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Against all odds
Darkness, despair, loneliness...
It's all coming back to me...
Those demons I thought were defeated...
They were only hiding...
Hiding in the depths of my heart, my soul...
Now they have resurfaced, they are back again...
My resistance is so weak now...
I have nothing to give me strength...
I have nothing to bring me to the light again...
The darkness is to strong, overwhelming...
Every day I am falling deeper and deeper into the pit of despair...
I can't see the bottom, I don't even know if there is one...
I can't find the hope nowhere around me...
It used to be a bright light...
But now it's almost gone...
Just a flicker in the wast darkness...
I have lost hope, gave in to the darkness...
I am weak, don't know how to fight it...
Nodoby will help me in my fight...
I must try to fight it alone, although the odds are not in my favor...
I feel like a single soldier facing an army...
David against ten Goliats...
Like a ant attacking a grown up elephant...
I can't hope to win alone...
I can only pray that the help will come...
That somebody will notice me...
Pull me from the darkness...
Bring back hope to me...
I don't ask for much...
Just a touch, a hug...
Something to lift me from that deep dark well of despair...
A little kindness, something to show somebody cares...
If not, I am lost...
I can't win alone against such odds...
I will fall, hit the bottom...
And will not raise again...
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