave me life
Now show me how to live
And in the after birth
On the quiet earth
Let the stains remind you
You thought you made a man
You better think again
Before my role defines you
Nail in my hand
From my creator
You gave me life
Now show me how to live
And in your waiting hands
I will land
And roll out of my skin
And in your final hours I will stand
Ready to begin
And take it out on me
I'm not a martyr
I'm not a prophet
And I won't preach to you
But here's a caution
You better understand
That I won't hold your hand
But if it helps you mend
Then I won't stop it
Go on and save yourself
And take it out on me
Drown if you want
And I'll see you at the bottom
Where you'll crawl on my skin
And put the blame on me
So you don't feel a thing
Slusa se : Incubus Audioslave A Perfect Circle Blink 182 Box Car Racer Angels And Airwawes Guzva u 16-ercu Pasi Debeli Predcjednik Mikrofonija Urban Laufer Foo Fighters Pennywise Rancid Ramones Depeche Mode The Reel Big Fish Pink Floyd Soundgarden Pearl Jam Prodigy
Cita se : Jerome D. Salinger Goethe Dostojevski Tolstoj Whitman Kamov E.A.Poe A.G.Matos J.R.R.Tolkien Dickens