I HATE MYSELF AND WANT TO DIE

~četvrtak, 23.03.2006.

no inspirejšn..jel neko imo već takav naslov....???...nevrmajnd

Ev ljudi da vam se javim...čudno za mene da se ovak brzo javljam al nevermind...i tak...ja bi inače sad trebala bit u školi la sam glumila da me boli glava i pustili me....
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....
Ionak pita matošku...
I tak...da sad sam još bolje upoznala jordisonku..de u svakom postu to napišem...ccc...enivej
Bila sam sad jedno vrijeme u nekoj ono ogromnoj depresije al eto sad više nisam...
Sad malo onak visim na internetu i skidam onake krvave zapravo depresivne slike...ja ih jako volim...
E da frendica mi prošla na audiciji...dobro neznate koja audicija al nevrmajnd
Šta sam ja još htjela prichat...
E da kod nas u razredu ina 8 ljudova koji imaju iron maiden majicu a 5 ljudova su fejkeri...
tak da ono...
i sad ti ja pricala s jednim koji nije fejker ovak kao je metalac a sluša sam iron maiden i kao nirvanu....i tamo mo neš počeo srat po slipknotu i po jordisonu....i onsa ga ja tamo napala kakva je on fejkerćina t jednu grupu sluša i kao je metalac...i tamo se posvađali i star mi danas kupila cijeli paket ziharica(još jedan weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee) i ja ono odma stavila ziherice i on kao neš počeo srat kak sam još mogla stavit šivaći pribor ma peder....i onda nas je ova iz
engleskog morala smirit već sam ionak zbog njega dobila kebera(zato što sam se svađala logično)
ja bi onak pirsink na nosu i jezikunut
....ajd to bi bilo to...
ljubim vas....
uživajte mi evo slika ovih koje sam sad skidala



kisssss





ev u zadnje vrijeme mi se bash slusha evanescence

evanescence hello

playground school bell rings again
rain clouds come to play again
has no one told you she's not breathing?
hello i'm your mind giving you someone to talk to
hello

if i smile and don't believe
soon i know i'll wake from this dream
don't try to fix me i'm not broken
hello i'm the lie living for you so you can hide
don't cry

suddenly i know i'm not sleeping
hello i'm still here
all that's left of yesterday

- 16:08 - Path through the blinding light (55) - Paper vision - #

~utorak, 21.03.2006.

...wtf...

Evo da vam se javim stvarno me dugo nije bilo šta ja znam...šta mi vi radite ja pišem frendu zadacu iz engleskog
.e da ja jedan dan ja na vjerošu nosila majicu od slipknota i onda mi ova poćela srat kao nešt u smislu da su oni sotonjare i da bi ona voljela imat njeihove životopise...ono wtf???...al nevermind...ajd sad moram ić uuuu...školu..da...imam jebeni nulti..švabski...kak je taj nastavnik glup i ime mu je mal jache...JOZO...buahahahaah onak svi ga šprdaju a on ništ nekuzi na ispitima se najlakše svercat.....ajd pozdravljam vas sve posebno jordisonku...šta ima novog kod vas....i nist to bi bilo to lolim vas sve uzivajte mi




my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

- 12:39 - Path through the blinding light (23) - Paper vision - #

~utorak, 07.03.2006.

šta ja znam....da rođoš mi jee

Sam da napomenem ovo je post za subotu al mi je DANAS rođoš
i tak..
kod mene niš novo...
crko mi miš pa sad imam novi...
imala sad javni sat pa komornu pa zbor...
(komorna vam je ono di se sviraju dueti)
tak da ja i subotom imam školu...
al ajd bolje glazbenu neg ovu...
danas mi je rođoš
ja ga nebi slavila...
evo kiwija za...kiwi girl...


ja nevolim kiwi mislim da sam alergična na njnega...
al nevermind...
i tak...
frendica si kupila starke crne oroginal i sad sam ja jako hepi zbog toga...
sam ih mora malo uprljat..
ja nevoli čiste..
moje su jaaako prljave...
ev baš sam joj se potpisala...
i još my sestrična prije bila šminkerica i ad želi postat darkerica...
ja sam joj uzor..hehe
aliiii joj stara neda da se oblači u crno
moš mislit kak udareno pa ja bi se upucala..
al zato ona ima starke...
crne isto..
čudim se što joj to da...
i frendica još jedna si kupila starke...
i još neka tamo glupača starke su joj očajne(i nisu original)
nešt onak od đinsa sa rozim srtama...
uglavnom očajno..
kak je dora jadana
ja inače mrzim hrvatsku
sorry ak sam neke uvrijedila
i tak..
ja bi crvene pramenove onak ko joey..

e da sad kad sam već kod joeyia upoznala sam se sa jordisonkom(otkad)
i tak cura je zakon znam ja nju iz viđenja već od prije
al nisam znala da ima blog tj. da je ona jordisonka..
uglavnom nevermind duga pričica..,
i tak ajd napisala sam post..
ajd ljubim va s idem sad...
negdje šta ja znam ajd kissssssssssssssssss...
P.S.sam da javim da ja nemogu ostavljat komentare
Ajd volim vas sve evo pozdravljam ove ljude i sve ostale i tak...
...kiwi girl...vrati mi se brzo

miss manson...

puzdro

miss grunge iiii

+pain+samo zato što mi je sestra

i jošjordisonka cura je stvarno zaaakon

polly

metal grrl6

i takk.... sretan mi rođendan hi hi
da još slika stavljam...a neču ajd kisss
al ovo sam morala stavit

hi hi kisssssssssssss

- 21:41 - Path through the blinding light (25) - Paper vision - #

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  • slušam:
    Children Of Bodom
    Cradle Of Filth
    Evanescence
    HIM
    Korn
    Led Zeppelin
    Manowar
    My Chemical Romance
    Marilyn Manson
    Nickelback
    Nightwish
    Nirvana
    RHCP
    S.O.A.D.
    Soundgarden
    Slipknot
    Sum 41
    Static x
    Within Temptation
    69 Eyes


    You now you’re right


    I will never bother you
    I will never promise to
    I will never follow you
    I will never bother you

    Never speak a word again
    I will crawl away for

    I won't move away from here
    You won't be afraid of fear
    No thought was put into this
    Always knew it would come to this

    Things have never been so swell
    I have never failed to fail

    Pain - 3x
    You know you're right - 3x

    I'm so warm and calm inside
    I no longer have to hide
    There's talk about someone else
    Sterling silver begins to melt

    Nothing really bothers her
    She just wants to love herself

    I won't move away from here
    You won't be afraid of fear
    No thought was put into this
    Always knew it would come to this

    Things have never been so swell
    I have never failed to fail

    Pain - 5x
    You know you're right - 17x


  • ...nešt o meni...rolleyes



    ...volim... kisswink
    Glazbu,Glumu,Iskrenost, Metalce,svoje starke,
    Dugu kosu na drugima(posebno na dečkima)
    Gumene bombone, Čokoladu Crnu i plavu bojuŽivotinje
    Noć,Praznike,Tajanstvenost ol mističnost kak oćete...
    ove tri tockice...






    Glazbenike:
    Joey jordison
    Kurt cobain
    Robert plant
    Lily lazer
    jimmy page
    jimi hendrix itd.




    ...ne volim...nonomad
    Laži,Techno i cajke,Muške šminkere
    Shooping,Bunde,školu,puno ljudi


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