Mother North
28.05.2006., nedjelja
Intermezzo
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Dornenreich WER HAT ANGST VOR EINSAMKEIT Stimme: Wer hat Angst vor Einsamt ? Ich: Jemand. Stimme: Und wenn sie erst kommt ? Ich: Dann sterbe ich davon. Stimme: Und war sie doch schon immer da ? Ich : Dann spür' ich nur den letzten Stich, Ich sterbe mehr ... elendiglich ... tödlich - sicher ... tödlich ... mich. Stimme: Mensch ist einsam - ist aus sich, ruf Deinen Namen - befreie Dich ! von Einsamkeit, die alles leidet, jeden Blick in Tränen kleidet, und dabei allzu weinerlich alles bloß nicht sich beneidet. Ruf' Deinen Namen, befreie Dich! Hier - Jetzt - Willentlich Wer hat Angst vor Einsamkeit ? Ich: Niemand ... Niemand Stimme und Ich: Selbstherrlich !?!? ;) |
19.05.2006., petak
..never alone again
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My Dying Bride-A Cruel Taste of Winter Walk with, with me. I'll be your Shadow God For now, just now. Give your life to me Your hope, your hope. I feel its steady hand Your heart, your fear. Take off and flee Trust me, just me. I'll catch you if you fall My arms run deep. Run unto my call I'll lead you into danger And all that troubles man I'll lead you far from hunger Just take my frozen hand You'll want the world to praise you And gather at your feet You'll want my blinding light And my searing heat I will lift you above their crying world Into your heart comes the love of fear You vanity, your sanctity Your kindless heart Your reverance. Your ignorance Your black uncaring eyes No sumpathy for humanity. Bleak horror The genocide, the parasites The kingdom of the ghost At one with fear Careless if you fall Beneath the earth Your heart may feel the call Can't let your mind be tainted By the praying men Divinity burns in thunder Over again Eventide. By your side All things because of you Fantasize. At my side. The lonely, the few God above. Lord and love. It's fools love heart of fire. Lord and liar don't falter Oh: When pain burns behind your eyes and rage bursts out trough your veins, when tears are too few and hate is screaming in your mind, remember you are not alone...this night is the one of lost souls, our night, this day is our day-from sunset to sunrise ,under the moon, under the stars it is our dream, the dream of one soul, fire and water, lightning and oceans.....in every moment of darkness or light, of torment or delight, trough storms and over mountains we never travel alone....sometimes when the voices are so strong, when they scream inside your head try to hear my tiny voice-if you find it it shall become a storm...you will never be alone again...enough suffering..enough pain...let's turn to melancholy...let's cry together with the stars, no this is not a beautiful world, without you it is grey...i sought fire, and found you-the water..together now..as one..to create life, to create ourself....oh the moments...may they be eternal!!! never forget it..... |
14.05.2006., nedjelja
I wonder how life will be
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... With a pain that lasts eternally zasto ali zasto uvijek bol? Opet isponova nailazimo na to.Skriveno iza nasmijanih dvolicnih lica svakodnevnih ljudi skriva se bol ili potreba za nanošenjem boli!Ti ljudi se nazivaju vjernicima ili poštenima a u biti ne vrijede ništa, ne zaslužuju ni smrt...i sad govorimo o suosjecanju.najgore kad se neko pravi da suosjeca kad misli da može razumjeti to, ali kako kada on nije ništa slično dožzivio...najbolje što može je patit zbog nečije patnje....što učiniti osim pokušati podijeliti sreću..ne novcima ni ostalim materijanim sranjima neg osjecajima, shvacanjem...zasto uvijek jebena bol zbog necije pohlepe? zato jer se netko ne moze slozit sa sobom, samo zato jer je slab...slabe priroda ne podnosi-oni nestaju....previse boli krvi i suza..ova zemlja to vise ne moze upiti....gdje li je novi svijet?? „Tears from the eyes so cold, tears from the eyes, in the grass so green. As I lie here, the burden is being lifted once and for all, once and for all. Beware of the light, it may take you away, to where no evil dwells. It will take you away, for all eternity. Night is so beautiful (we need her as much as we need Day).“ ... In every night there's a different black Ahhh, svaki trenutak dode i nepovratno nestane, nekad se cini da se trenutci vracaju, ali to je samo iluzija nasih umova koji ne mogu shvatiti beskrajno prostranstvo vremena! Trebamo uzivati u tim kratkim malim trenutcima koji su nam dani, trebamo uzivati i upiti sve sto nam taj trenutak pruzi jer ce on nestati zauvjek, osobito stvari i osobe koje se tamo nadu ako nestanu....proslo je, neke rijeci nikada nisu izrecene, neki trenutci nikada prozivljeni, osjecaji su ostali visjeti...ne zelim da se meni to dogodi!... ...Hvis lyset tar oss Ako nas svjetlo uzme, ako nas svjetlo zasljepi, ako se izgubimo u sjaju svijeta i svega onoga sto ne postoji ne zelim da nestane sve sto je nekada bilo, ono sta ce tek biti , onaj zivot sta ce nastati, ona sjecanja koja ce se stvoriti..ne zelim da vjetar obrise sve tragove suza i smijeha, sve rijeci i poglede...ako nas svijetlo uzme ne zelim da me zaboravis... ... Nĺr Himmelen Klarner Poslije oluje i kise kada se svijet smiri i priroda umorno uzidise ti se pojavis...smirujes me svojim pogledima, sapces svojim glasom, najdrazom pjesmom koja nosena vjetrom odjekuje medu drvecem i ostaje u mojoj glavi...kada taj glas nestane oblaci posive i u meni sve zajauce, raspadam se a komadi moje rastrgane biti nosene vjetrom jaucu u agonicnoj samoci i strahu da se nikada opet ne pojavis....I wonder how lire would be with you nowhere to be seen...I wonder how life will be.... Remember the song of old...the words echoing in the walls of a temple far east, and the song of the waterfall beckoning you to embrace his waters..remember the call from your womb and all the words and hopes that fell into it...remember....remember the name, the meaning, the song of Inanna Oh songs so full of sorrow, why shall they not stray a away from my path;leave me be I need not your Pitty! Leave me sing and cry my agony when all life is gone, when all voices die... Not even the wind to be hered I choose to live.... |
09.05.2006., utorak
...to predict memories!
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In the forest, there is a godess, a child of greatest love: no words, no deeds equal her perfection, oh another world this is, a new perfect one! never shall sorrow sing under these immortal trees night and day shall become one like lovers and so our soul shall never leave: we will grow as one! Zašto uopće živjeti? Da ubijamo sebe, štetimo drugima?Radimo gluposti i besmislene stvari misleći da smo učinili nešto dobro ili veliko, makar je to netko već masu puta prije napravio. Zar išta čovjek može napraviti u životu dobro osim stvoriti novi život, stvorit bolji život, ljepši svijet?Zelim vidjeti i upoznati svijet...naposljetku ako išta uspije ne preostaje nam ništa nego ostaviti svoj znak u vremenu, ostaviti nesto za sobom, prepustit se najdubljim jislima, stopiti se sa srodnom dušom, zaljubljeni kao vukovi pod mjesecom otkriti prirodu u sebi, plesati sa sumskim dusama, slusati price vjetra i naposljetku pozdraviti svijet u nadi da ce biti drukciji i postati zvijezda....postati vjecan....!  that's what I want ...with you... |
05.05.2006., petak
Will the stars ever shine upon us?
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Oh, this heavy winter sky burdens me; the wasted, cold landscape entered my dreams. It seems eternal; will I ever feel the notion, the melancholy of the moment in an autumn forest by the cold ,dark waters of lonely lakes? Will I ever again be able to love in cold silence and feel the warmth of her breath upon my skin? How can I understand the language of other souls if I don't undearstand what mine is speaking to me? I can only hear the solitude the wind sings of, but it stops to cry, leaving me again to swarm in the cold silence of the screaming night! I hearken the voices of the faint moonlight I dance to the light of candels burning inside me and fight with nightmares inside me; I beckon them to embrace me, to drag me trough my (in)sanity! I hope I will find a soul, in this lone landscape, that will embrace my words and dreams and feed my lust with her own nightmares by the crystal waters of the deepest lakes, in the forest of my soul; the theatre of shadows... Oh, will the stars ever shine upon us in this sorrowfilled valey, my dear? Will I ever embrace thee, as you are far from me, or will I die again? -Potpis: Ja Evo da izbacim melankoliju iz sebe....potaknut stvarima koje sam okolo citao i zivotima nekih ljudi...i mislima tako slicnima mojim...pozzdraw!  |
