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*...If I left You go I will never know, what my life would be holding You close to me, will I ever see You smiling back at Me, how will I know, if I left You go...* Friendster
......I can hear you when you whisper, but you cant even hear me screaming..........
When will I ever be free from this pain and and misery?
.......You left me hair alone....
--------You are all what ever i need, to be happy-------
..........Nobody will ever love you, like i do....
............Dear heart, i met a boy today, prepare to shatter.............
I don`t want dream of, i wont be with you.......
I could never love anyone, like i love him....
Missing you isnt what hurts, its knowing that i once had you, that kills me....
I wont you love me like i love you...........
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..........Can we yous stay in this moment....
...............I know you don`t love me, so why i am even trying...
.............My heart still bleeds for you...........
............Never again will my treas falls for you.........
------------I want the truth from you even if it hurts me!--------------
......................A broken heart never really heals........
..............I like walking in the rain cause no one know I'm crying…..
.............So what if I like black? It doesn`t make me to a bad person........
............I feel so empty inside..............
I`ve been looking in the mirror, for so long that i`ve com to believe my souls on the other side.
You never realise ho much it hurts........Until it happens to you.............
____________Don`t try fix me, i am not broken____
..............You don`t know what love is,until it breaks your heart.....
....Everybody needs Somebody...............
Take my heart please, but don`t break it tham....
You already did it.
...........I want for spend for ever in your arms.........
............Never make somebody your everything cause when they're gone you've got nothing..........
................Take me far away from here.........
...........You love is in my heart, and i will always love you forever..........
Life,
is like a pan....
you can cross, something out, but you can never erase it....
......Treas are words that heart can say....
....No one loves you like i do........
-----I wish you where here-----------
.......I still hate you....
....I am too busy being me to care what do you think........
..........He has the key to my heart.....
........I love him........
...........I would walkaway but then i will cry cos i no u wont fallow..........
Love, is danger.....
You never now what it wont for your heart.....
Lucky soul or blood and death.....
Love is just a pain..........
I focus on the pain, There is the only thing that`s real....
......Never take life too seriously, nobody gets out alive anyways........
I hate your smile, because it takes the pain anyway, only four a second,
because it is then that i see you, when you smile to her
Emo boys:
Girl paints, lip ring, hair eating face, converse, eyeliner, is it too much four ask four?
...How high will you fly with broken wings?...
..........I thing i fall in love, it scares me......
Everybody hate me because for that four what I AM.
How will you know,
I am hurting if you cannot see any pain?
To ware it on my body, tells what words cannot explain
Suicide is a beutiful night, I think I will kill myself....
Some times its the only way to kill the pain...
I crowed your name of the bullet, so people would know you ware the last thing going through my head...
.....When you cried, i cried, when you died I died inside....
....Love is the softest form of suicide.......
So, thats why i cry myself, every night....
...In my eyes you are always perfect....
If i laugh and talk to loud, It`s because i`m trying forget that I`m sad....
Love is like fire, so longer it burn to harder is it put down.
Pain fills my heart with sadnesses.....
When will all the pain go away?
.......Cherish the memories, ignore the pain......
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
.....A million memories flood my brain
Drown my sorrow, Kill my pain, Whets my thirst for you again
Just another night to get through.......
-----All my neighbors scream for quiet at my door
Shattered glass and torn up photos on the floor
Well, I couldn't stand to see your pictures anymore--------
A billion tear drops fallen from my eyes
But it's just a joke now
And I'm laughing at your lies
You make me hard as rock and now I realize
............Baby, I could have been someone
I could have been something
It would have been nothing to die for you
Baby, you're going to need me
You'd better believe me
It would have been easy to die for you...................
............I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side..................
.............If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry.................
---When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you-------------
------------I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do-----------
.......I walk this empty street
Were the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone.....
-.-.-.-.-.-I walk a lonely road
The only one, that I have ever known
Don't know were it goes
But its home and I walk alone-.-.-.-.-.-.
----When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together----
.....These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase.....
.......All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me.....
.......When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me.................
.....I didn't mean it ,When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight, I never should've let you go
I did nothing, I was stupid, I was foolish, I was lying to myself,..
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Znaći, ovaj blog piše jedna spodoba kojoj su nadjenuli ime Ena, to malo biće s crnim mislima, pesimizmom, i velikoj dozi perverzije u svojoj glavi prolazi kroz život. Rodilo se i živi u Zg-u. Zbog svoje ekcentrićnosti živi u samoći, te troši veliki dio svog života na msn-u, facebooku, vampirefreak-u i myspace-u. Ako želite poboljšati socijalan život te spodobe, dodajte je na msn ena7539@hotmail.com
Uglavnom, ta Ena kako je nazivaju, kvari svoj sluh na preglasnom slušanju Bullet for my vallentie-a, Armore for sleep-a, Funeral for a friend-a, i daljnim grupama tipa Panic at the disco, Linkin park, Korn, Slipknot, Boys like girls, The faint, makar se tu pridruži Amy Winehouse.
Bliska je gothicarima, emachima, metalcima, punkerima i ostalim ljudima koji nemaju ništa protiv nje.
Toliko o njoj. Za pojedinosti, pitajte ili ćitajte postove:-)
Par fotki da imate šta za vidjet.
Me&Ćiro (znam nekog tko mrzi ovu sliku, toćnije, jako ga zbunjuje)
........
From day one I talked about getting out
But not forgetting about
How my worst fears are letting out
He said why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
When breathing just passes the time
Until we all just get old and die
Now talking's just a waste of breath
And living's just a waste of death
And why put a new address
On the same old loneliness
And this is you and me
And me and you
Until we've got nothing left
Evo, da objavim nakratko jedan post. Uglavnom jedna cura s msn-a, ja napisala "pjesmu", ha ćuj te uopće nije tako loša. Sami procjenite:
The Different Girl
Her name is Ena.
E for her emotions
N for her nature.
A for her appearance.
She is different… she is special.
The uniqueness she owns is different from everyone else.
Her blond hair shines as bright as the sun.
Her blue eyes sparkle like two diamonds.
She sadly hides her face with black lip stick, mascara and eye liner.
She doesn’t care what anybody thinks about her
A Emo by emotions, a Goth by looks and a Punk by style.
This is her and this is who she wants to be.
Pa ludo je, hehe
Pozdrav!
Znate kaj, ovih dana se osjećam savršeno. Kako bi se reklo, "Baš se osjećam lijepom". Haha, moguće je, da da, ćak se i ja nekad dobro osjećam:-)
Uživam u zimskim praznicima. Moram se pohvalit da sam prošla s 5.00, hehe;-)
Na čagi je bilo ok, doduše meni je bila totalna ludnica kad su pustili "Sve je ona meni" i "The ridle",stao je, al definitino classica. Ipak, nisam niti ja sva od metala, i ne u potpunosti crna(doduše jesam većim dijelom)
Eto, još jednom se potvrdila moja tvdnja(zar ne slažem prekrasne rećenice, ha?), da mi uopće nije stalo do ljudi iz društvenog života, makar si znaju da vodim ovaj blog, ionako ga nitko ne ćita. I ne vjerujem da će ikome smetat ako ovo napišem.
Sve u svemu, to je dobro, za azliku od onog prokletog osjećaja nostalgije. Koji me progoni os prošlog četvrtka....
Nostalgija je jedna prokleta stvar, definitivno. Mislim, nepotrebno te veže uz ljude kojima nije toliko, ili je ali ne na isti naćin stalo do tebe, koliko ti do njih. Makar, momentalno me veže uz jednog frenda kojeg nisam vidjela...... Ohoooo.....
Čovjek valjda zna više o meni nego mater mi i cjeli društveni krug zajedno.
Znate kaj, pucam od ponosa, napravila sam takvu psihoanalizu tog čovjeka, da je to stvarno nevjerojatno. Vidite, de to meni ide. Makar, opet me uvjerio u činjenicu da muški rod nije u stanju voljeti zanemarujući tjelesno. Žalosno, al mi se ženske opet udajemo za njih, i koliki god oni đubretari prema nama bili, mi im to opraštamo. Pfff, eto, vidite, krenula sam savršenim putem prema feministkijama. Mislim da će me jednog dana dokrajćiti obostrana razmišljanja, onda jednostavno saznate srž onog što vam se kasnije zgadi. Žalosno.......
Aj uživajte, I pošto neću (valjda) pisati post krot ovih par dana želim vam SRETAN BOŽIĆ!!!!!!!!!!
P.S.
Danas sam napravila kećkice, i pošla takva u svijet:-))))
Welcome ladys and gentlemans!
Znaći ovo je moj 4., blog, tj. 3. sam promjenila adresu. Eto, dojadila mi je stara.
Hmm.......Zašto baš gothic-naurotic? Nevjerujem da bi me ijedna adresa bolje opisala nego ta, usprkos što ostavljam dojam jednog deprimiranog emaća, koji svakodnevno pada u depre, mrzi sebe, život, i svijet...... Ups, mislim da sam opet previše rekla o sebi.
Već gotovo nisam napisala mjesec dana post, i baš sam nedavno imala puno inspiracije, kojeg ionako nikog ne zanimaju. Ono, depra, love, gay populacija, sado-mazo......Bilo je dosta toga.
A šta da vam kažem, zadnjih mjeseci vućem se kroz neke depre, da je to strašno. Mislim, gledam mog buraza doma koji je uvijek happy, sretan, zadovoljan, (ajmo sad zaboraviti na to da mu je ego iznad 100% zbog razlćitih okolnosti), a ja u bad-u, a eto, ipak sam valjda neki teški emach u duši. Trebala sam promjenit adresu na emo-neurotic, ali se onda nebi rimovalo. Hehe:-)
Ovo bi bio 67 post, (ubrajajući postove s stare adrese), a već osjećam nostalgiju, nije li to sljatko
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Sad će biti skoro godinu dana, odkad se toliko rasprostranila emo populacija, od zime prošle godine poćela sam padati u depre, voljeti emache, myspace, ajme sad je već više od godinu dana. Pošto se meni nitijedan moj post naroćito ne sviđa, a kamoli oni stari od prošle godine, unatoć svemu primjetila sam kako sam se naglo promjenila, ali to je sve nekako poćelo od sredine travnja, na to je najviše utjecalo jedno dobro novo poznanstvo, koje mi je unjelo sreće u život, negdje sam tada zavoljela fetiš BDSM-a,i možda sam ipak malo više happy nogo što sam bila, Ali ipak, kako jedan moj frend kaže "ljudi se mjenjaju mrvicu, ali čud nikad", a dokaz je da sam ja i dalje neurotićna.
Eto, toliko od mene za većeras, uživajte i ajde bar koji komentar na ovaj post. Bya!
