četvrtak, 20.03.2008.

Ljudi

Uvijek kada promislim da sam okrenula novu stranicu,
vjetar razlista moju knjigu stalno me vraćajući na neke teške trenutke.
Kao u nekoj kazališnoj predstavi, iznova sve proživljavam.

A bilo bi tako lijepo da je jednostavno živjeti s teretom prošlih grijeha i spavati mirno,
dok oni koje sam drsko zalijepila na svoje stranice razmišljaju o onome što sam ja otkinula iz njihove knjige.

Kada se svi listovi razasou po tlu teško ih je pokupiti,
i posložiti a da se pri tom ne osvrnem na sadržaj
koji uglavnom izaziva krivnju i kajanje koje je odavno nestalo u vremenu.

Tada shvaćam koliko smo mi ljudi ustvari prokleti svojim razumom
i koliko nas isti ograničava u stvaranju sebe,
jer često na svom putu, vrijeme i energiju uzalud trošimo kako bismo ''odstvarili'' druge...

četvrtak, 13.03.2008.

Ovih dana...

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love...