Life is a dream...dream of reality...
subota, 10.12.2005.
...Božić...al zamalo...
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Još malo,još malo pa Božić,a ja nikakav jebeni osjećaj za to neam...Sjećam se kad sam bila manja,toliko sam se veselila tome,svi pokloni,cijela family okupljena,bor,sve one lampice i ukrasi...a sad mi je Božić dobio totalno drugo značenje. Sad na to sve gledam kao na neke poklone kojima te neki ljudi pokušavaju kupit,obitelj se okupi i sve to,al tek onda se ja prisjetim onih članova obitelji koji su nekad u to vrijeme bili sa mnom,a sad više nisu,i onda se rastužim.Skužim kako brzo godine prolaze,i kak sam ja na neki način brzo odrasla,sve bi dala da sam još uvijek ona mala klinka koja je prije nekoliko godina sva sretna došla baki i djedu i jedva čekala da počne ukrašavat božićnu jelku... A sad,sad je to nemoguće...Gledam svoju sestričnu,kad vidi neki poklon toliko je sretna...sjećam se sebe u tim godinama...kad sam vidjela poklon bila sam presretna,svaki put nešto novo...a sad,sad mi ti pokloni uopće nisu važni,radije bi htjela da se neki vrate iz mrtvih,bar na jedan dan,da ih vidim,zagrlim,kažem im sve što me muči...a znam da to nije moguće...i zato me svaki Božić rastuži...Prije nekoliko dana u pod nastavom padao je snijeg,i zagledala sam se kroz prozor i razmišljala o Božiću. Frendica mi je šapnula:''Jel znaš ti da nam je ovo posljednji Božić u ovoj školi,i posljednji kojeg dočekujemo svi,kao razred?!'' Pogledala sam ju,a na oči su mi navrle suze,kao i sada dok na to mislim. Došla sam i rekla to Martini,Ivoni,Simoni...i njima su se oči u tom trenu zacaklile. Martina me je pogledala i rekla:''Nikad više...kužiš?!'' Nisam izdržala...možda ćete reć da plačem bezveze,bez razloga,nije mi važno,... 8 jebenih godina ih poznam...8 GODINA !!! i sve ih volim,neke više,neke manje,ali nikad se više neću vezat za nekog tako kao za njih...s njima sam provela svoje djetinjstvo,odrasla sam s njimai za 6 mjeseci ćemo se odvojit,svako na svoju stranu. Boli me to,što znam da neke od njih možda NIKAD više u životu neću srest NIKAD!!! to boli...znate?!pola razreda se rasplakalo,i nije nas bilo briga što nas gledaju svi i što se nastavnica rasplakala zajedno s nama,bili smo dovoljni sami sebi...suze su tekle bez stajanja...Martina,ona je to najteže podnijela,sjedila sam pokraj nje,zagrljene plakale smo,znajući da za 6 mjeseci je sve gotovo...Njoj je rođendan u ponedjeljak,slavi ga u nedjelju,svake jebene godine,zajedno smo ga proslavile,i ova godina je možda zadnja... Mah...ima jedna pjesma koja mi je posebna,sjećam je se još od davnih dana,i budi u menii nekad lijepa ali i bolna sjećanja..odlučila sam vam napisat riječi te pjesme...kizzzach svima ,i nek Vam bude SRETAN BOŽIĆ!!! *BOŽIĆ DOLAZI* Kad padne Badnja noć, kad skupimo se svi Mali i veliki, kompletna family, Sve je svečano oko trpeze, Prićaju priče stare, obiteljske. Djeca veselo oko bora skakuću, Bake, djedovi se s njima igraju. Vani snijeg, bjelina, A u srcu neka blagost i toplina. Dobri ljudi i oni zli K'o nekom tajnom niti vezani su svi Ovu noć Božić dolazi, Božić dolazi, Neka noćas ljudi svi budu sretniji. Božić dolazi sa najljepšim pjesmama, Božić dolazi tiho na prstima, Neka noćas ljudi svi budu sretniji, Budu sretni svi. (Kraljevi i prosjaci, zdravi i bolesni, crni i bijeli.)  |
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Shawn Colvin:Never saw blue like that Today we took a walk--up the street, and picked a flower and climbed the hill--above the lake. And secret thoughts,were said aloud. We watched the faces in the clouds, til the clouds had blown away--and were we ever some where else you know--it's hard to say And I never saw blue like that before. Across the sky, around the world. You're giving me all you have and more. And no one else has ever shown me how -- to see the world the way I see it now, oh why, I never saw blue like that I can’t believe--a month ago, I was alone--I didn’t know you, I hadn't seen,or heard your name. And even now,I’m so amazed it's like a dream.it's like a rainbow,it's like the rain.And some things are the way they are and words just can’t explain And I never saw blue like that before--across the sky,around the world.You're giving me all you have and more.And no one else has ever shown me how--to see the world the way I see it now,oh why,I never saw blue like that before And it feels like now, and it feels always, and it feels like coming home I never saw blue like that before.Across the sky,around the world You're giving me all you have and more. And no one else has ever shown me how -- to see the world the way I see it now, oh why, I never saw blue like that before Oh why -- I never saw blue like that -------------------------- Evanesence:Going under Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you And you still won't hear me (I’m going under) Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again I'm going under Drowing in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under ------------------------------------- Guns n Roses:Don't cry Talk to me softly There's something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin's changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sigh Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight An don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry tonight Baby maybe someday Don't you cry Don't you ever cry Don't you cry Tonight ------------------------------------ The Cranberries:Zombie Another head hangs lowly, Child is slowly taken. And the violence caused such silence, Who are we mistaken? But you see, it's not me, it's not my family. In your head, in your head they are fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are crying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou... Another mother's breakin', Heart is taking over. When the vi'lence causes silence, We must be mistaken. It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen. In your head, in your head they're still fighting, With their tanks and their bombs, And their bombs and their guns. In your head, in your head, they are dying... In your head, in your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie, Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head, In your head, Zombie, zombie, zombie? Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh, Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a... ---------------------------------- obožavam ovu pjesmu:: Ben E. King:Stand by me When the night has come And the land is dark And the moon is the only light we see No, I won't be afraid Oh, I won't be afraid Just as long as you stand Stand by me, so Darling darling stand by me Oh, stand by me Oh stand, stand by me, stand by me If the sky that we look upon Should tumble and fall Ot the mountain Should crumble to the sea I won't cry, I won't cry No, I won't shed a tear Just as long as you stand Stand by me, and Whenever you're in trouble Won't you stand by me, oh stand by me |
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