...and is this what we live for

there was something that day
when I saw it I stayed speachles
no wordrs to say the beauty of first sight
sometimes I wish I was there from the begining
only then I wouldn't suffer so much
pain is eating me day after day
I just can't go one anymore
maybe one day I'll be free and find what I'm looking for
but till then my only hope is to dream and try to reach it
as I go on in life my every minute is like last on this planet
closed sights, closed doors no room for me
all my stories and prays were blownend away by mighty wind
no one to hear my cream
nothig is there to be ment for something that people seek
only visions in the night that shine the scy
in glorious wishes of something that is never ment to be

no time for me
no time for myself
all alone walk through life
nothing and noone to follow my steps
theres gray doors that leads to death
it sound slike salvation form this missery
nothing makes it seasy
but life is just so heavy burden for me
I just can't stand this anymore
life in a lie
life in a nightmare fuorfilled with false hope
that daoesnt have no end
mininles words that someone whispers in the cold night
wind just cares them away
cold is this night that I walk alone
the end is near
I'm going to die and reborn
not to live but to die again and again...

the day of reckoning is come
and they who were blessed will uncover the tirany of life
nothing will be qoick as their deaths
the cursed ones will be set free to walk earth one more time
in ritual quest for their redemption in purgatory
quest for souls that seek eternal resting place
nothing will stand on their ways...
as day turnes to night collectors are trashing their peace in this world
and in the next one they will pend on their mercy in hollow grounds
sumoning the pagan gods they will find themself in undicowered land
where time stops still yet runs so fast
sorry of their lifes is turned to a noghmare and they can't woke up
ressles are the souls that guard them in the journey of imortal sorrow
and ressles will they become too
only the strongest ones will survive the yourney and hunt their land of freedom
and mujo & haso were there fishing and they didnt catch nothing...

last night the words are spoken that cannot be unturth
you said that all what is given is now lost
is tihis the last things we do together
something keaps some unbrakeble distance betwean us
it's so hard to talk with you
noting can compare to this...
just another carazy thought of mine...
an ilusion something like a dream
woken up this morning by the cryes of mutilated people
I realized that all this is just another crazy dream of my cold soul
that is wanishing from this reality every second peace by peace...
my spirit forever shall be...

''last night I dreamt what my life will become...
the endless fealds of hope and nothing else''


Insomnium - Bitter End

The silent moment right before the
Dusk fades away
I open my eyes but the darkness
stays
Nightfrost covers the brittle flowers
Around you
I realize that what I dreamt is true

Beauty beyond words
My dearest one
Her light burns my eyes
She is all mine

By these frosty waters I rest by
Your side
I hold you in my arms for the last
Time
If only I could tell you how I need
Your love
If only you had seen what I kept in
My heart

Now it's the time of grieving
Reign of sorrow in my heart
All i have ever wanted
Is today forever gone
Bitter is the nightly silence
Bitter till the end of time
The sky grown ever darker
Through now she''ll always be mine

I hold you on my arms so tight
I kiss your frozen lips for this last
Time
For the first time